-~I never stopped needing you~-

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Kuroo pov ch.12 -

/how am I making this harder for you Kenma you don't even like me?/ 11:15pm

/Kenma I want an answer./

/are we really doing this right now.../ 11:18pm

I waited for another minute before shutting my phone off completely and tossing it onto my bed.

"Fuck this shit. I'm done playing these games with Kenma I'm done. I've tried my best not to hurt him but he just wants to be friends and that's obvious... but after what happened our friendship can't be the same.. I just wish he'd stop acting like it can be."

My hand tugged through my tangled hair and I shook my head grabbing my towel to go shower.

(I need to cool down after that..)

I did a quick wash and rinse and popped on some clothes before hopping into bed.

Even though I wanted him off my mind so badly he stayed there, like his spot was already too engraved in my mind and he would stay there forever.

(I better not bother him tomorrow morning with walking to school together. I'll just go by myself and see him at lunch...)

I ended up drifting off to sleep a lot faster than usual, probably all of the stress getting to me and making me tired.

One minute I was thinking about Kenma and the next I could hear my alarm going off.

My body jolted up and I hurriedly stopped my alarm.

I got ready fast like I normally do and left early to go pickup Kenma. It was only when I realized that I was walking towards his house that I stopped myself.

"Right... just head straight to school today.."

I turned myself around and headed to nekoma high wondering if runa came in early or not.

I had almost reached the campus when I heard a few dings go off on my phone.

I didn't really want to check so I knew who it'd be but... I meant what I said yesterday. I wanted an answer and I still do.

I opened my phone checking my new found messages from Kenma.

\because you are kuroo. And you wouldn't understand that because when I tried to tell you then you disappeared on me...\ - 8:05am

\if you really wanna know I'll tell you later but it's something I have to tell you in person.\
...............

I closed the messages and made my way into the school.

(Atleast now whatever's bothering Kenma we can get it resolved and I don't have to be so worried about him anymore..)

I shrugged off the messages and went about my day as school started. Lunch had finally started after what felt like forever and I practically jogged to Kenma and i's normal spot.

We liked to eat on the rooftop because Kenma doesn't like eating around too many people. I closed the door behind me and sat down waiting for Kenma when I got a text.

I expected it to be Kenma but I was wrong, it was runa.

\heyyy kurooo where are you! Let's eat lunch together.\

/oh hey. I'm on the rooftop. But I'm kind of waiting for Kenma we eat lunch together everyday./

\he'll be fine I'm omw\

/no he won't. We have something important to talk about today you can't come/

I waited for a response but never got one, just a surprised look on my face when runa opened the door and ran in hugging me.

"KUROOOO HIIIII"

"Runa.... I told you I'm waiting for Kenma."

"Oh kuroo he'll be fineee"

Her lips met my cheek and my face heated up out of surprise.

"R-runa.."

My eyes darted up towards the door to see Kenma standing there with his arms crossed over his chest and tears threatening to spill out of his eyes.

(Fuck fuck fuck fuck... this isn't what it looks like. I didn't mean for this to happen...)

I opened my mouth to speak but Kenma turned around and walked away slamming the door behind him.

I wasn't even sure when runa had stopped kissing my cheek I just knew that right now In this moment she was sitting back giggling.

"Omg kuroo did you see that, he was totally about to cry or something, what a baby!"

I got up pulling at my hair.
"RUNA WHAT THE HELL. I SAID I WAS WAITING FOR HIM WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!"

I opened the door slamming it behind me and started looking for Kenma but he was already gone.

(Please... I've gotta find him somewhere...)

I lightly jogged around the hallways hoping I would spot him but I didn't. I couldn't find him anywhere and it was already time to go to my next class.

Instead of going to mine I went to kenmas and waited for him to come in but he never did.

I didn't care if I was skipping classes Kenma was crying because of me, even if it was a misunderstanding...

(Please don't hate me kitten.... I never stopped needing you...)

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