𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐇𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐇𝐢𝐬 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭

𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 6. 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 ♡︎

Chahat's POV:

It was 9:30 am in the morning when I woke up and kissed my parents photograph. "Good morning Maa Papa! " I said with a smile and placed the photo back on the side table.

After being done with my morning routine I went to the kitchen to cook something for breakfast but then as usual, I heard Prisha talking to her parents on call. You know what?? I feel good that even after living in Delhi, she never forgets to call her parents and I am not jealous of that but, deep down inside it hurts a lot that I can't do the same. Why there is no one to ask me If I am good? If I need something? If I have eaten or not ? Even though I know that God might have planned something before taking my parents away from me but still sometimes I feel that what did I do to deserve this loneliness? Wasn't I worth taken care of ? Wasn't I worth being asked about my well being? Didn't I deserve to be loved? Didn't I deserve to be someone's beloved daughter?

"What happened my baby? What are you thinking?" I heard Prisha asking while I came out of my thoughts when I noticed she was not on the call anymore.

"Huh?...No...Nothing ! I was just thinking that where is this delicious smell coming from? Seems like someone is cooking something huh?" I said diverting from the topic and hiding my thoughts with that wide smile of mine.

"Yes! I was making Poha for you. You have a meeting today and I don't want you to go there with an empty stomach." Prisha said making me emotional. "You...You did this for me ? Thank you Prishu!" I said and hugged her hiding my tears because after mumma nobody has shown these small gestures of love but she is doing this and honestly speaking at this point I am at a stage where I feel lonely but also I don't want anyone to come close to me because I am scared that all of this, the love, the care and the affection everything is temporary but the pain after all this is permanent.

"Are you a lesbian?" Prisha asked breaking the chain of my thoughts. "No" I replied. "Then why are you not leaving me? You know na? I am committed to Karan." She said and I remembered that I was hugging her for a few minutes now and soon I pulled out of the hug and chuckled on her statement.

"Now stop giggling and get ready or else you will be late." She commanded and I went to my room.

As soon as I got ready, I had my breakfast and was about to leave when Prisha stopped me and said "All the best for your meeting and come back early because my friends are coming and I want you to gel up with people because you always stay alone and it makes me feel worried."

"Ohh..ok" I said with a smile but deep down I was getting anxious through her words. I know she has good friends and I have met some of them also. I trust her and her people but still the fears inside me don't let me gel up with people and even if I do soon I get detached from them because I know, If I will be attached then I will loose them or either they will betray me.

"CHAAAHAT!!! Where are you lost again? Leave or else you will get late" Prisha yelled and I ran towards the exit.