I'm a Boy! NOT! ♡ BLUE LOCK x READER

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recently the chapters i made (this and the last) have been important for y/n's improvement and not very centered around the boys i'm sorry for it! the next chapter will be a bit more different and then there will be the PxG match

I'm 15 YAY! I turned in 29th September so it was long ago! I forgot to say this and I was also too shy to do it... Thank you for staying with me! I can't believe I have been writing since I was 13! (๑ ⁍̥̥̥᷅ ᴈ⁍̥̥̥᷅)人(⁌̥̥̥᷄ε ⁌̥̥̥᷄ ๑)ｰ

I'm very sorry for the lack of updates!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you so much for all of your kindness and patience. I am really lucky to have so kind readers it fills me with so much happiness (*n´ω'n*)

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After the talk I had with Anri, an unfamiliar but appreciated feeling of relief and comfort washed over me like a soft wave. It felt as though the fear I had which accumulated in the form of a chain wrapped around my neck and ankles had disappeared into nothingness, replaced by a sense of calm. I, for the first time, felt like my head was clear and I was able to think for myself without any pressure, and I wondered if that was how life was for everyone else.

Still, I was not overcome by envy as I usually would be, instead I was thankful to be able to experience something so nice like this too.

I didn't know that just talking about my problems with someone and having to depend on them would help so much. I'm used to dealing with my own problems myself, I've always felt like if I depended on other people to help, they wouldn't do the job right, or they'd take advantage of me. Anri showed me otherwise! I really like her now. I mean, I've always liked her, but now it is a lot more.

I walked down the hallway, my thoughts now shifting to Sae.

I wonder if I can get Ego to bring him here one more time before the match.

There's only 2 days left! Asking for Sae in such a short notice... he will definitely be upset with me. I wonder if he'll even show up... I've been milking out the bet he lost to me waayy too much he's probably already tired of my bullshit.

But....I'd be so happy if he came nonetheless...

I walked past a tall figure, too caught up in my own thoughts to realize who it was, till I heard them call out to me.

I turned around, and came face to chest with none other than Noel Noa, my master.

My eyes lit up in surprise, and I quickly jumped back, embarrassed upon standing so close to him. Not to mention his big structure... Foreign guys are so much bigger and taller than Japanese guys, I'm still having trouble getting used to that.

"H-hi!" I stuttered, smiling dumbly.

I liked Noa a lot. I wonder what he could be wanting from me?

"Hello. Are you on your way to Ego?" He asked, staring down at me with his cold, yellow eyes.

"O-oh, yes, I um... I was gonna ask him if Sae-kun could train me one more time before the upcoming match." I stammered, slightly embarrassed of admitting that I was asking outsiders to coach me, even though I knew that Noa was already aware of Sae and his ties to me. According to Ego at least.

"I see... Do you have a moment before that? We must discuss something urgent." He said, and I felt my heart jumping out from my chest in anxiety at his words.

"Uhhhh.... I do, but um... What is it? Did... I do something?" I fumbled, feeling my palms beginning to sweat. Noa's such an intimidating man, and he's so serious. It's hard to predict or read him, and with the stone cold expression he was currently wearing I had a gut feeling that his next words would crush me. But that can't happen! Not right after talking with Anri and regaining my motivation...