Please... Love Me

26

"Dad"
Jungkook thundering his Father's office first thing in the morning

"Son, what are you doing here? I thought you're resting? Why are you limping?"
Minho noticing Jungkook having a hard time walking properly -

"I'd slip, yesterday okay!"
He had to say that! Now he regret asking Jin for one last round!
He missed his husband ! What can he do? Jin wasn't sleeping in his room but staying at the guest room..  so he keep asking for more-

Four rounds-

Okay he's sore!

"Don't you think you need to tell me something Dad?"
Jungkook sat on the couch, crossing his legs and waited for his Father to sit next to him

"I don't think so- what was that?"
Minho sat at the couch next to him, Jungkook on the long one

"Seokjin's childhood. Why does he lose his memories of the past? I need to know Dad!"

Minho's face become paled..

"He asked you?"
" I heard you two talking last night"

Minho's head fell down.. now he has no choice
Jungkook, when in serious mode was alarming, Minho silently wished Eun Ji was there

"Okay, listen -"
But the door opened and it reveals Eun Ji
" Honey you have to-
See this- what are you doing here Jungkook?"
Speaking of the-
Eun Ji gave the files to her husband whose shocked of her sudden entrance-
What a savior!

" What's this?"
Minho checking the files,

"Seokjin lost his memories of the past Mom-
Did you know about this?"

Eun Ji didn't expect that- she glared at Minho
"Minho what's happening?"

"Ahm.. Honey yesterday -"

"I fell in the pool yesterday"
While his Dad stuttering, Jungkook keep on going straight to the point -
It makes Minho's head ached! -
And Eun Ji's mood!

" What!? And you didn't tell me about this Jeon Minho!? "
Jungkook rolling his eyes-
" Honey, you're sleeping when I came-"
" You should've wake me up! "

Her Mom yelling at his Dad's office was the last thing Jungkook wanted

" Mom calmdown! Everything's fine"

"No! I don't think everything's fine"

"Ji, please sit-down and stop yelling, you're still at my office"
That's when Eun Ji realized they're at the company premises and she's still at the CEO's office and that the brat is glaring at her..

" You're over reacting!"
Jungkook rolling his eyes again.. his Mom sat beside him

"My God Jungkook! Ofcourse I will frieckedout knowing you had these trauma on the pools"

" That's why I don't tell you. Look at how you are reacting!"
His Dad said

" Are we talking about my husband or what?"
Jungkook slowly felt irritated about his parents

"Oh- Son about Seokjin.. you know we're not in the posi-"

"Just tell me Mom! I know you know everything! Tell me I wanna know! Why isn't he remember me? And he's having a night mare! What's that??"

" Jungkook calmdown"
His Dad said.. Jungkook breathes out before leaning on the back rest of the couch, messaging his temple.. his head is hunting..

"Please Dad, I'm worried of him, he woke up screaming and crying-"
Jungkook almost tearing up remembering how his husband suddenly screamed while they are sleeping-

" It was the first time I saw him like that"

" Okay.. Son, It was actually confidential..."

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*****

Jungkook went home with a heavy heart..
How can he face his husband knowing everything he'd been through -

What his Dad told her a while ago still echoing in his mind...

"Jin was  abducted by his father's adopted brother.. this Uncle of him was envious of Namjoon. But more than that he's a pedophile.. Namjoon doesn't have any idea
That his adopted brother was crazy over his son . The guy was obsessed with Seokjin.. that obsession pushed him to do
insane things. He took the young Seokjin somewhere.. tortured him.. raped him.
We did everything to find him. Until he was captured after a month.
Namjoon almost killed him before sending him to jail for a life sentence "

" They sent their son to United States,.
He was treated with trauma..
and purposely forget this  part of his life.
Namjoon hired someone to train him in sports he like, and he was into swimming ..
He swim to drowned him self from water
And he will be able to forget the pain and
Sufferings he's been through .
He made it .. but he changed a lot..
He's not the same Seokjin we used to know"

" Where did you go? "
Seokjin was in his black silk robes going down stairs.. had his wine on his hand and glaring at him..
It was already 8pm when Jungkook returned home

Jungkook wanted to run and hug him.. his tears almost showing and he had to stop it so he look away..

"I-I went to my company, Jin. I-I need to ..
to fix some company issues.. "
Jin already walked Infront of him, his eyes fixed on the younger, his hands touched the younger's Chin and pulled it up to look at him..

"Why are you crying?"
While looking at the older, Jungkook's tears slowly running down .. and he embrace Seokjin

"I just don't feel well.. will you sleep with me again?"
He said while gently leaning on his husbands shoulder.

"Who made you cry Jungkook? Tell me"
Jungkook bites his lips and closed his eyes-
Jin worrying of him could make his heart weak, because he knows he's the one who should be taking care of..

Jungkook shaking his head slowly..
"No.. I'm okay.. I just want to sleep with you -
Can you do that for me Jin? Can we sleep together from now on? -
Please hyungie?.."
If Jin having that kind of nightmares and he sleep alone-
Jungkook couldn't forgive himself if anything his husband breaking down fsG at him
"Next time, you're not allowed to go anywhere, without you telling me.. Am I clear, baby? "
Seokjin's soft voice, it was like the tone he used everytime he's talking with Taehyung on the phone..
He nods and smile softly..

"You're still limping?.."
Seokjin saw him how he's walking when he came..
Again, Jungkook's habits of biting his lips when ever he got flustered.. or shy.. or provoked.. he looked down shyly..

"Come on, I'll bring you to our room"
Seokjin carried him like a bride -

Our room-

That term Jin used could melt his heart at the moment.. Jungkook leaned his head on his husband ...

No one will ever hurt you like that again Hyung.- I promise!