Grian oneshot

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by DsmpGrianMikeAFan

by DsmpGrianMikeAFan

Image;Grian Oneshots, but there's a lot of trauma from YHS and he's dating Ellen by Shado89 on AO3 chapter 31

Idea; Many angst oneshots for Grian

Notes/Warnings/Tags;

Grian Centric Angst

S@m Masking Emotions

Cringe? Overdose

Stupidity SH

Wrong Impersonations? Angst

Pearl and G siblings AU No crossovers

I started ranting randomly 😅 Topic jumps that I try to blend in...

Note; Headcanon information can be accessible using this link;

https://docs.google.com/document/d/1tm0g_1EP_Xzgnslss77uZ6ZUxecOMt6vzjsOYVb9nQ/edit?usp=drivesdk

Grian, the usually cheerful Hermit, was absent from the outside world and had been for an entire three days, a few of the server members were starting to worry, although some grew concerned, no one actually checked on him.

Even if someone had made an attempt to check up on the short avian, they'd be incapable of making an unnoticed entry. Every window and door had been locked, every blind and curtain was closed., and as for Grian himself, Grian sat in a ball in the corner of his room, his wings out and shielding him from sight as traumatic memories played in his mind. Grian awoke from his memories finally, the memories lowered his mental state to worse than ever before, and that is saying something as Grian has jumped off a cliff before because of Sam only to be saved. Grian looked around, sweating until his eyes landed on antidepressants, Grian without a second thought, threw the entire thing in his mouth, including the bottle. When Grian realized the issue with swallowing the entire pill bottle.

Although an overdose results in a permanent death no matter where you are, Grian didn't die, this was due to his powers from his Xelqua form. Also known as the Runaway Watcher God Of Freedom, Xisuma's god...

Grian knew he wouldn't die which is why he did it, he also ate the pill bottle because he saw no harm in it also thought he might as well get rid of any evidence of what happened, the pill overload had separate effects to him that aren't what happens to normal people, to him it helps him mask emotions who knows how, it just does.

Grian hated what S@m did to him as a teen, although he claims it came with some advantages, he was fine with eating plastic that wasn't a bag of Doritos, he can't feel pain as easily, although that came from the turning process that causes you to feel all the pain you have felt in your life plus he unbearable pain of your wings, halos, extra eyes, height, ECT. sprouting/growing.

Grian had convinced Xisuma that he doesn't need therapy simply by never speaking of his past, so that way, X, kinda, isn't aware that Grian has an extremely traumatic backstory, the only person even close to being aware is Pearl, she doesn't even know everything.

Grian took deep breaths and stood up, he walked over to the bathroom to clean himself up so he could go leave the house and keep the others from worrying.

Grian laughed when he saw his own hair, he had 3 large visible knots in it.

Grian started to brush his hair, it was quite painful.

(Same, I have knots even if I brushed my hair and hour before and it hurts)

Grian didn't care for the pain that his body couldn't feel, although there are times his pain tolerance depletes entirely for a bit, for example, right now as he brushed his shirt hair.

Grian soon finished brushing his hair, and changed from his pajamas into his red jumper and grey sweatpants.

Grian teleported himself to his front door, not wanting to unlock anything he could skip, and he left his house.

(I ran out of motivation here-)

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