Eighteen

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Two weeks later:
Allie:

I stood up on the bar, "Everyone now swing their hips and tap their shoes." I shouted as they danced to the music. Aspen was here with me today and Ryder and Ryke went to help with the cows as some of them are having calves.

"Go girl!" Aspen shouts and we both laugh as the gambler by the Kenny Roggers blasts through the speakers. My boots tap against the bar and everyone is clapping and going a long. And some are just singing.

But all I can think of is that night I had with Ryke. The night that he came all over my fingers and I came over his fingers. And what ever I said for making it better for me. He did.

But ever since that night. He has not talked to me, I go up to speak to him and he isn't even home. He's out on the ranch somewhere, out in the town. I'm starting to regret that night. I should've listen to my mind that he was just going to use me. And I was right. He did use me. Just to have his pleasure of feeling someone's and have cum all over his fingers to just lick them clean from it.

The song changes to Tennessee Whiskey and I jumped off the bar and Evie jumped up. She's a lot better than me. As I still got to have some courage to do it. "I might be leaving the cabins." I admit to Aspen as I made a man his drink.

"What?!" She sounds shocked and jumped at what I just said. "I've got the money. Quinton has been off my arse since I grabbed my stuff." I shrugged and she stares at me. "I was only there until I found a job, back on my feet and Quinton has left me alone." I shrugged and she thought for a moment.

She let out a sigh as she knows what I'm telling her and nodded. "When you get home. I'll come and help you find a new place." She tells me and I nodded. I see her drink was empty. "Would you like another drink?" I asked her and she was quiet for a moment before nodding. "Yes please."

Even though I loved that place where Aspen's family lives. It's just... Ryke. He said he would never and he did. He used me for one night and then never spoke to me again. It's fucking annoying!

I went to grab her another Corna and opened it and put a lime on the top for her and gave it to her. "Your up Allie." I climbed on top of the bar as If Tomorrow Never Comes by Ronan Keating blasts through the speakers. I looked down at Aspen and she was more quiet now.

I know she doesn't want me to leave as she's enjoyed me staying. But... I only say that because I'm in the way of their family. They are getting more trouble with me being here and I just want to move away and let them live life.

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I walked towards the door after finding a place for me to stay. I went to grab the keys to see the door open straight away without me even coming close. Someone's here. I walked inside with caution to see a brunette laid on the sofa. He sits there with his arms crossed and staring at the tv. I see there was nothing on it.

He's just staring at the tv. "Allie?" He flicked his head to me and I crossed my arms. So now he finally comes and sees me. "What do you want?" I told him as I head to my bed and he stands and walks over to me. He grabs my arm so gently and pulled me into him. I stare up at him. My eyebrows stitch together.

"What are you doing?" He asks me in a calm voice. Knowing if he was shouted. I would become petrified of him. "I've found-" he stops me and nods. "I know that. Why?" He asks me in annoyance.

I'm watched his features, they're starting to scare me. The way everything is full of annoyance. But some are hidden behind his cowboy hat. I shake under his grip. Not knowing what to fully do. He lets out a long sigh. He dropped his forehead. His hat bending against my head. "Please tell me."

"You used me that night." I whispered against him. His blue eyes met with my green. He lets out a sigh. "I didn't use you, Love." I glared at him.

"Of course you did, you fingered me, I gave you a hand job. And then you never spoke to me again." I pointed at him annoyed but then i remembered what I'm doing. But I don't care anymore. I don't care. If I get hurt. I need to get this out. I've been holding it in for the last two weeks.

"Listen, I went on two week trip to this wolf a proper good home and the horse." He tells me as he got his phone out and got the picture of the horse we saved and the wolf pup we found.

"It was a real long trip, and I was too ashamed to tell you I left that morning is to drop off two animals when I knew I should've said something before I left." He whispers. He's telling me the truth and I leaned into him.

"Please just say your not going to use me for sex." He takes off his hat. "Does this show, that I'm using you for sex." Next thing I know he puts his hat on my head. I know what it symbolises and I smiled as I grabbed his face gently and kissed his lips.

"What does this mean? I know what it symbolises. But I want to know... what are we now you put it on my head." I asked him more confused and he smiles and leans down.

"If you want it to be, you can be my girlfriend." He whispers against my ear and I felt my whole body burn with heat. It was happiness. I grabbed his neck and pulled him close to me. "I want it to be." He picks me up and drops me down on my bed and smiles as he sits next to me.

"You want to change and do something else, or did what we did last time?" He asks against my lips and then his eyes met mine. Questioning.

"I want different, I want your face in between my thighs."

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