Kuroken ~ Set for me?

Wheres my psp...

Kenma pov ch.9 -

We left the rooms with our bags and grabbed a small bite to eat before we got off the cruise and started making our way home.

Unlike the car ride to the cruise, the ride home was filled with nothing but silence.

I kept my head down for most of the ride simply playing games on my phone.

We arrived back home sooner than I expected us to and I got out of the car immediately thanking kuroos family.

...I couldn't bring myself to say anything to kuroo.
I wasn't really sure what we were going through, but I knew that I hated it.

Part of me wished it never happened at all but the other part of me wished it could happen all over again. That way I could fix my mistakes.. and I could tell him everything.

I sighed as I walked back into my house closing the door behind me. But as soon as I knew kuroo couldn't see or hear me I broke down.

My body slowly slid down the door frame and now matter how many times I wiped my face I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down.

"Kenmaaaa are you homeee I thought I heard the door open... ke-"

My mom walked out of her room and u could see her smile fade as soon as she saw me.

"Kenma baby no... what happened?..."

My body shook without my permission.
"...mom.. he-... p-please..."
The hiccups got louder as my mom made her way over to me and kneeled down to hug me.

She tightened her hold on whispering in my ear that everything was gonna be okay. She always knew how to calm me down when I needed it.

Once I had finally stopped crying my mom led me to my room and we sat on my bed together.
It was silent for a moment before my mom finally asked the question.

The one I wasn't sure I was ready to answer..
"Kenma.. what happened on the trip?..."

My eyes faded away from my moms not wanting to see her reaction when I told her.

"Kuroo um.. he kind of.. gave me a hickey and kissed me... and he told me how he felt about me but he ran away from me before I could tell him how I felt... and now we're in this argument and we haven't talked because he went to go hang out with runa and she likes him and.. and.... and I-"

My eyes swelled up with tears threatening to run down my already red face again.

"I don't wanna argue with him anymore mom.. I just want Kuro back...."

My mom cupped my cheek making my eyes meet hers.
"Oh Kenma, it's gonna be okay. Kuroo always comes back to you sweetie, he can't shy away from this conversation with for forever. You know kuroo better than I do, he'll come back to you, you haven't lost him."

I responded grateful that my mom helped me calm down.
"Thank you mom.. your right. I hope..."

"Of course sweetie. I just have one question... did you guys make out???"

My face turned beat red and I grabbed a pillow throwing it at her.
"MOM SERIOUSLY"

She giggled before slipping out of my room door.
"Dinner will be ready in 5!"

I sighed laying my head back on my pillow and reached to grab my psp.
My hand patted around my bed where I normally keep it but I couldn't find it.
(Shit shit shit shit... please tell me I didn't leave it on the cruise)

(Pleaseee no I can't distract myself without it.. I don't wanna have to but I'll ask kuroo if he has it tomorrow...)
I thought double checking my luggage twice.