W I T H B E N E F I T S ;J G

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it was now 3:30 and i already took a shower but i don't know what to wear.

*jack pls come over and help me find something to wear* i texted him quickly as he replied with an 'on my way'

his and my date were around the same time but his was at 5 mine at 4

"wassup" he said coming through my window.

"hey" i said quickly standing in my towel.

i had my bra and underwear on i just didn't wanna be standing around in it though.

"ok ok um.." he trailed.

"where that one outfit, un the one you wore on your birthday last year" he said

"right!'" i said going over to my closet.

it was a simple outfit and everyone liked it.

its a white shirt with thick straps and a u shaped neck area with blue jeans that had cuts on the knee and one on the thigh.

(just look up rihanna outfits bc wattpad wont let me upload any pictures bc the outfit is really cute but it sounds trashy the way im explaining it)

i put on some gold wedges and gave jack a hug.

"thank you so much" i said against his chest.
"what are friends for" he chuckled as i walked downstairs.

well this is it, i have a date with nate. (but im not a rapper)

"remember jack, be yourself, and have fun" i said kissing his cheek.

"remember jazzy, be yourself, don't be nervous, you're beautiful any guy would be happy to be on a date with you" jack winked as he hugged me and left.

i checked my watch 3:55

ok just chill out.

a few minutes later there was a knock on my door.

I got up fixing my hair and taking a deep breath.

"hey" i said opening the door.

"wassup" he said handing me a flower.

"thank you" i said as he held his arm out.
i took his arm and walked outside with him.

he opened the car door for me and we drove off.

the slow songs on the radio playing were the only source of noise.

there was no communication what so ever.

when the car came to a complete stop i looked up the see we were at a dine in movie theatre.

i didn't wait for him to open my door, i'm a little independent and i mean i don't wanna seem needy.

"thank you for taking me out today" i said to nate as he smiled and his deep dimples showed along with his pretty smile.

"i hope you don't mind we're just getting the food from here, its killer and i set up something at my house for us to do" he said as i smiled.

i actually don't really like going out to fancy places, i like simple things so this was an advantage.

"i don't mind at all" i answered.

he ordered lots of food, wings, cheese sticks, cheese fries, regular fries, and pizza.

maybe i could really be myself with him tonight.

damn i just hope he doesn't try to kiss me, i never asked jack to show me. i just always went with it when we kissed.

the drive back to his place envolved a lot more communication and it was honestly fun.

we got to his house and he unlocked the door.
i walked in first and he turned the lights on behind me.

he had a ton of blankets and pillows aligned and a projector screen infront of it.

see this is a proper "netflix and chill"

i smiled at all of it.

he set the food down on the blanket and took off his shoes.

i kicked my wedges off and sat next to him.

"you can pick the movie" he said handing me the netflix remote.

i smiled and went through them.

"i have a passion for scary movies if that's okay" i said as he nodded

"go ahead"

"i'm really glad you let me take you out today" he said as i blushed and looked down.

"i'm really glad you asked" i responded shyly.

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"hahaha it wasn't even that scary!" i laughed eating a cheese stick

"she literally let him kill her" i added as i layed back laughing.

before i could lean back up he leaned over me.

"you're really pretty" he said as i turned the other way hiding my blushes.

"thank you" i said as his head dipped into the crook of my neck.

"and you smell really good" he said against my neck.

at this point my senses were on edge.

i didn't know what to say.
his hands gripped my hips, as one of his legs went between my legs.

his knee was against my core and i couldn't move.

i didn't know where to move.

he brung his head up and looked at me.
and his lips brushed against mine.

"if you don't mind" he uttered

his lips finally collided with mine.

i didn't know what to do i was so nervous.

"i'm sorry" he said once he felt i wasn't kissing back.

"i didn't know you didn't want to kiss me"

thats because you never asked.

"wait its not that i didn't want to" i paused.

"its because you don't know how to" he finished for me.

"let me help you" he said leaning back over me and kissing me again.

this time i tried to kiss back, moving my lips and framing them the way he did.

"there you go" he said through the kiss gripping onto my thigh and lifting my leg up.

i don't know how far this can go.

i still don't know what to do beyond this point.

where's jack when you need him.

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i dont know what im doing right now
lol lol lol what the fuck is happening rn fam.