Kuroken ~ Set for me?

-Explain-

Kenma pov ch.5 -
I sat against the bed with a blush spread across my face. Akaashi sat across from me holding my arms so that I couldn't cover my face.

"Sooo kuroo really gave you that hickey huh. I think he's interested in you Kenma"
I shook my head no and tried to protest in response.

"Akaashi he doesn't like me... we've been friends for years.. best friends even and I doubt he wants to change that."
Akaashi let go of my arms and sighed.

"Kenma I can tell you like kuroo. Don't give up on your feelings for him yet, you don't know how he feels about the situation yet, and since you two are talking tonight then maybe you'll get to tell him how you feel."

I sighed letting me knees rise to my chest.
"Akaashi.. I can't. He only did that because I wouldn't show him my arm, I don't wanna make things weird, and even more I don't want him to stop being friends with me because I like him.."

I looked up to see Akaashi nodding his head while grabbing a plaster from his bag.

"I see.. well here, just know that no matter what happens I'll be here for you Kenma."

I smiled at akaashis words, grateful that he was there to calm me down in the midst of things.
I'm not sure I would've been able to stay calm if Kuroo had taken me. I fear everything would've been spilt in the worst way possible if he would have. Thankfully all it took was a glance for Akaashi to realize that I wanted to leave.

He peeled the plasters back off and stuck it on my neck covering up the reddish purple hickey.

"alright, now that it's covered what do you say we find kuroo and bokuto?"

I was reluctant to Akaashi's offer at first but we clicked super fast and he knows how to get me going now.

We got up heading to the restaurants while I fiddled with kuroos shirt that was now an arm sling. My eyes peered down at the ground not wanting to meet kuroos eyes with my own, and I stayed close to Akaashi while we maneuvered through the crowd where he said bokuto and kuroo were eating.

Akaashi stopped walking but I hadn't noticed and slightly bumped into him.
"Hey bokuto."

I looked up to see bokuto getting up and walking towards Akaashi before my eyes decided to fixate themselves on kuroo.
We made eye contact briefly but I looked away immediately, slightly stepping away from Akaashi to give him and bokuto some room.

My eyes stayed fixed on the ground as I took a step forward to go sit at the table, but before I could take another I felt a hand wrap around my lower back and pull me into their chest.

I looked up to make eye contact with kuroo who had a worried expression on his face. He wrapped his other arm around me and let his forehead rest against mine.

"God kenma I was worried about you. I'm glad to see your okay.. you have every right to be upset with me, the whole thing was my fault and I-"

Why'd I do it... I'm not really too sure myself, but my head just started moving and suddenly I was on the tip of my toes and I couldn't help but wonder if his lips felt softer on my lips than they do my neck.. and maybe part of me wanted to be able to enjoy the feeling instead of mostly being in shock. 

I cut him off mid sentence letting my lips brush over his, I closed my eyes shut mentally cursing at myself for even thinking this was a good idea.
(Fuck fuck fuck... what do I do now..)
I squeezed my eyes tighter and felt a light laugh come from kuroos lips before his hands firmly grabbed onto my hips while he let his pinky fingers gently rub over my ass.

He pushed his lips deeper into mine letting them fully connect before lightly sucking on my top lip.
My breath hitched as kuroo let go of my waist with one hand and grabbed onto his hat pulling it down over our faces to cover us.

God knows my heart was racing so fast. His hand thats on my waist slightly slid down to my ass and he tightened his hold on me, gripping onto me as if I was about to disappear right before him if he let go.

I lightly sucked on his bottom lip trying to match kuroos pace, he picked up on the fact that I was following his lead and deepened the kiss more making us stumble backwards. Our lips never broke contact, not even for a second until he bit down on my top lip. I opened my mouth in response to protest while my eyes fluttered open but instead of breaking the kiss his lips crashed into mines, this time his tongue slipping inside of my mouth.

And fuck it felt good. His tongue explored my wet cavern and I couldn't help but let quiet moans escape my mouth keeping them low so only kuroo could hear me.
"mm~ k-kuro~ wai~"

He licked around inside my mouth letting his tongue twist and turn with mines sending shivers down my body, and I know this was bad to think about my best friend but god can he get me wet. I don't wanna be his best friend. I wanna be more than that.

Kuroos eyes opened, his sharp blades connecting to mine only making me want more as I squinted my eyes clenching onto his shirt with my free hand trying to keep upright even though I could feel my knees buckling under the pressure.

He deepened the kiss again not letting his gaze fade or wander from my eyes. We stumbled backwards again and kuroo ended the kiss before scooping me in his arms and picking me up. Guess he could tell I was having trouble standing.. but that's not anything new, kuroo always paid attention to me to make sure I was okay.

I watched as Kuroo popped his hat back on his head turning towards bokuto and Akaashi who were just standing there with their eyebrows raised.

"Um.. me and Ken need to go talk.. we'll see you guys tomorrow."
I was mentally crying and happy at the same time. Still feeling the tingling sensation from kuroos lips on mines. It felt so perfect, that dreamy feeling that everyone describes, it felt like more than that, it felt like so much more. But what the hell did I just start. We haven't even talked about this fucking hickey and here I go starting more shit that we didn't need to start.

Kuroo walked us back to our room in silence and as soon as we got there he closed the door behind us and locked it before plopping me down on the bed.
"Kuro- what are you doing?.."

It was clear that my face was extremely bright red and so was his as he climbed onto the bed on top of me hovering over me.
"kitten.. care to explain what that was back there?"

I turned my head to the side breaking eye contact with him before working up the courage to respond.
"...I'll explain after you explain this kuroo.."
I said pointing to the plaster Akaashi had placed on my neck earlier.