Kuroken ~ Set for me?

I wish i could turn back time..

Kuroo pov ch.8 -
I couldn't bring myself to face Kenma after what had happened the night before. I didn't wanna have to hear him say it.

So there I sat at the jacuzzi with Runa cuddled up in the moonlight. We'd been here all day and the more time I spent with her the more I realized that she wasn't all that bad.

I couldn't quite remember if she had told me this before but she goes to nekoma high and is actually a cheerleader. She had some pretty interesting stories that ended up serving as a good distraction from what had happened between me and Kenma. Before I knew it the whole day had faded by just by spending time with her.

I knew that runa was interested and even though I didn't feel the same way she did I wasn't against trying to get to know her and spending time with her. We ended up walking back to our rooms together at around 11:00pm at night and said our goodbyes for now.

I walked her back to her own room before making my way back to mines. On the bright side it was the last day of this stupid trip and then we would be back to school busy with work and and volleyball practice.

Perhaps things would just go back to normal... or atleast I hope they will. I opened my room door and walked in to see Kenma sitting there on his psp.

He didn't look at me as I closed the door behind me but he still confronted me.
"You could've told me..."

I locked the door and faced him raising my eyebrow.
"Pardon?"

He said it again but louder this time.
" I said you could've told me at least. You could've told me you were with runa all day, you could've told me you were gonna leave and you could've told me what time you were coming back....."

I raised my eyebrow.
"Since when was it a problem for me to hang out with other friends?."
That had come out wrong.. I didn't mean to say it the way that I did, I just.. I still hadn't gotten over last night.

"It's a problem because you ditched me all day and made my waste my whole day sitting here waiting for you to come back."

I wanted to hug him... I wanted to stop this conversation but my mouth was saying something different than what my heart was.
"That's not my fault you didn't go hang out with Akaashi or some shit, obviously you like and seem to trust him an awful lot."

The smaller boy sitting on the bed in front of me scoffed and turned off his psp still not looking at me. He turned away and laid his head down on the pillow before responding.
"I thought you were better than this kuroo..."

My mouth opened probably to burst out with another snarky remark but I covered it with my hand before anything could come out. I took a deep breath and sighed before getting in on the opposite side of the bed before letting myself drift off to sleep.

_____ THE NEXT DAY ______

When I woke up Kenma was surprisingly already up.. this wasn't really normal for him so I wondered if he had slept at all. He walked out of the bathroom with his head down and grabbed his bag exiting the door. I couldn't tell if he's slept or not because he still wouldn't look at me...

I sat on the bed for a minute contemplating my decisions before getting up and getting myself ready.

Once I exited the bathroom I scanned the room for any left or forgotten items and found kenmas psp behind his pillow.

Now I know he definitely didn't sleep because he'd never forget his psp like this... I grabbed my own bag and made my way to my parents room where I assumed Kenma was.

Low and behold when I opened the door there he was headphones on spaced out while my parents sat organizing their stuff before we leave.

My mom looked over at me with a slightly confused look.
"Hey glad to see you boys all packed up nice and early. We'll leave to eat breakfast in ten and then head home."

We both nodded our heads but still didn't say anything. And even though I called myself being upset about this whole situation with Kenma I couldn't help but worry about him.
I've really gotta get over him and fast....