TW: Sexual content, mentions of self harm
Jesse's P.O.V
I waited for my app to notify me when Billie got to her apartment. She thinks she outsmarted me but in reality she has really pissed me off. I'm going to give her a proper punishment with all the tools even if she doesn't like it. I'm not happy with her disobedience. The dominant inside me is begging me to be cruel and unforgiving but I know she's fragile and can only take certain punishments. I have big plans that are sure to make her regret being a brat. I head down to the basement setting up everything before going to my car. I drive slow making Billie think that she has truly outsmarted me. I finally pull up to her apartment and make myself welcome. I go inside and she immediately screams. "What the fuck Jesse?! Did you follow me?" She spats. "Doesn't matter what I did, you lied to me" I reply. "I'm tired of arguing with you about eating so I'm sorry but I had to lie. You tied me to the bed for fucks sake" she yells. "And you're about to be tied up again. I'll be nice and give you an option though, you can willing get in my car or I will force you in it with a sore ass either way you're coming back home Billie" I say sternly.
"For one this is my home and two you can't force shit on me" she retorts. Her attitude is really something and it's continuing to piss me off. I stand up and back her against the wall. She looks at me nervously. "Would you like to test that theory?" I say soft but intimidating. She just scowls at me. I quickly turn her around and land a harsh smack on her ass. She gasps and tries to pull away but she can't. I give her a couple more making sure she understands I'm in charge. "What's your decision?" I say rubbing her ass to soothe it. "My decision is I'm staying right here and you're going back home asshole!" She growls. I immediately snatch her up and carry her out of her apartment. She cusses and fights me but she's so little and powerless. I grab a pair of spare handcuffs and put them on her before placing her in the back seat. "You're lucky I don't call the cops!" She spats. I ignore her and begin driving her home. Once we arrive I park in the garage and open the back door. She refuses to get out. "Let's go Billie" I say getting annoyed. "No!" She says. She's really testing my patience. "Fine I'll just grab you myself" I say pulling her out. She kicks me and that was my final straw. I planned to be gentle with her punishment but now she's in for it. I roughly throw her over my shoulder and take her to the basement. Once we're down there I put her down while she's still handcuffed. "Get on the bed" I command. "No" she responds. "You don't get a choice, now get on the bed" I spat starting to get really pissed at her.
"I said no!" She says trying to leave. I quickly snatch her up and throw her on the bed. She gasps at the force. I join her in the bed removing the handcuffs. She immediately begins fighting me but I quickly pin her down. "This is a fight you're definitely not winning so I suggest you stop fighting me right now" I seethe. She kicks her little legs trying to hurt me but she fails. I quickly flip her onto her stomach recuffing her hands but this time to the headboard. "Ass up" I command. "Fuck off" she replies. My blood boils. "You're done mouthing off!" I spat spanking her hard. She hisses in pain. I force her ass up myself and she doesn't fight it. I pull down her pants throwing them to the side. "Spread them" I say sternly. She finally does what I ask without putting up a fight. I go to pull her thong down when I notice something is off. She has cuts and scars on her upper thighs. I've seen this area before but must've not been paying very good attention to it. "What is going on with your thighs?" I ask. She ignores me. "Billie I'm serious what has happened to them?" I say sternly. "Abuse and self harm why do you care?" she says nonchalantly. I immediately undo the handcuffs and flip her over. "Why Billie? Why do you hurt yourself and I'll always fucking care, you're mine!" I say making her look at me. "B-Because no one loves me! I'm nothing but an object Jesse! I'm a toy that gets broken and thrown to the side! I'm ruined and tainted!" She yells tears pouring down her cheeks. I sigh feeling horrible all over again. "You're not ruined or tainted and you are definitely not a toy or an object babygirl. I promise that I love you more than you'll ever know" I say sincerely. I hate that she feels this way. I kiss all over her face before claiming her soft lips. She lets out a small whimper into it.
There's no way I can punish her now. But I'm sure as hell going to make her feel good maybe that will improve her attitude. I deepen our kiss before slowly snaking my hand into her shorts. She immediately tries pulling away but I don't let her. I gently insert two fingers inside her making her gasp into my mouth. She finally relaxes a little and I begin thrusting my fingers at a good pace. She quickly tenses back up. I just want her to relax and enjoy this. "Relax baby" I whisper. She really tries to but her body is very sensitive to my touch. "T-That feels good" she says. I chuckle in response. I let my thumb travel to her clit gently rubbing it. "Oh fuck" she moans softly. "Tell me when you're about to cum" I say sternly. The dominant side of me is never far. She bites her bottom lip with her eyes closed tight nodding her head yes. "Yes what Billie?" I say letting my inner dom take over. "Y-Yes s-ir" she trembles. "Good girl" I reply. "Oh g-god it's c-coming Jes I feel it" she says frantically. She's so easy to get off, I love it. I immediately remove my fingers. She whimpers and her eyes shoot open. "No please I'm sorry for disobeying you but please let me cum I need it so bad Jes please!" she whines pathetically. I should be punishing her but thinking about how awful things have been for her makes me just want to coddle her. I pull down her thong and put both legs over my shoulders. "You tell me when you are about to cum, understood?" I say. "Yes sir" she replies. I smirk at her words. I dive in giving her a long lick looking up at her. Her eyes immediately shut and she moans loudly intertwining her hands into my hair. "Hands above your head" I say sternly. She brings her hands up towards the headboard. I go back down licking and sucking her clit until she's trembling. "JESSE!" She screams. "Beg" I say sternly. "P-Please" she says pathetically. "You can do better than that, beg for me to let you cum Billie" I say lowly. She moans before trying to speak. "I'm waiting" I say. "C-Can I please c-cum" she stutters. It still sounded pathetic but she's completely new to this so I'll cut her some slack. "Yes you can" I say. She immediately starts convulsing and cums on my face. I help her ride it out before pulling her close. I want to do everything sinful to this woman. It's clear we both want this relationship but I find myself being too soft with her. My past submissives would tell you I'm not a soft person. I used to punish them harshly. But when I think about Billie I just want to hold her and protect her from everything bad. The thought of whipping her doesn't arouse me. Why is she changing me?
