Forbidden Poetry

TULA 2.3

"Blue"

I was forced to say that I had already left the restaurant. 
But the real thing is, I was just afraid to rant. 
I couldn't even make a single step. 
Because that love was deep

I was happy without you in my life. 
Because that's the reason why I survived. 
But I never thought that I would be affected. 
To the things that made you elated

I couldn't help myself but get blue.
For the things you both do
You didn't treat me the way you treated her.
That's why I'm crying and sulking at the corner. 

Maybe they're right about 'that someone who never treated you right.
They will find someday someone who they will love and fight'.
I was a hangdog because I will never be that someone. 
That someone who will forever be your 'the one'

I don't think my heart would mend easily. 
Because you broke me hard but slowly.
My pure heart turned into pieces of stone.
And I was learning how to live alone.

I'm furious at you for giving me that tragedy. 
But I'm thankful because you made me a strong lady.
Who's ready to face every consequence of my life alone
And never going to depend on a man who will never be her own.

I am now raising my white flag in front of you.
And I'm telling you for the last time how much I love you. 
I may regret loving you, but I never regretted leaving you.
Because those pains made me stronger and keeps me out of the blue