Sometimes Love Doesn't Last (AINBAN)

And i was like...baby

-ALYSSA'S POV-

*FIVE MONTHS LATER*

"It's not even funny, I will stop this car right now and jump off a bridge." I said as my best friend giggled in the front seat.

"Well, if you weren't such a whore for your husband, you wouldn't have this issue. Would you?" Leah smirked as she tapped on my dashboard.

"I'm a great wife okay, I can't help if my husband can't keep his hands off me." I murmured and turned into a parking spot.

Shutting off my car, I sighed loudly, unbuckled my seat belt and turned to my best friend.

"Let's be serious for a moment, Lee." I threw my head in my hands, "It's only been 7 and a half months since I had Love."

"Oh honey," She rubbed my back, and side hugged me, "You are not the only mom to have kids back to back. You don't even know if you are yet, let's take a test to calm you down and go from there."

"And if I am pregnant?" I said huffing and crossing my arms.

"Then you deal with it...with your loving husband." She smiled, "You are a wonderful mommy. You got this."

"Alright, let's do this."

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"Is it ready yet?" I said chewing on my bottom lip and rocking back and forth on my feet.

We got back from target and immediately went into my bathroom.

"It should be." She said, "Want me to turn it over?"

I nodded and shut my eyes tight.

"Well, no more Apperal spritz for someone for 9 months." She smiled and showed me a test that read 'PREGNANT'.

I screamed and threw myself into her arms. "Leah, my baby didn't even grow yet. How will Love feel about this? Or Carter?"

"Baby, you love them so much, no one is a better mom than you, well besides me of course," She laughed and pulled away from our hug.

"You will have all the support in the world from Mikey, and everyone who loves and cares about you. You do have options. If this isn't what you want right now. No one would judge you." She sat me down on the edge of my bathtub and wiped my eyes.

I didn't even realize I was crying, were they happy tears? Sad tears? Disappointed tears even? I'm more sad for my 7 month year old than I am for me. I feel like im taking away from her.

But as much as im scared, im happy. Being a mother is the most rewarding I've ever felt in my life. I've learned so much, and I love my kids before than life itself. So this baby is wanted. I know that.

"No, I want this." I stated, standing up and looking at myself in the mirror.

"Good. I do too." She said standing next to me, "I love watching other people be pregnant and it's not me for once. With my 4 kids."

I laughed, "I'm gonna make a doctors appointment then tell Mikey."

She gave me a thumbs up and that was that.

**SKIPPING THREE MORE WEEKS*

Well, it's official. I'm most definitely pregnant. I'm about to start my 8th week, and im telling Mikey today.

I really don't know how I can go so long without knowing im pregnant. I mean my period was two months late but I've had irregular periods since Carter, so can you blame me?

I came in from the garage and threw my keys on my counter.

"Hiii family!!" I walked into my living room to see, Mikey and baby Love.