Jana saw Angel walking away from her but she had to make a choice follow her girlfriend or go inside that store and have her threesome to get revenge on her dad. Would she risk losing Angel over this? Could she consider losing the one who taught her to love? Jana kept looking back and forth unsure what to do. She hung her head to go find Angel because she is worth more than sleeping with two girls that are happy as it is. Jana trudged along the winding road to the only place she could imagine where Angel would be which is the fountain they met at over a year ago and she knows Angel loves that fountain.
Jana found Angel finally by their favorite place and seeing her woman gaze at the fountain in sorrow hurt Jana, she had no right to think like that let alone trying to force Angel into something, that isn't what their relationship is based on. They have so much to go for and now that she did take off her promise ring, she does realize that she needs Angel, Angel is her other half whether her dad approves or not. Jana walked over to Angel with her head hung because she knew that this is going to be her part to apologize, she still didn't understand how Angel could love her so much after everything. Approaching Angel, Jana took a deep breath in and out then sat beside her girlfriend.
"Angel, I am truly sorry for the way I acted back there, you didn't deserve that from me. I hope you will forgive me and we can make our way home by Wednesday but I do want us to get to know Lucia she is a bright young girl. No, we aren't going to sleep with them before you speak, my love, I do realize you are all I need whether my dad approves or not. I am not going to act like a teenager because they are. Once again, I am sorry." Jana said holding herself back from touching Angel.
Angel turned to look at Jana, shaking her head, twirling the ring in her pocket that Jana gave back to her. She wants to believe Jana is going to be okay, Jana will still love just her but Angel can't see past what went down back there, she wants to make it work for the better and not worse. It took her a lot of time to just walk away to convince Jana that wouldn't be a smart move. Angel's thoughts consuming her as she just stares at Jana unable to say anything the woman she has given her whole heart too and more is apologizing but can feel the sting inside her heart, Angel more than anything knows what is right to stay away from one another but it doesn't solve the situation that Jana wanted to rebel because of her dad, her dad that ran her off to begin with.
"Jana, I am not sure if I want to accept your apology because of the fact you were so amped up about having a foursome with two girls and rebel against your dad because he couldn't accept you for loving me. I have no idea what to think of this situation, you aren't in your right mind, Jana, woman, I love you but please don't do this to us again." Angel said through tears.
"Angel, please accept it, I didn't mean to act that way at all. I love you too, my love. Please don't let us fall apart right now. I need you." Jana explained through her own tears wanting to touch Angel so badly.
"I will accept forgiveness but I can't forget the way you acted back there. I will not lose you to something so stupid." Angel replied through gritted teeth and tears. "You mean everything to me and by everything this whole place where we met."
"Angel, I will do anything to make this right again but I would like to take a walk around the park with you." Jana responded wiping her tears away.
Angel got up from the fountain walking towards Jana who stood a couple feet away. Angel grabbed Jana's hand gently slipping the promise ring back on and gave Jana small light kisses as they walked hand in hand around the park finally feeling whole again with one another. They decided after walking around that it would be best to get a hotel room for two nights then head back home because they still need to work on their bonding with one another and be ready to head back to Kansas soon enough.
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After two days in Michigan they headed home especially after they enjoyed time with Shauna and Lucia seeing how much they are ready to settle down after college. Jana and Angel's relationship rekindled for better, they still won't be getting married any time soon let alone engaged because they need to now get jobs and figure out home life. The long ride home became so rough because their still so exhausted but enjoyed patching things up for good.
Jana though on the other hand is still unsure if she is officially ready to go home because of her dad not liking her loving a woman. She didn't want her desire to change though he didn't approve.
"I know you aren't thrilled to face your dad but we will get past this and at least your mom loves us together." Angel said with a smile.
"I am so scared to face him again, I never met a man so ignorant in my life." Jana replied with an half smile.
"No worries, he probably isn't around anymore." Angel responded.
Jana looked out the window knowing her dad probably did stick around to keep Wallace for her because that is how he is as a stubborn man who wants to keep his daughter the way reality is just a man and a woman together. Jana got tired of living with just an acception of a Christian life, the bible says to do this and to do that. Is that really accepted when everyone can be equal? Her dad can't change reality and she is hoping that her mom will divorce him for the better.
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Power Of Love
RomantizmIT'S THEIR DESTINY TO LOVE BEYOND LIMITS... Seeing her as more than just a friend would drive her heart wild, she is special to me in every way. Her name is Jana, and she has no idea how she makes me feel inside. I have known her a little over two y...
