Dance Alone To The Beat of Your Heart

Chapter 35

    "I love you." Pete kisses my neck. 

  "I love you too. We don't have time for that Petey." I say as I kiss him. 

  He kisses me back. "Awe well maybe we will later." 

"Maybe." I get out of the bunk. 

  "We need to go." He says, grabbing my hand. 

  "Soundcheck." I say as I squeeze his hand. 

  "Yes. What song is it today?" He asks. 

  I smirk at him. "You'll find out soon." I say. 

  "I know that smirk." He states. "It scares me." 

"What's scaring you?" Joe asks. 

  "What's todays song is." Pete answers. 

  "This will be interesting." Andy says. 

  I tell them the song. Everyone gives me a look. I smirk at them. "I'm evil I know." 

  "This is insane. Like how did we do this?" Andy says. 

  "I don't know but we have." Joe says. 

"We have each other." Pete states. 

  "We do have one another. It's special, the bond that we have. We're family." I say. 

  "Well that's true. We should run through it one more time." Joe says. 

  "I agree." Andy states. 

  "Well I agree too but then we need to start getting ready for the show." Pete says. 

  "That we do." I say. We play through the song again. 

  Afterwards we start to get ready for tonight's show. We have two more and then this leg of tour is over. 

  "Hanging in there?" Pete asks me. 

  "Yes. This is what I love." I answer. "I love this." 

  "I'm glad you love me. And this. It will be nice to be home." He says. 

  "Yeah. The life we have in Chicago is great." I kiss him. 

  He kisses back. "We do. I love making music too." 

  "Same. You're amazing at it." I say. I know that he isn't the best bass player but he's the best lyricist I have very seen. He's honestly incredible. I wouldn't be where I am if it wasn't for him and Joe. 

  "We have a wonderful life." He says. "Bronx is excited to see you." 

  "I bet he is. I'm full of joy that I could adopt him." I say. I want Bronx to feel like he's loved. I hope I give him that. 

  "I know he loves you." He says. 

  "I know it too." I say. 

  "There's still a whole night before we get to the venue." He says. 

  "What are you suggesting?" I ask. 

  "I've come down enough for a round two." He says. 

  I kiss him and put my hand on his ass. "Are you now?" 

  He kisses me back. "Yes." He says. 

  I bite his lip. "I might be horny again." I say. 

  "I can do something about that." He bites my bottom lip. 

  "Than do it. My dick could use some love." I state. 

  He kisses me down my body. "You are sexy. Gorgeous. Hot. Handsome." 

 "Shut up and go faster." I say. I'm being very impatient with him. He's taking his sweet ass time with this. 

  He kisses me. I kiss him back. 

  Afterwards we both catch our breaths. I love us. 

"I am exhausted." I say. 

  "Time for some relaxing time?" He asks. 

  "Yeah a little bit." I lean against him. 

  He wraps his arms around me. "We can do that." 

  We start to doze off for the night. I am so exhausted that I fall asleep faster tonight. 

  We wake up to an alarm going off. It's Pete's. "Turn it off." I put, not opening my eyes. 

  I hear the alarm turn off. "I'll leave you sleep till soundcheck." Pete says, kissing me on the forehead. 

  "Yes you do." I say. 

  "I'll do what I need to do." He says. 

  "You do that. I'm going to sleep more." I say. 

  "Alright." He leaves the bunk. 

  I go back to sleep. I tend to sleep more than the others. I need to because it helps sustain my voice. It's helpful for me. 

  Pete wakes me up before soundcheck. We go join Joe and Andy.