Deadly Devotion: The Obsession of a Killer (MxM)

Ch.14

Early That Morning

Standing beside the bed, Levi peered down at Saija, watching him as he slept. He was completely and utterly enamored with this strange man he 'found' in the woods, his obsession growing at an unhealthy pace.

He didn't quite understand why he was feeling this way toward Saija, but he knew it felt good and he was not willing to give this up. This newfound feeling gave him a whole new outlook on life, it gave him everything he could ever need. 

Saija is like a drug, Levi the addict who needs his fill and would do anything to get it. To feel the euphoria he felt the first time he saw him.

"You've made me so weak." Levi whispered, his voice full of pure adoration as he reached toward Saija, gently caressing his cheek with his knuckles.

Levi smiled beneath his mask as he ran his index finger over Saija's bottom lip, examining all his features like he'd done hundreds of times before. His beauty always remained the same, but it was what hid beneath Saija's hypnotic beauty that seemed to enrapture him and take hold of his undivided attention.

Caring for a person was uncharted territory, and this was Levi's first time exploring it. He didn't fully know what it meant to take care of another, but he was slowly catching on and figuring out what it means to care for a person, and tend to their needs and wants...though, he was still struggling with boundaries. Boundaries that if crossed will be the end of whatever they had.

Levi sat on the edge of the bed beside Saija, resting a hand overtop his. Using his fingertips to trace over the contours of Saija's hand. His hand was small in comparison to Levi's. His fingers slim and nails growing long. Levi's fingers being thick (tehee) with short nails. 

Saija stirred in his sleep—Levi's touch being the cause— muttering something under his breath as he lightly grasped Levi's wrist and pulled him closer.

"Proszę, chroń mnie. Nie pozwól im znowu mnie skrzywdzić." Saija whispered in his sleep. Levi froze, his brows creasing in confusion at the foreign language. He'd never heard Saija speak it and though he couldn't understand his words, he liked how it sounded and rolled off his tongue so naturally.

Levi stared at Saija, lightly biting his lip as he started to wonder what he 'really' knew about Saija. They never talked much about one another's past...but maybe it's time to start...

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Y'all I don't think I like this chapter...but it's something. Sorry I was gone for a while, I got covid and then just forgot. Also one of the reasons I've been slow on updates is cause I've kinda just lost motivation, idk why, I really enjoy this book and writing it, but everytime I go to write it I just blank... If y'all like it, lmk, if not then...idfk. Oh also, ik it's short but ima work on the next chapter right after this so yuh... Anywaysssss goodnight y'alllll<3

-Yeva