Kuroken ~ Set for me?

We're still friends... right?..

Kenma pov ch.7 -
I laid there on the bed my breaths still heavy and my mind still in shock.
(Did that really just happen or was that a dream..)

I sat up my hair an absolute mess and twitched when I felt my shirt rub over my still sensitive nipple.
(Okay.. maybe it wasn't a dream...)
My eyes fixated on the bathroom door as I sat there waiting for kuroo to come out.

I had so much to tell him, so much to explain, so much I needed to say.
I grabbed my psp and slightly smiled to myself as I leaned against the headboard of the bed.

(Kuroo, he likes me. He has feelings for me the same way I have feelings for him. I don't want that to be the last time we kiss, I wanna kiss him again. I want his hands on me...)

My thoughts were overflowing in my brain and I couldn't sit still or focus on my game. I just wanted to tell him, I wanted to tell kuroo everything.

I leaned my head back, placing down my psp and fiddled with my fingers.
(Kuroo please hurry. I wanna see you..)

I sat there impatiently for an hour.
Then for two hours, then three...
It was around 1:00am in the morning at this point and kuroo hadn't come out of the bathroom.

I was beginning to get worried and found myself about to get up before the bathroom door quietly swung open and kuroo finally came out.

"Kuroo I-"
I started trying to get the conversation rolling but kuroo cut me off.

"Kenma.. look.. this is hard enough and I'm tired so.. can we maybe talk about this in the morning?.."

I nodded not wanting to pressure him into the conversation. He sighed and slipped into the opposite side of the bed before turning away from me and closing his eyes.

"Goodnight... Kenma.."

I turned around praying that maybe he just needed space for the night, and that he wouldn't hear me trying not to let any tears escape.

(No kitten tonight... I suppose he really is tired maybe..)
"Goodnight kuroo..."

I closed my eyes laying awake for another hour or two before actually drifting off to sleep.

Time skip - morning:
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I woke up groggily the next morning to an empty bed.
(Oh maybe he just didn't wanna wake me..)

My eyes fluttered out of exhaustion and I checked my messages to see if the group was hanging out.

I clicked on the one message I had from Akaashi.
It read: /when you get up meet me at the food place from yesterday/

I hurriedly got up and got ready to meet him. Maybe bokuto and kuroo are there too!

This was the fastest I'd ever caught myself walking in my entire life, besides the time I was getting a new game.

Before I knew it I had arrived and found myself face to face with Akaashi. But there was no bokuto or kuroo in sight.

"Oh- um.. have you seen kuroo today??"
I asked kinda hoping he'd know where he is.

"Kenma.. um. That's actually what I wanted to talk to you about.. kuroo he's. He's with runa."

I tilted my head slightly.
"Oh.. are they alone? I'm sure kuroo wouldn't mind I just need to borrow him for a se-"

Akaashi cut me off, stopping me from finishing my sentence.
"Kenma.. I saw him kissing runa.. if you really still wanna go I'll tell you where he is but.."

At this point it must've been runoff sentence day the way we kept cutting each other off, but I was freaking out and I couldn't think of anything else to do.
My impatient ass interrupting Akaashi again.
"K-kissing.. on the lips? Where?.. Wait Nevermind forget it.. I'll just, I'll just ask him later.
I'm gonna.. go now. See ya..."

I had so many questions and not enough answers. I still had questions from last night and now there was more to add on to that.
Maybe Akaashi saw wrong and they were just hanging out, or maybe it was an accident..
my eye shed a tear without my knowing and I stumbled backwards before walking away.

I wasn't really sure where I should walk to. I just knew I needed to leave, to go anywhere.
Even though I said I didn't want to know where I found myself looking for kuroo anyway, but once I caught myself then I stopped and headed back to the room to wait for him there.

I rested my back against the bed and pulled out my psp trying not to think of all the questions I had to ask kuroo.
(I'll be fine.. just wait for him here Kenma.. calm down.. Akaashi was probably seeing things, I mean everything that just happened between us.. he wouldn't just leave me like that, we are still friends.. aren't we...?)