Can We Be Fixed?

Chapter 26: Leave me or Love me

I was finally going home, It had been a week since I woke up and I was healing well

My back was fully healed and you couldn't see a single scar, my stomach though was a different story there was a couple deep scars that would take a while to heal but I was fine with that

My thigh was healing well but I knew the scar would probably be permanent forever

My right rib was almost all healed and I was no longer in agonizing pain anymore

"Talia you ready?"

I look up to see Elijah at the door smiling at me softly, all my brothers were treating me like I was made of glass since that last talk

I was sick of it and I hated that they were treating me differently, Elijah, Leonardo and the twins acted like I was in danger 24-7 and refused to leave my side while Rocco was completely ignoring me altogether

I didn't care though, until they let me have Sadie I refused to say anything to any of them despite their tries to get me to open up I refused to talk to any of them

Rocco now refused to even look me in the eye let alone say a word, I had not seen him in my hospital room since last week but I couldn't care less at this point

"Talia, Bellissima, are you okay" Elijah asks concerned 

I snap out of my thoughts and plaster a fake smile I had become too used to aimed at the nurse who had taken care of me after the other doctor had randomly disappeared, as I get up from the bed and walk out of the room

''Do you want me to carry you..  and we can go get some food before we leave" Elijah says gently and I almost yell at him but take a deep breath

I say absolutely nothing as I walk past him and out of the hospital with Elijah trailing behind me

I was going to keep ignoring them until I got my little baby back

We walk to a big SUV van and I hesitate when looking around, technically I could just run away but I guess I wouldn't really get far

I fight the urge to roll my eyes as he hovers behind me like I am going to randomly run away, and sit on the closest seat near me

Which happens to be next to Rocco, he stares at me before he gets up and moves to another seat

I sigh and lean my head against the window watching the raindrops fall down the window, why was Rocco ignoring me, was he ashamed of me...

"Are you hungry Talia?" Xander asks as his twin Xavier says

"Do you want me to grab a pillow so you can lay down"

I keep watching the rain and stay quiet

I understand they are just trying to take care of me but they need to learn threatening someone is not okay especially not their sister

 and I don't appreciate being treated differently, I struggle to accept peoples help because from how I see it people will always want something back

I can't except that I have people that love and adore me, especially after growing up in a household for many years where I was worth less than the gunk on the bottom of shoes so I just hate it when people pay lots of attention to me

I know that it will never last for long and that eventually I will be abandoned and that scares me more than Simon, my step brothers and Tom ever could.

I had always craved to have some sort of attention or love for even a second but this is too much, I feel like I am trapped and suffocating, I am used to doing everything myself and when 6 guys who are my brothers turn up giving me everything everyone could ever want,