"𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄" - 𝐊𝐓𝐇

𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 - 13

𝖯𝗅𝖺𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄𝗀𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗇𝖽: "Shot glass of tears" , "Hate you" , "2U" , "The truth untold" , "Butterfly" .

𝗦𝗲𝗼𝗹-𝘆𝗮'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩:

𝖲𝗂𝗅𝖾𝗇𝗍

Everything around me became silent

My mind raced with uncertainty and fear as I whispered to myself , "Did everything just fall apart now.." 

"Did Jungkook leave me too?.."

I sat in a dark, quiet room, my body trembling with silent sobs. The realization that Jungkook had left me behind hit me like a wave, drowning me in a sea of pain. I huddled in the corner of the room, clutching a pillow to my chest, as if  I was trying to physically hold onto the memories of him. My mind replayed moments of our time together, moments that now felt like lost dreams. The thought of Jungkook being out there without me sent a fresh wave of tears streaming down my face

The weight of abandonment pressed heavily on my chest

What did I do to deserve this?..

I lost him also I lost my best friend too?..

God I'm not that strong..

"After everything we've been through, after all the love we shared, he just walked away without a second thought..."

It feels like my world has shattered into a million pieces, and I don't know how to pick them up again

The silence around me is deafening, a constant reminder of the void left by his absence.

I lost everything I had

"I can't help but wonder what I did wrong, what more I could have done to make him stay. The pain of his abandonment is overwhelming.. and the feeling of loneliness feels unbearable.."

Several drops of tears rolled down my face, unable to hold back the flood of emotions welling up inside me

As the night hours ticked by, I felt myself sinking deeper into a pit of despair. The absence of Jungkook's presence was like a gaping hole in my heart, leaving me feeling hollow and vulnerable. The silence that enveloped my room felt deafening, only interrupted by the occasional sniffle or hiccup of a sob that escaped me. I hugged the pillow tighter, holding on to the faint remnants of his scent that lingered on its fabric. It was a small comfort in the face of the overwhelming loneliness I felt

My breath came in shaky gasps as I tried to contain my sobs. I picked up my phone and started to scroll through our old messages, rereading the words he had written, words that once brought warmth and comfort but now served as a reminder of what I  had lost. I mumbled to herself,

"Why did he leave? Didn't he promise to never leave me?"

"This is not how I expected us to say goodbye.. I never thought we'll fall apart like this"

"What about the plans we made?"

No one's P.O.V:

Jungkook sat alone in a dimly lit room, staring blankly at the wall in front of him. The sound of her voice echoed in his mind, the tears he knew she was shedding weighing heavily on his heart. He had made the choice to leave her behind, for her own good, but the ache in his chest grew with each passing moment

"It's for the best, it's what's best for her." He whispered to himself

The weight of his decision bore down on him like a heavy stone. The thought of her tears falling, unable to hold them back, haunted him, but he knew he had to do what was best for her... even if it meant causing her pain

He closed his eyes, trying to push away the image of her crying face. The memory of her smile, her laughter, and her presence in his life flooded his mind, making the decision even more difficult to bear. Despite knowing that leaving her behind was the right thing to do, the emptiness crept into his heart

He leaned back in his chair and sighed, whispering to himself, "Will she ever forgive me? Will she understand why I had to do this?"

He ran a hand through his hair as he tried to distract himself from the thoughts swirling in his mind. His fingers brushed against something sharp, causing him to hiss in pain. He looked down and saw a shard of glass from a broken bottle, reflecting a distorted image of himself. The sight of his own pain mirrored in the broken glass served as a stark reminder of the pain he had caused to her

"Is this what she's going through right now? Is she hurting like this because of me?" He muttered to himself