Please... Love Me

13

After the engagement party the wedding was 3 days to go.

Mrs. Jeon didn't allow Jungkook to go anywhere again, They took him at the Jeon's Mansion after the engagement party. Jungkook kept silent and stayed at his room.

He's not talking to anyone not even Ming Yu and Bo Geum, He never paid attention on the preparation of their wedding and not interested of talking about it.

*****

Seokjin tried to focus on their company as the analyzers came from the Jeon's Corp. So they start building a stronger security system.. which is impossible to hack. On his free time Seokjin kept coming on the pool gymnasium and practice his swimming tricks..

"You're still the fastest and unbeatable Hyung!"
Seokjin was shocked hearing that voice

"Chim! When did you had a vacation?"
"I requested a 3 days off to attend your wedding tomorrow hyung, why aren't you inviting me? I feel sulking! "

Jimin was sitting at the edge of the pool, Seokjin went up the pool and get his towel wrapped around his waist -

" Whew!!! Your body proportions are really awesome! I wish, I had those wide shoulders, firm back- and whoah! Look at that 8packer!"
Jimin bursting out while moving him around watching his body in awe!

" Shut up Chim! I was born like this! Anyway that wedding-
It wasn't my plan-
I don't plan to marry anyone than my boyfriend-
But Mom, and the Company needs it, so .. I need to do this "
Jimin's expression unnoticeably changed when Seokjin mentioned his boyfriend
" What About him hyung-
I mean your boyfriend? "

" I told him we need to stop. I told him I'm marrying "
Jimin bowed his head as he felt his eyes becomes gloomy, he felt bad for his friend and for some reasons -
Guilt?

"Hyung don't you think you need to talk personally?"
Jimin didn't see how his hyung's eyes becomes clouded..
"Too late, infact I don't think I can face him this time-
I was you know-
A little bit confused..
I don't know .. it's hard to explain"

"Hyung, please know that I'm here for you.. and I'm willing to help you if anything.
Anyway, congratulations.. still -
It's your wedding day"

****

" Chim ?"
Taehyung opens the door of his apartment for Jimin. Both of them took a 3 days off the military duties.
"Come in, how was it going? Did he talked to you?"
"Yes, and the marriage was simple..just some relatives  and friends."
Taehyung lead him to the couch
" Please have a sit, Chim "
" Thanks,"
" Anyway, you can stay at the guest room tonight, if you want"
" Yeah thank you, I really appreciate it Tae"
" So what happened?"
Jimin looked at his friend, he's obviously stressed out.
" He said he's confused right now..and that he can't face you by this time. Mom and the company was at stake Tae.. Mom suffered a mild stroke -
Hyung had no choice "
Tae's eyes instantly teared up.. he covered his mouth and lowered his head.. Jimin pulled him in a hug..

" Tae , it's alright, you can talk about it some other time"
" But it's too late"

" He can always file a divorce, if everything
Went smoothly.. for the meantime, you can just focus on the military training, and who knows 8 months in the military is just a blink of an eye.. then you can talk it over.. personally "

" I still want to do this Chim, I wanna feel the pain. It will help me move on."

Jimin pulled him out of the hug
He stared at Tae's beautiful face
" Baby -
I-I mean - M- maybe.. Are you sure Tae?"
Tae looked at him without hesitation.. before nodding
" Yeah.. I will do this "

****"

On the Day of their Wedding..
Anne bought his suit..
An all white statement St. Laurent with that thin white see through round neck under shirt.. and a long white silk belt on the coat.. paired with high heeled Gucci white boots.

Hair and makeup teams coming over.. Jungkook silently going with the flow..
Without a single smile on his gloomy face.. his eyes seemed life less -

Yet after everything done He still looking so pretty with his hair pinned on each side of his ears with those beautiful crystal pink flower clips on his shoulder length curly hair..

Atleast Jungkook had a small reason to smile..

He looks prettier ! Prettier than anyone today..
And if ever that asshole Kim Seokjin was invited by his parents and he saw him again-

Atleast he would say..
"You are the prettiest whore -
I've ever saw in my life!"
You wish!

Shut up! Stop dreaming Jungkook! He will never look at you like that!

And that little smile faded..
Tears slowly falling down..

"Young Master"
Anne's gentle voice, handing him some tissue..

"It's okay to cry.. don't hold it back
Laughters.. and crying.. and dreaming.. are amazingly beautiful Young Master"

"Even if it's hurting you?"

"They don't hurt you. They heal you..
It's us, who keeps hurting ourselves."
Anne held his cold hand and pressed it..

"You can always count on me son, if you want to cry, just cry. If you want to laugh.. laugh out loud. And keep dreaming it will ease your mind because no one dreams bad.. only good ones and happiness"

" I hate my life Aunt"..
He said truthfully..

" No .. don't say that. Believe me, good people deserves only good things and good Person"

Jungkook looked at her..
" Do you know him?"
Anne stand up and turned at the big frame in his room-

" I always do. And so you are"

" What do you mean?"

" I mean cheer up! We're late"