Living with One Direction (Hariana)

-162-: Getting ready for tour

It was time to prepare for tour and Arian was hating very second of it. Harry had taken Ellie out to get some more baby supplies.

Ariana sat in the middle of their room with her luggage, crying because she didn't want to leave Harry and their kids. Ariana was worried that she would miss some of her first milestones. All of her clothes were scattered over the floor and her suitcase was empty. It would've been fine if she hadn't had Ellie, but having her made it that more hard to leave. Ariana decided to put on some music, so she got her earbuds and put them in her ears and put on some Demi Lovato.

Ariana was able to pack some clothing, but she gave up cause she didn't want to pack anymore.

Packing was one of her least favorite things in the world cause she was never organized enough to do it. Ariana stopped playing her music and took out her earbuds. Ariana rested against the end of the bed and zoned out.

"Ari?"

Ariana looked up to see Harry holding Ellie.

"Are you okay?" He asked, sitting down next to Ariana.

"I just don't want to leave." Ariana started to sob and hold onto him.

"I know this sucks, but it's only for a month and a bit."

"A month and a bit too long." Ariana mumbled.

Ellie made some noises and she was handed off to you. Ariana held their daughter and smiled.

She reached towards the half packed suitcase, so you laid her down in it. She smiled and kicked, while she moved her arms. She was making happy little baby sounds, even grabbing some of Ariana's t shirts and pants.

"Do you wanna go on tour with mommy, Els?" Ariana cooed. "Well, maybe when you're older we'll see about that. There's too many plane rides involved."

Ellie got even more excited. She ended up pulling one of Ariana's shirts over her body.

"Are you going to bed in mummy's luggage?" Harry laughed.

"I guess she doesn't need us anymore Hazza, she's getting too old for us." Ariana joked.

Ellie whined and Ariana picked her up. She raised her in the air and kissed her face when Ariana brought her down. She squealed and smiled. She brought her down to her chest where she fell asleep.

"Do you want me to pack for you?" Harry offered.
"You can spend some time with E."

"Is it too much to ask?"

"No not at all, babe. I know how you get when you have to leave for tour without me." He squeezed Ariana's side and kissed her temple.

"Thanks, Harry." Ariana smiled and kissed his lips.

Ariana went downstairs and spent some time with their daughter. The two of them ended up taking a nap on the couch, while Harry prepared Ariana's bag and left a little note in it so when she opened her luggage, she would see it. He made dinner and the five of them all went to bed after watching a short movie.
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*hours later*

Ariana's POV

I woke up to Ellie crying and my alarm going off.
I turned off my alarm and picked up my daughter. Harry also got up shortly after me.

"Is everything okay?" He asked, stretching.

"Yeah I think my alarm scared Little E a bit."

"Poor girlie. Do you want me to take her while you get ready to head off?"

"I don't want to let her go." I squeezed her a little as she stated to calm down. "But it would be easier."

I handed her over to Harry, where she had an outburst and started to scream her head off. I quickly got a shirt and a pair of pants on, then started to put some light makeup on.

Ellie was still making big fuss, so Harry brought her into the bathroom with me. I took some time off of getting ready to hold Ellie and at least let her calm down. I cradled her in my arms and rocked back and forth.

Harry had gotten her pacifier and gave it to me. I put it in her mouth when she had gotten sleepy.

She fell asleep in my arms, and I continued to get ready. I held her until Harry and I were at the front door. I passed her to Harry and started tearing up.

"I don't wanna go." I sniffled.

"You'll be back sooner than you think."

"I just don't want to miss any big milestones for her. I just want to feel like her mother."

"Your motherly feelings are gonna come in soon. You're already doing so great with Ellie, I know you'll find them while you're away."

"Thanks, Hazza." A text lit up my phone. "Well. The girls are outside, I'll send you a text when I get off the plane." I smiled and kissed him on the lips, then Ellie on the head. "I'll miss you little E. Be good for dada."

I kissed Harry one last time before I walked out the door. I got into the car with the rest of my band and we went to the airport. The drive was quick, but when we arrived at the airport, fans noticed us and started to crowd around. We took pictures and signed things for them.

We then went on our way to our flight. The plane ride for me was emotional cause I was so used to Harry being with me from us recently traveling. When we landed, there was security and fans everywhere.

I had gotten so used to the quietness about the airport, that it really overwhelmed me. The four of us were walking and I held onto Susan. She made a signal to Shannon and Hannah that I wasn't doing too well, so we all just walked a little faster. We got into the van that would take us to our hotel to unload all of our stuff before we went out for a meet and greet and signing. Shannon and I were sharing a room, and Hannah and Susan were sharing a room. When Shannon and I got into our rooms, I sat on one of the beds and broke down.

"Hey are you okay, Ariana?" Shanon asked, sitting beside me.

"I'm just overwhelmed with everything. I should be fine though." I smiled at her, then we both left the room.

The meet and greet went well. The girls and I signed some cd's and merch. We also took pictures with the fans that wanted them. After the meet and greet, the four of us played a little music in the park for some fans. It felt like forever until we went back to our rooms. Shanelle was taking a shower, while I decided to get out my pyjamas. I laid my luggage on the floor and opened it. There was a piece of paper with my name on with with hearts. I unfolded the piece of paper and started to read it.

"Dear Ari,

The kids and I miss you like crazy already. Just to let you know, I love you and I appreciate you so much. You do so much for your band and so much for me and our little girls and boy. I love you as far as the universe goes and I'll love you as long as plastic flowers live. Els, Lexi, Dyl and I are rooting for you at home. Love you, Harry." Every word made me cry even more.

I missed Harry so much and it hadn't even been a full 24 hours since I left. I kissed the note and put it in one of the netted pockets of my luggage. I took out my pyjamas and put them on, then got into bed. I finally got to look at my phone after not being able to all day because of the amount of things that were being done. I saw that Harry had tagged me in his story.

"It's only been four hours since Ariana left and Ellie wants her to return. I don't blame her, I miss her too. Come back soon babe." Harry said, blowing a kiss to the camera.

I smiled and shut off my phone and got into bed. I sent Harry a goodnight text with a heart emoji, then turned off the light to go to bed. Shannon shortly followed afterward.