UNSEEN PAIN. minsung

𝟎𝟓. // lunch together

Jisung groaned as he heard his alarm go off, he sat up and turned the alarm off, "it's way too early.." he whined and slowly got up on his feet and walked towards the bathroom, turning the light on as he rubbed his eyes, nearly bumping into a wall.

Poor jisung.

He stared at himself in the mirror, his wrists, his stomach that he raised the shirt from, and of course on his thighs...

Jisungs pov.

I sighed as I made my way to the sink, washing my face with a cleanser and adding some moisturiser, rubbing it in gently on my puffy cheeks.

After, I combed my hair and left the bathroom, turning the lights off. I made my way to my closet, choosing to wear a white shirt since the weather was sunny today, oh.

I remembered I couldn't wear shirts anymore.

"Fucking hell." I muttered under my breath and sighed and went trough my closet again, picking what to wear. After a bit, I chose a grey hoodie with black, baggy cargos and added some jewellery, well... a couple rings and a necklace my mom had gotten me for my 16th birthday.

I made my way to the kitchen, where my mom was putting a single cooked egg into a plate, slicing a couple of cucumber slices and sliding it towards me.

"I'm not really hungry, mom."

"Come on Jisungie, eat up. also why are you wearing that big hoodie? It's supposed to be hot today."

"Oh, I don't know," I chuckled nervously "i have a shirt under it, so I'll probably take it off at school but it's kinda cloudy right now." I lied straight to my mother's face.

"Okay, here have Atleast an apple, and don't forget your vitamins." My mother said as she handed me an apple, along with some of the vitamins my doctor had said I needed. I quickly chugged the vitamins down with a couple sips of water,and took the apple in my hand and stood up.

"Okay mom, I'm going now, love you!"

"I love you too,jisungi- !"

Before my mother could finish her sentence, I slammed the front door and walked a little faster, to not miss my bus.

After I had made it to the school, I found my clsss which wasn't so hard, considering I had the same timetable as yesterday. I held the door knob and slowly pushed it down and entered the classroom.

"Goodmorning, mrs. Choi."

"Morning Jisung."

I bowed to the teacher and made my way over to my desk where I of course had to sit next to Lee Minho. I sighed as I sat down on the chair and pulled my notebook, workbook and my pencil case from my backpacks.

I flinched at the sudden voice of someone, I looked up ahead of me and saw Felix with a bright smile jogging towards me.

"Ji! How are you? Im so glad you came to school so we can all 8 have lunch together !!"  Felix exclaimed excitedly.

I totally had forgot that I had to sit at lunch with them.

"Oh," I chuckled "yeah,I'm okay.."

Felix was about to speak before he got cut off by a voice,

"You're supposed to ask how they are too, shithead doesn't have any manners." Minho spoke up, not looking up at Felix or me, just staring into his lap.

"Oh- I'm so-" l got cut off, AGAIN.

"Minho stop being so rude! Hes new and you're already making him think you're weird!" Felix said to Minho, and Minho looked at Felix with a state that said "do you want to die?", actually just a typical Minho stare.

"Ookayy! I'll see you at lunch soon ji!"

"See ya.." i said shyly as he looked at Felix running towards other people, gosh, how is he friends with everyone?

I put my head down, after what felt like hours, the teacher started the lesson, explaining about the same things he explains every day. I kept staring at Minho, he was perfect.

He had a perfect jawline.

He had perfect skin.

He had perfect eyes.

He had perfect lips.

He had perfect hair.

Everything about him was perfect...

"Jisung, answer question 6, please." Mr. Choi said strictly and I spawned back into reality.

shit.

"U-Uhm.. 169?" I said a random number, there was no point in me trying to even answer considering I had no idea and was dozed off.
Minho scoffed as the teacher sighed and looked for another student who could answer the question Jisung got wrong.

"Minho, could you correct Jisung please?"

"It's -2, sir." Oh god, I was so off. I looked at the ground, zoning out again as I thought about Minho. He was smart, beautiful, he had a nice figure..., well his personality, yeah..

"Can't even answer a simple question?" Minho spoke up as I was pushed back into reality by his voice.

I chuckled nervously, "yeah..."

gosh why was I so awkward?

Soon, lunch time has come and felt Jisung felt.. nervous to say the least. He made his way to the cafeteria, looking at his feet as he heard a guy call his name. "Ya, jisung!" A guy yelled across the cafeteria, he looked like a puppy, short hair and plump lips. I slowly made my way over to their table, my heart racing faster than ever, as I made my way to the table, I pulled out a chair and sat down next to Felix, since he was the one I felt closest to.

a/n

Longer chapter!! I will start doing minhos povs soon ( like in 1-2 chapters) cuz I kinda  have a background (?) for him just not sue yet