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Kuroo pov ch.20 - part 1

It's been like 3 hours what's going on?... is Kenma okay?...

I looked out the window to see rain pouring down outside. (It's raining??? I didn't even realize.. what if kenmas lost or.. what if he's hurt or cold..what if he didn't remember his way back..)

I got up popping on my shoes and started making my way out the door flipping up my hoodie on top of my head.

I had promised myself to let Kenma go out on his own without me, especially because it was obvious that I had messed up earlier.. but I'm gonna have to break that promise.

I closed the door behind me and went from jogging to running in the rain trying not to slip.

"KENMA!!...... KENMA WHERE ARE YOU PLEASE"

I yelled his name searching around every tree before it finally hit me.

(The treehouse...)

I made my way over there as the rain poured down heavier and heavier.

I walked around the tree we were at earlier and grabbed on to the now extremely slippery ladder.

My hood fell back off of my head and rain poured into my eyes slithering down my face.

What I couldn't tell was if they were mixed with my own tears or not, or maybe I just didn't want to admit that if Kenma was lost or hurt right now then it'd be all my fault. Again....

I pulled myself up and opened the door to the treehouse sighing a breath of relief when I locked eyes with Kenma who had his knees tucked up to his chest sitting on the beanbag.

"Kenma your okay, why didn't you text me or call me or anything something!"

The shorter boy sighed and stood up.

"because I'm fine kuroo, I can take care of myself.. I'll be leaving now the treehouse is all yours.."

He walked past me and I did the only thing I could think of at the time.

Things can't keep being this way... I just want Kitten back..

I pinned kenmas back against the treehouse door. "Kenma.. please.. set for me.."
The smaller boy turned his head away from me avoiding eye contact like he'd done to me this whole week.
"I don't.. I can't set for you right now kuroo.."
My hand that held his wrists above his head tightened slightly earning a small wiggle from Kenma.
" Kenma please.. if this is the last time you ever set for me then please.."
Kenmas eyes met mine but they were filled with nothing but anger.
"STOP. TETSURO QUIT SAYING THINGS LIKE THAT... I DONT WANT THIS TO BE THE LAST TIME I SET FOR YOU, I DIDNT WANT THAT TO BE THE LAST TIME YOU KISSED ME I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO BE THE LAST SO STOP SAYING THAT!"
Kenmas eyes went from being filled with rage to sadness in less than a second and my heart dropped when he sobbed quietly letting his back slide down the treehouse door till his body hit the floor.
I let go of his wrists still baffled by the fact that Kenma raised his voice. I reached my hand out to cup his chin kneeling in front of him but he slapped my hand away.
"Leave kuroo... don't touch me.."
I swallowed hardly feeling my heart beat out of my chest.
"I'm not leaving Kenma.. I don't wanna lose you.. I don't ever wanna lose you, I'm staying right here next to you for eternity if I have to for you to forgive me. I fucked up because I didn't wanna take the chance of letting fate play out. But I did that because I was scared... I was terrified of never being able to hold you again because of the way I felt about you.."
My arms made their way around kenmas waist and this time he didn't push me off.
I picked him up slightly switching our position to me sitting against the door with him on my lap facing me.
I wiped his oncoming tears letting my own slither down my face because in this moment the only thing important to me was Kenma.
I watched as the boy on top of me took a shaky breath before punching me in my arm.
"Don't you ever assume something like that again kuro. Next time talk to me instead of running away from me.. you hurt me...."
He ran his soft small hand through my wet hair before wiping the incoming tear off my face.
"Kitten.. please tell me I didn't lose you... I need you.."
He rested his forehead against mine and I tucked his soft strands of hair behind his ears before letting my hand fall to his chin.
"No kuro. You didn't lose me."
Our eyes locked staring into each others and I could tell exactly what he wanted... no needed me to do.
My lips slowly inched closer to his and I lightly pulled on his chin until our lips hovered over each other and our breaths felt in sync.
"Kitten.. would you like the honors.."
The smaller boy rolled his eyes before connecting his lips with mine and I could feel the entire world disappear around us.
It was like the only thing that existed was me and Kenma. And our hearts beating in sync. It felt like more than fireworks. It felt like I was drowning in the sweet taste of his cherry lips and I never wanted it to end.
My other hand rested on kenmas side and I squeezed it before he scooted his ass forward in my lap so that our entire bodies were touching. His arms wrapped around my neck as we pulled ourselves into each other longing to feel more and make up for the time we missed. A month may not seem that long going without other people, but without Kenma it felt like an eternity, I never wanna feel that way again...
Our kiss was slow but passionate and full of our love for each other, I never wanted it to stop I never wanted to let go of him. I felt like if I did I'd lose him all over again.
I lightly bit on his top lip asking for entrance but he broke the kiss.
I could feel my face heating up and my stomach turning inside out.
(What if he didn't like it or I took it too far or what if-)
Kenma spoke interrupting my thoughts.
"Before we continue.. um.. well for one we're kind of still on the floor and two... I'm in love with you kuroo tetsuro..."
The smaller boy on top of me blushed immensely and so did I. I knew of this information and i felt the same way but hearing him say it made it feel like I just fell in love with him all over again.
"I'm in love with you too Kenma kozume"
My stomach felt like it had exploded with butterflies and I could feel my face burning through my skin.
I picked Kenma up sitting him to the side of me before I got up and helped him up as well.
I took off my drenched hoodie and threw it into the corner.
"Kuro.. mm.. nevermind.."
Kenma started as I turned back towards him but wouldn't finish his sentence.
I smiled happy just to have him back as i made my way over to him.
"Kitten I missed you..."
I wrapped my arms around his waist as he nodded his head.
"Kuro I missed you too."
I hummed nuzzling my face into the crook of his neck.
"Kenma.. will you be mine forever?.."
The cat like boy in front of me clinged onto my shirt as he let his head rest on my chest.
"yes kuroo. I'll be yours forever."

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