Can We Be Fixed?

Chapter 37: Plot twist?

Lorenzo's POV:

It had been a week since the incident, I get out of my car with a bouquet of flowers

I walk up the gravel path to a large section of neatly trimmed grass where in the middle one of the most important people to me lay to rest, 

I didn't give them a small area, I wanted them to have the best of everything, it was covered with flowers on either side and a hedge curved around the area like a mini fence

Kneeling down I put the flowers beside me, never had there been a time or would be where there was no flowers

My eyes gloss over as I settle next to the tomb stone, I made sure to make everything the way he would of wanted it

"I'm so sorry dad" I whisper and my voice shakes slightly

"I tried to protect her but I failed and it's all my fault, Rocco hasn't been home all week and I don't know what to do...."

The stone read, Giovanni De Luca, a loving father, brother and son, I didn't bother putting husband since Gabriella didn't deserve it, she didn't deserve anything.

I was glad she was dead because if she wasn't I would of made her beg for death, death would of been the easy option

Talia was still in a coma and no one knew if she would ever wake up, I remember taking one look at her and I started sobbing

I couldn't bare looking at her like that, she looked so pale and almost lifeless, hooked up to multiple machines that were the reason she was still alive

She had only been in a coma for a week but it felt like years to me, every single second she wasn't awake felt like months 

I missed her so much and I would do anything if it meant having her awake in my arms again, for her to come home to her brothers who missed her more then anything else in this world

She was currently in my own clinic with some of the best doctors in the world, I don't care how much money I needed to spend I would do it in a heartbeat if it meant she had a higher chance of getting better, of coming back to us, 

I needed her...no.. WE needed her

She was like the glue to our family, she held us all together and without her we would all fall apart

I was ashamed of myself for not believing her, even if I didn't believe her I should of still been on her side but I picked someone who wasn't even family

Leonardo had knocked some sense into me on the car ride home, it had taken a week of apologizing to get him and the twins to talk to me

And only then they told me that it wasn't them I needed to apologize to, Leonardo had threatened if I ever do something like this again he would be taking Talia and the twins somewhere else where I wouldn't see them again

I knew I deserved it, this was all my fault no one else's, I should of seen the signs and she had even told me what happened yet I refused to listen 

If she died and I never got the chance to say sorry then it would ruin me, I had Elijah helping me run the business with some of my uncles and cousins because I was in no mood to do anything but stay by her side

The only reason I wasn't by her side now was because I went to visit our dad

Daniel and Caleb seemed to vanish of the surface of the Earth before I could find them, I already had my men searching for them, I wanted them in my cells before the end of this week or I was going to start going crazy