W I T H B E N E F I T S ;J G

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im at the doctor for my mom so im just gonna update a lot today you guys are so sweet!
usually a lot of writers hate when ppl ask them to update but i really actually love it bc idk it makes me feel special lol and you guys are funny asf like i read ALLL comments and im always laughing. two people said i was goals i cant rn LOVE YOU
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"oh jack and before i leave can i get my key? i kind of left it here" i said as he nodded.

"but just be quiet because after you left my mom woke up and i just told her it was scarlett"

i nodded in response and walked in the house through the patio door.

"i'm not even tired i'm just gonna go home and stay up" i said as i picked up my key.

"hey do you think we can go swimming at your house?" he asked

"at 1 in the morning?" i questioned

"no i was gonna say later on but that does sound better" he said

"yeah lets go now" he said

"your not gonna get your swimming stuff?" i said as he sighed.

"im pretty sure i have some at your house"

we walked back to my house and crept to the back.

"well i'll go look for some swimming trunks for you" i said as he stayed outside.

i went and put on a bathing suit and picked up some of his trunks.

"here" i said as i got outside.

"just put them on over your underwear" i shrugged.

while he put his swimming trunks on i went and dipped my foot into the water.

"its cold as hell" i shivered as he touched the water.

"its not that cold" he said.

"just jump in and swim around a little, it'll warm you up" he said simply.

"i don't want to i'm scared" i laughed.

"its easy" he said pushing me in.

soon i was engulfed by the cold water surrounding me.

i came up out of the water.

"jack" i laughed.

he shrugged and jumped in after me.

i laughed and swam away from him.

"shhh" he said as he cornered me.

"you're making too much noise"

i splashed him with water and swam aroun him.

before he turned around i jumped on his back.

"you know you were right, i am a little warmer now" i laughed.

"or i peed" he said
"ew" i laughed as he did too

"i'm kidding"

i layed my head on his shoulder closing my eyes.

i could feel him breathing and i could hear his heart beat.

i opened my eyes to see him walking up the steps of the pool to go sit on one of the sofas.

he sat down with me still on his back.

"now its cold" i laughing laying to the side.

he layed down too and we just sat there looking up at the sky.

not a word was being said but the silence spoke loudly.

i put my head on his chest and closed my eyes again.

"jack" i waited.

"yeah?" he responded.

"if you go out with scarlett and i go out with nate and we continue to do what we're doing wouldn't that be cheating?" i asked

"well thats why we're doing all this stuff now, but i mean i guess it would so if you have anything to do you might as well do it now" he said.

i felt so uncomftable asking him this but i want to.

"um jack?"
"can i kiss you?" i said shyly.

"you don't have to be afraid to ask me jazzy" he paused.

"i'd do anything for you"

i was now on the side of him instead of behind him.

" i don't know how to start it" i admitted.

"you usually aren't suppose to but i'll help you" he offered.

he tilted my head up with his finger and looked in my eyes.

he turned his head slightly and his lips parted.

i leaned in mimicing his actions but tilting my head in the other direction.

and for some reason when he kissed me this time it felt different.

i wanted it.

i moved my hand up into his hair and deepened the kiss.

his body turned towards mine and his hand went to my lower back.

he didn't have to teach me this, i already knew.

nate had showed me but i just wanted to kiss him.

i needed to.

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ok so like i wanna know some of you guys bc like why not be friends do any of you guys have snapchag or instagram or any thing like that?
no? okay. lol