𝐃𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐄, pedri gonzález

𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙚𝙩𝙮 𝙚𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩, pedri

❝ words, how little they mean, when you're a little too late. ❞
⇄ ◃◃ ⅠⅠ ▹▹ ↻

I feel so fucking relieved. I finally did it. I finally got her back for everything. And the look on her face while I talked the whole time was just... Priceless is an understatement.

I think I'm smiling as I drive. I haven't smiled in a long time.

It's still only 6:30, and since I have nothing planned for the night and am pretty sure Pablo's at the facility, I make my way there.

I absolutely need to tell someone about it. And training doesn't sound bad at all right now. I should get back to my former shape. I can't keep playing like shit.

Arriving there, I notice Pablo's parking spot is empty. However I'm sure he's here. He told me this morning he was planning on going once more tonight.

Maybe Isabel dropped him off or he came with one of the guys. God knows Pablo's not the greatest driver of all.

I get out and grab my bag from the trunk, throwing it over my shoulders as I make my way in. I get my ID and open the door, checking in.

I head to the locker room first, to get changed into my sports wear. Once done, I put my stuff into my locker, take my bottle and make my way to the field or gym, depending on where my best friend is.

The gym is the closest so I head there first, I don't find him in there so I continue to the field. He's definitely got someone with him if he's out there then because I'm not exactly sure how he could play alone.

As I make my way there, I run into Ansu. I smile as a hello, not knowing what else to say since he's one of the people who are not talking to me.

He awkwardly forces a smile back as he passes me. I don't know what to do to get these guys to talk to me again. They're supposed to be my family.

"Uhm, Pedri?" I hear Ansu's voice and turn back to see what's up. "I'm not sure you wanna go out there." I frown not getting it.

"What? Why?" I question. I know I'm not the most loved right now but do they really not want to see me at all anymore?

He hesitates before speaking. "Olive's out there." He admits. I straighten my back unconsciously hearing his words. Is this why Gavi didn't have his car out?

I don't want to keep Ansu any longer and annoy him. "Thanks for the tip." I really appreciate it because I'm not sure how I would've reacted to seeing her on my field, with my friend without a warning.

He nods, forcing that same awkward smile once again before continuing his way out.

I freeze in my spot, not knowing what to do anymore.

I'm panicking. Panicking real bad. Oh God please don't let me have another of those panic attacks. They're even more horrible than I could've ever imagined.

I'm taking deep breath as I try to control myself. Luckily, I don't feel any actual discomfort in my chest or any part of my body. It's just in my head.

I can't go out there. I don't know what I'll say to her.

I want her back. Of course, I do.