Please... Love Me

25

"Jin, son, I get that you lost some memories of your childhood"
Minho started,  Jin was shocked and guilty of what happened to his husband, he shouldn't do that in the first place.
Minho stayed beside Jungkook until he fell asleep, while Jin stayed at the living room trying to figure out what happened until his Father in law came down and sit in front of him.

"Let me tell you a story, it's about two kids whose always playing and laughing at even a small things. The younger one always comes at the older to play with him, because he knows the older one was shy and afraid. He will do everything to make the older happy, until they are both laughing non-stop..
But one time the younger had a cramps on his legs while swimming on the pool - no one sees him other than the older ..
The older jump on the pool and save him -
Like how you do hours ago.. he also revive the younger.. and he did.
But the sad story was, since then the younger had an aquaphobia specifically in the swimming pools.. "
Jin's hand balled in fist.. he wanted to punch himself..
" Do you wanna know whose the kids are, Jin?"
Instead of answering Jin slammed his back on the couch and closed his eyes deeply-
Hiding his face by putting his arms over it..

" Is that us? .. we're a childhood friend?.."

Minho nods. It breaks his heart that he had to do it, it might break him down. He knows why Seokjin purposely lose some memories of his past..

" Son, you don't have to remember everything. Just.. remember him.. your best friend.. You used to call him Kookie. I remember when you told me that he is  Jin's Kookie. Because you like him so much"

Seokjin tried to remember the past.. something from his past.. he wants to remember those happy memories of his childhood-
But all he envisioned was a man gripping a boy's arm.. dragging the body of the boy-

"No!!!"
Seokjin quickly sat up shaking his head vigorously
Minho got frightened, Namjoon will kill him if something happens.

"Seokjin!Son- it's okay.. it's okay!"

"What's that? Whose that guy?!-"

"Shhh!shh! Forget it ! Forget it Jin! It's over"
Minho hugged Jin to calm him down..

"I saw someone Dad- someone dragging a boy -"

"No!no! Son calm down, take a deep breath. Listen to me.. you need to relax.. close your eyes.. "

Jin  calming down .. slowly following what Minho was telling him.. closing his eyes..

"Kookie.. kookie .. kookie....."
Minho start to chant Jungkook's childhood name in a very soft and low voice..

Then Seokjin starts to envision the kids playing at the garden both are laughing happily.. one of them screaming, "Kookie ~ Kookie wait for me"
"Hyungie! Hurry up! I got it! I got it!"
The smaller one with a huge round eyes and a bunny smile put a beautiful dragonfly on his hands before the taller one cage it inside his hands..
The taller one smiled at him beautifully -

Jungkook, wiped the tears in his eyes before carefully go back upstairs -

That's why you don't remember me hyung

He supposed to get a water to drink, but he heard voices downstairs, he hides at the wall and listened at them..

***

Seokjin entered the room where Jungkook was sleeping.. he gently walked towards the younger and sat beside the bed.. His hand slowly caressed the unnoticed baby bump before crouching down to gently kiss it, before sticking his head on the younger's tummy and whispered..
"Baby, Daddy is here.. I know you're mad at me. Daddy's so bad, I almost- I'm really sorry baby.. Will you forgive me? Will you give Daddy another chance?.. I promise I'll be good to your Appa, Daddy won't hurt him anymore,. I love you baby, Daddy loves you so much"
Once again he kissed his Husband's tummy before slowly standing up -

" Hyung.."
Jungkook stopped him by holding on his arms..

" Will you stay here tonight,."
Jungkook asked him in gentle tone while caressing the veins of his hands by his thumb..

" Jungkook-"
" Call me Kookie, Hyungie.."

" You remember?"
Seokjin asked confused-
Jungkook slowly pulled his arms to lead him on the bed .

" Please, lay here.. beside me."
Jungkook moved to give him space on the bed and Seokjin finally decided to climb the bed..

" I always remember you Hyung, not once in my life that I forgotten you"

" How come? Do you know it's me when I given you a ride on that Rainy night at Gwaencheon?"

Jungkook laid on his side to embrace him over his chest and head over his biceps.

" Yes.. and I was kinda-
Star strucked.. I used to follow you at every single swimming competition Hyung.. I bought every magazine which covers you.. I am your number 1 fan"

Seokjin was listening without emotions.. he's trying to sink in all the informations Jungkook has been telling him.

"Why aren't you telling me?"

Jungkook closed his eyes..

" Because you're not interested to know-"
His muttered..
" Because you're not interested to me "

"Jungkook, -"
"Kookie, Hyung"

Jungkook played his nipples, Seokjin held his hand playing his nips, stopping it -
Jungkook looked up
Seokjin was already staring at him

"Kookie.."
It sounds so odd -
"Kookie .."
So Seokjin repeat calling him like that.

"I wanna know you.. let me know more of you"
Seokjin whispered while staring straight at his eyes..

Jungkook pushed him self up a little, Seokjin watched him, Jungkook leaned on his elbow and held the older's chin..

"Well, how about this?.. Hi handsome! My name is Jeon Jungkook, you used to call me Kookie.. I'm 26, years old. I'm pregnant with Kim Seokjin's child and I'm inlove with him since I'm 8"

Jungkook kissing him in between saying those words.. and Seokjin holding jungkook's hands while it caressing his jawlines..

Seokjin stopped asking.. immediately he fell on Jungkook's kisses .. slowly they drifted in a night of bodies entangled.. arousingly swaying in the dim room..

No talks in between.. just moans completely filling the room..

"I love you hyung!.."