Kuroken ~ Set for me?

Ice it.

Kenma pov ch.11 -

My heart was beating out of my chest. I didn't want to admit it but it was.

I wanted to kiss him.. I just wanted the world to melt away again for a moment and maybe after... maybe afterwards I could tell him how I felt about him..

But I couldn't. I was scared, I didn't want him to run away from me again..

And now that he's left my brain is screaming at myself for not taking that chance.
Our friendship is already ruined, there's not much left to be scared of... and since I want it, want this, want him, then I should've..

"Fuck... why didn't I do it.. he was right there but I couldn't move.."

I could only wish and hope that school tomorrow wouldn't be horrible. But I knew it would be deep down.. normally kuroo and I eat lunch together, so maybe we still will.

I went downstairs to see my mom taking an ice pack out of the freezer.

"Oh perfect timing! You need to ice your arm sweetie."

"I'm not icing it mom.. kuroo's not the boss of me."

Her smile faded into a serious face.

"Kenma. I don't know how or why you got hurt, but I have to trust that he is making sure you ice it because you actually need to."

"Seriously..."

"Yes kozume seriously."

I sighed grabbing the ice pack from her and holding it on my arm.

"Smile Kenmaaaa"

I looked over to see her taking pictures of me, most likely for Kuro.

"MOM STOP"

My face was bright red and all I could do was turn around and walk away.

"Do not send those to him."

My mom giggled as she scrolled through the pictures she took.

"Oh Kenma you know mama loves you but I have to."

-Night time-

I had checked my phone multiple times for an unknown reason, but I hadn't gotten a text from kuroo about the ice situation.

(Guess he doesn't care as much as mom thought he would..)

I grabbed a hold of my psp and sprawled my body out on my bed.

As soon as I got comfy I heard a ding on my phone.

I shouldn't have picked it up but I did anyway and low and behold it was kuroo texting me.

/So you really weren't gonna ice it if your mom hadn't have stepped in./ - 11:05pm

\what do you care.\

/I care because I just do Kenma./

\..yeah. well why don't you go care about one of your other friends.. obviously I don't need to be informed when you ditch me to hang with one of them.\

/Well then good news for you Kenma. I did hang out with runa today./

\you kiss her too...?\

/..Kenma can we not do this right now.. it's not a big deal I'm just trying to make everything easier for both of us.../

\yeah right... your only making things easy for yourself..\ - 11:14pm

*ding* *ding*

My phone was still being bomboarded with messages and at the moment I was honestly fed up with kuroos crap.

I know I kind of started the fight this time but everytime I text him or talk to him I'm just reminded of what he did to me...

He played with me.. as if I was some toy to him and not his best friend.

At this point I'm not even sure he still wants me.. but to be fair I wouldn't want me either....

I just wish he hadn't given me false hope.. especially knowing that he was just gonna leave me anyway..

Surprisingly enough after that conversation I was drained so instead of staying up I went to sleep early.

(Hopefully tomorrow won't be as bad as today...)