Please... Love Me

17

It's been raining all day the next day, and Jungkook stayed inside the room and plans of coming out. He felt awkward!
Why not?
He just caught Jin jerking in the movie room watching his video riding him-

You're the whore I'm enjoying!

Everytime he remembered that, he feels like crying and he will pull the pillow even more.. hug it tighter.. he needs a safe place when it comes to his feelings for Jin.

Although the guy keeps hurting him, the fact the he fell in love with him since he was younger.. when Jin was a sweet teenager who used to play with him in the backyards,. When Jin used to take care of him when he stumbled and his knees bleed, when Jin used to unwrapped his lollipop -

You really don't remember me, but I never forget you. That I've been loving you all these years. That I used to go to the countries whenever you compete and cheer for you..

He kept crying.. until fell asleep again.

"Help!!! Ahh! Ahh!*
His 9 years old self was drowning in the pool.. their Mothers are busy cooking and preparing foods for them.. their fathers are busy talking about their businesses .
Jungkook thought he's dying , he knows how to swim but suddenly the cramps on his leg-
He gave almost lose hope but someone jump on the water and pulled him to the corner, he felt somebody lifted him from the pool and laid him down-
He heard voice telling him to hold on..
He heard him screaming "Mom! Dad! Help! Please help!" He felt the water on his lungs being sucked up-
Then he throw up the waters-
He kept coughing while someone rubbing his back telling him everything's fine.. you're safe!
Then he heard his Mom screaming and running on them.. when he lifted his face the first thing he saw was Jin's worried face , his hand kept rubbing his back then he stand up giving way to his Mom. But his eyes locked at the one who saved him.. he's really looks like an angel.. a very handsome angel ... But the soft face of an angel becomes dark like of a wolf with a sharp narrowed eyes he heard him saying "you're a whore!"  He felt fear and screamed -

"Noooo!!!"
His eyes opens.
He's having bad dreams again!

"Bad dreams?"
He heard, just then he realized Jin was standing behind his bed holding a tray of food..

"Why are you here?"
He asked irately, instead of answering.
Jin sat down beside his bed and put the tray beside him
"Do I have to remind you that this is our bedroom?"
" Oh ? I thought you're staying at the mini theater, enjoying your porns!"
Jin just glared at him..
" You don't eat breakfasts and it's already passed lunch.. you're thinner than before"
" I'm not-" hungry -

But his stomach has been screaming for foods.. and the smell was really good.. his eyes fixed on the food in front of him, he's been craving for those lobster for God sake!

He started to eat, While Jin silently peeled the lobster , the crab and the perilla leaves for him.. Jungkook was touched by his husband's effort, and the food was so delicious..

"Eat fruits.. that's good for you"
He watches him eating..
" Why are you not eating?"
He asked..
" Don't mind me. I know how to take care of my self. I'm not a brat like you"
Jungkook almost rolled his eyes, but he focused on the food instead.

" Never skip a meal, thant not a good habits"
He heard Jin said. Jungkook didn't respond to it.

" Do you usually having a bad dream?"
Jungkook shakes his head
" It's not a bad dream. It's just that -"
You entered ! That makes it a bad dream!
" Nothing, some memories from the past and evil one from future!"
Jin was staring at him, till his eyes went down on his lips, Jungkook felt uneasy-
Until Jin's hand, goes up to his lips, he felt the soft touch of his thumb on his lower lips.. it makes him stop breathing -
"You eat messily!"

Jin just wiped something on his lips
" Are you done?"
He asked, Jungkook felt a bit disappointed. But then atleast Jin wasn't that harsh on him today.. it's kinda tiring to have an argument with him
" Yeah thank you"
Jin get the tray before standing up
" I just let you sleep here alone so you can get your energy back, I really spend all night in the mini theater jerking with your videos. I also needed a good sleep, so I hope it wouldn't be a problem with you that we're sleeping in the same bed"

"What?-"

"That's what's husband do. Sleeping in the same bed, cuddling in the rainy days.."

" Do what you want!"

Jin smirked after that..

" I will sure do what I want baby"

Jin said before leaving. when the door closed Jungkook throws the pillow on it!

He wanted to scream..

Mom!!! Do you think I can ever survive living with him? He's an asshole!