Kinnporsche & vegaspete- After Marriage

chapter 11

"kinn",I called as soon as I got inside the room and moved towards him.

"Hubby, you're back" he said staggering towards me

"Have you been drinking?" I asked immediately he pulled me to him and held my waist sighing

"It's for celebrating the new business collaboration"

"Oh" I said patting his back and he nestled his face into the crook of my neck

"Porsche"

"Yes love"

"Do you love me"

"More than you can ever imagine" I said without hesitating."but why are you asking ? I'm sure you know better than anyone "

"Nothing, I'm just curious "

"About what"

"Why you didn't want a small us" he uttered while pulling away to look into my eyes and I did the same.i went silent the moment I saw what seemed like sadness in his eyes , it was rear to see him showing this weak side and my heart crumbled for him . I immediately knelt down in front of him and held his hand while he looked down at me.

"Love, why didn't you say anything?, why didn't you say you wanted a baby?

"Because you didn't want one" he said choking and I immediately saw tears starting to fall while he he tried to hide them away.

"Jeez kinn, if you want one, then we can have one right this instant, there is no need to cry". I said panicking and immediately started taking off my clothes, first with the tie and then my belt but kinn looked at me stunned before holding my hands.

"What are you doing Porsche?"

"Giving you a baby of course"  I said taking of my shirts and tie at the same time.

"Porsche stop"he said trying to hold my hands but I slapped it away and continued taking of my pants getting fully naked in front of him .

  After undressing, I looked down to see kinn staring straight at me with a stunned expression but instantly moved his eyes away and turned to look elsewhere.

"Kinn, look at me " , but he didn't answer.

"Kinn" I called again

"Kinn" I said angrily

"What Porsche" he said clearly frustrated.

"Why aren't you doing anything? You're not one to look away from me ".  And once again, he didn't answer me. 

"Kinn" I shouted

"What the hell do you want from me Porsche ?"

"You said you wanted a baby "

"So?"

"So let's make one"

"Not like this " he said looking away.

" What do you mean by not like this, is there another way I didn't know?

"You don't even want one" he shouted and I flinched. I had always hated it whenever he shouted at me. That is because the other side of me was scared of him whenever he was angry, and he knew that too. And just like that right now, I couldn't utter a word . I taught that was it for the night, but I was wrong, the words he uttered to me this very night digged a very deep hole in my heart that I never forgot.

"Do you even know how I felt that day when I found out you had a miscarriage? I nearly went crazy at myself for not being able to prevent it. That I was stupid not to réalisé that you were pregnant the whole time, but a part of me was thankful to you and the creator that you would be able to get pregnant again, something my friends always wanted. But you, you started surprising me in ways that I never expected at all. You won't have sex with me without condom or I had to pullout before Cumming in you and even went for a checkup with chay to find out if he could get pregnant like you or not. That was when I realized that I was the only one daydreaming about having kids". He said and started crying while I facepalmed myself obviously crying too. Kinn buried his face in his hands and we both became a crying mess.

A/n

Hey guys, I'm back again. Sorry for not uploading for so long, I've been quite busy lately. You can see I dropped a longer chapter than I ever did today. Love you guys and don't forget to press the vote down there , but that is if you think I deserve it. Love u guys💗💗💗.