"𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄" - 𝐊𝐓𝐇

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 - 11

𝖯𝗅𝖺𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄𝗀𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽: "𝖭𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀'𝗌 𝗇𝖾𝗐" , "𝖢𝖺𝗋𝖽𝗂𝗀𝖺𝗇" , "𝖬𝖺𝗋𝗀𝖺𝗋𝖾𝗍" , "𝖤𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝖻𝖾𝗀𝗂𝗇𝗇𝗂𝗇𝗀"

𝗧𝗮𝗲𝗵𝘆𝘂𝗻𝗴'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩:

She froze, she didn't expect it.

"Really ?"

"I've achromatopsia as known as monochromatic blindness." I whispered in a low tone

"So.. that means-"

"I can't see any colour."

She was processing it in her head what I just said

"I'm sorry, for asking about this.." she apologized in a low tone

"Don't be sorry, you didn't know this. I didn't mind. Ask me if you wanna know anything about it"

"Um, how long do you have it ?"

"Since my birth, I see the world as the old black and white tv. I don't know how colours actually looks like" I replied in a low tone

She became silent

Is that sympathy?

"Is there any cure for -"

"Achromatopsia has no cure today. I've to spend my whole life like this, there's no way I can fix it"

"It's a rare disease" she whispered in a low tone

"Indeed. But I don't really feel bad for it, you know"

"What ? really ?"

I took a deep breath and said, "Yeah cause my life's already dark. It's full of darkness, There's no light in my life, there will never."

"But, what if in future you find someone who brings colours and light into your life ?"

"I wish that day will never come. I don't want any other person to make their life like a living hell. My life's already darker than the blackest hues."

I don't want to risk any other person's life just for me

Even though I don't think that person will ever come

Tsk, I'm being delusional.

𝗬/𝗻'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩:

He doesn't feel bad? Also, he said his life's full of darkness. Something really bad happened with him for sure.

What are you really Kim Taehyung?

Who are you ?

The person you pretend to be isn't you.

I know it, I feel it.

"Same here" I muttered

"Why ? I belong to darkness, you don't. Why are you saying this?" He asked

"My life is also dark. But I wear a mask to hide it, just like you"

"If you don't mind can you tell me what happened with you ?"

"Many things happened to me." I paused before speaking, "But I was... raped  when I was 17 years old. 2 years ago" I said in almost broken voice

He became silent

"You were a minor" he muttered

A drop of tear escaped from my eyes. I couldn't control myself anymore.