Kuroken ~ Set for me?

_If you know whats best for you_

Kuroo pov ch.10 -

It's been a day since we got home from the trip. And all I had done since I'd woken up was think about Kenma. I fiddled with the smaller boys psp in my hands wondering how and when I should give it back.

"God.. if Kenma didn't hate me before he definitely hates me now... what was I thinking.."

My phone dinged and I picked it up quickly, part of me hoping it was Kenma who texted.
I pouted when I realized it was just runa asking to hang out.

I guess maybe all of me had hoped it was Kenma. I wanna talk to him I just don't know how...

As I thought of a way to take Kenma his psp I got a phone call. This time I picked my phone up slower figuring it wouldn't be him but to my surprise it actually was.

I answered the phone before the call was declined and sat up hurriedly laying against the headboard of my bed.

"H-hello?.."

"hey... um.. I was just wondering.. do you maybe have my psp?"

I tried to speak but choked on my own words. I wasn't sure what to say... I had to give it back eventually but right now it felt like the only thing I had from him that would keep me believing that there was still a chance..

Without it I wouldn't know what to think..
"Yeah.... I have it..."

But I couldn't do that to him, I know how he feels about his psp.. and he'll freak out without it.

"Oh. Okay.. can I meet you somewhere to grab it then today?"

(Somewhere... that was unusual of him to say.. normally he'd just tell me he was coming over or tell me to come over to his..)

"Yeah I can bring it to yours in 5"

"..mhm.."
Was all I heard him say before he hung up the phone, leaving me to wonder what to do.

I got up and got dressed before grabbing my phone and the psp.
I made my way downstairs to see my mom making herself some tea.

"Oh kuroo you headed somewhere??"

"Yeah to kenmas.."

She nodded.
"Oh and kuroo one last thing.. I don't know what happened between you two but we'll talk about it eventually.

I nodded not saying anything else and exited the door.

The whole walk there i went through every emotion possible, I didn't want to have this crazy unknown relationship with Kenma anymore.

I just wanted to hold him in my arms again, but that may never happen now..

Before i could tell what was going on I was at kenmas house trying to choose between knocking on the door or ringing the doorbell.

I chose to knock very lightly and thankfully his mom was home to answer the door for me.

"Hello kuroo.. come on in sweetie."

I bowed slightly walking inside.
"isss Kenma upstairs?"

"Yes he's upstairs.. but before you go see him please be gentle with him... I don't know much but he seems drowned in his thoughts right now.. whatever happened between you two upset him immensely."

God that stung to know that kenmas been hurting over me. I don't want him to feel that way, I should've never kissed him..

"yes ma'am.. sorry about this.."
I broke eye contact with her making my way upstairs.

I was gonna knock but before I could Kenma opened the door.
"Oh- you're here already..."

I nervously fiddled with kenmas psp.
"um yeah.. can I come in?"

The smaller boy nodded and stepped back so I could come in.
I walked inside shutting the door behind me and examining Kenma.

He wore my hoodie his favorite hoodie, and you could barely see them but some black shorts underneath. I saw my shirt that I had used as an arm sling for him laid out on the bed.

"..I see your arms feeling better..."

"Mm yeah.. guess so."

I took a step towards him and handed him his psp to his un-injured arm.

Without thinking I rolled up the sleeve of his injured arm and held it out towards me. My free hand slid its way up towards the now small bruise.

"You should still be careful with it.. it's still bruised Kenma. You need to ice it."

"And if I don't then what... you'll give me a hickey again.."

I rolled my eyes and cupped his chin making him make eye contact with me.

"I'm serious kitten.. don't toy with me right now. You need to ice your arm."

"If you can't even let me know where you're going I don't have to listen to you..."

I inched my face closer to kenmas making our lips less than a few inches apart but Kenma stood his ground.

"You'll listen if you know what's good for you Kenma."

My eyes darted from his eyes to his plump lips and his cheeks that were now even redder than his lips.

I turned myself around to stop myself from doing anything to him and began making my way out the door.

"I'll have your mom keep an eye on you. She'll let me know if you've iced it or not.."

Was all I could manage to say before I closed his door behind me and went downstairs to ask his mom to watch him today.

Thankfully she happily agreed and promised to keep me updated.

Even though I wanted so badly to get over him I couldn't stop thinking about him on my walk home.

I needed to stop and I wasn't ready to face my mother yet so I stopped in my tracks and took out my phone replying to runas earlier text.

/yeah sure where do you wanna meet?/ 3:02pm