I'm a Boy! NOT! ♡ BLUE LOCK x READER

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Hi there! I'm sorry for my disappearance ˚‧º·(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )‧º·˚

I want to begin with thanking my readers for sticking with me for so long. I also want to say sorry that the book has been so messy; it's was my second book ever, and I was so unprepared when I first started it. back then I just wanted to write something so I can feel like I can escape my own life, and it spiraled into something bigger really quickly ! I'm really happy that people even if I'm really incompetent still support and enjoy my book.

I'm also happy that I am able to improve, because I want to provide the best reading experience for my readers! Really, thanks so much for being so patient with me and supporting me even if I'm not the best. I don't know what I would be doing right now without all of this kindness
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Sorry for the sentiment ((o(;△;)o)) i just feel like I had to say this. maybe I do it too much? but I really do feel happy and thankful that I can't put it in words so well!

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after everyone finished eating dinner, we all split up to explore the house further. so far, everyone's finally settled into their rooms and have come to accept who they're going to be sharing with (mostly). i still felt hesitant about hiori, ness, shidou and rin sharing a room together, it still felt like a recipe for disaster even after our adjustment of switching kaiser from that room and replacing him with ness. rin and shidou are an enough threat, but i couldn't bring myself to care more than that. i'm not their babysitter, and i'm not going to act as one either... they can do whatever they want! they can take care of themselves.

i had my phone with me, still i avoided it as much as i could, not feeling like seeing any snippets of this shit online. if they were streaming it live and i happened to see it while spending my days here, i think i'd actually kill myself somewhere in this house from embarrassment.

currently, i was sitting on the couch, enjoying some cookies i found in one of the cabinets with bachira and kurona, who were both peacefully watching tv. i enjoyed the quiet, way more than i should. quiet always meant trouble here, but i was just too tired to care about that at the moment. i wasn't one that often slept early, but i still found myself growing tired earlier than usual. oftentimes, i sleep around 12 to 1 am, which is way beyond our assigned sleeping times (10pm). however, moving to a new place and having to be around this many idiots in just one house was pretty draining. (and at least the blue lock building was very big and i had places to hide in if i wanted to).

"i don't know what those adults expect from us honestly, and i don't understand how that baking show could've sold well." kurona spoke up, sighing tiredly. he was running his fingers through his hair, having pulled his iconic and cute braid undone.

bachira beamed at him, stealing a couple cookies from my hold and earning a glare from me. "i honestly i don't care as long as i get to escape that place! wanna go to find a place to play football with me tomorrow, y/n-chan? we can do it in secret!"

"can you ever have enough of football?" i sighed, shaking my head tiredly. "i wanna go to town and buy cute clothes with the money ego-san gave me."

"huh? aren't we meant to spend that on food and necessities?" kurona blinked, tilting his head.

"well, maybe so... but i haven't gone shopping for really long! and most of my clothes are cheap, old and thrifted..." i shoved a couple of cookies into my mouth sadly.

the two boys blinked, and looked down at the clothes i was currently wearing. "they don't look like they're cheap or old... i actually thought you had a lot of money." kurona responded, and i felt a bullet shoot through my brain.