W I T H B E N E F I T S ;J G

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"check please!" katherine said between laughs.

"oh wait no, doesn't anyone want dessert" i said trying to persuade them.

"look there's nice pies and cakes oo and sundaes" i cheered.

"wait but mom don't you have that delicious lemon pie at home? and the german chocolate cake" he said.

"that sounds heavenly, i would love some" my mom said.

wtf

"alright well it settled dessert at my place" david laughed as he and my dad paid for the check.

"yay" jack said in my ear.

i hate when this happens, when i want something to go by slow it goes by fast, when i want something to go by fast it takes for fucking ever.

and this is going by fast.

david parked the car and we all got out, i went last.

"after you" jack said as he waited for me to get out.

his eyes dark and lustful.
its not that i didn't want to, i was nervous but far from scared.

i trust jack.

our parents went into the the lounge to talk, while jack led my up the stairs.

"we should go in the guest room if we're really gonna do this. i'm not trying to get lectured about protective sex if we get caught" i sighed.

"i'm surprised you really actually agreed to this" he smirked at me.

"me too"

finally we got to the guest room.

he unlocked the door and the door creeked open.
i'm really about to do this.

he closed the door once i got in there.

twisting the key and locking it again.

i arms across my chest holding my shoulders.

"i'm gonna take things slow" he said looking at me with soft eyes.

"please"

i put my arms down at my sides.

he walked over to me taking his shirt off.

his chest was exposed and my eyes slowly widened.
i shook my head as he came closer.

he cupped my face and kissed me slowly.

it felt different for me.

i don't know how it is for him but its something different for me.

its more passionate and memorable.

like it was something more than just a kiss.

i know i've kissed him many times in these past few days.

but i feel different now.

my emotion towards him at this moment.
i never felt.

i stepped out of my shoes and kicked them to the side.

i was sure of what i wanted now

"wait jazz i don't want to make you do it if you don't feel comfortable" he said as his hands were at the bottom of my dress.

"i want to"

i wanted this

he nodded and and lifted my dress over my head.

"am i suppose to help you with your pants since you took off my dress?" i asked shyly.

"i mean you can if you want" he said.

my hands went straight to his belt and unbuttoned his pants.

he looked down at my hands as they shook nervously.

after I unbuckled his belt he did the rest.

there we stood, both in our under garments, my arms covering my chest.

he went back to kissing me and walked me to the bed.

and for the first time since we've kissed he put his tongue in my mouth.

i didn't know how to react so i let him.

he groped my boobs, whilst kissing me.

this was all so mind blowing, so mentally paralyzing.

i gasped once his fingers grazed over my underwear

he pulled them down slowly rolling them off my hips.

"i'm just gonna get straight to it okay?" he informed me before pulling his boxers down and picking up a condom from his pants pocket.

i looked up at the ceiling, biting my lip.

i tried to prepare myself for what was to happen.

he hovered over me looking in my eyes.

"i love you jazzy"

"i love you"

he lined up, with my body and slowly pushed into me.

i gasped and moved back some.

"sorry" he uttered.

"it's okay" i assured him.

it didn't hurt, which was good but it felt weird.

his eyes were closed as i watched him, his bottom lip tucked into his mouth.

he thrust harder and faster

quickly my gasps turned into moans.

"are you okay?" he asked me.

"yes" i said as my hands went to his back.

he took that as a sign that it no longer wasn't pleasing, that it didn't feel bad.

he breathed out heavily.

a moan fell from my mouth that was rather loud.

"jack" i groaned dragging my nails across his back.

i loved it, it wanted more of this.

more of this with jack

it was pure bliss, the feeling was unexplainable.

it was nothing i've ever felt.

each thrust my moans got louder.

"jack!" i moaned digging my nails into his back.

"shh babe" he uttered.

his facial expressions were so wonderful.

low and husky grunts escaped his mouth.

he started moving in and out of me quickly and he got louder.

i'm so confused is this like an adrenaline rush or is he close

"shit" he said as i felt him twitch inside me.

he pulled out, laying next to me.

"I love you jack"

"I love you jazzy"

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i swear these type of scenes will get better lol