Forever and always-mialotte

The crash

Charlottes POV:

"Mia please come out"
I felt sick.
Mia hasn't eaten in days or came out of her room.Everyone has tried to contact her but we get no response.I sigh in defeat and head down the stairs once again.

Mia's POV:

I stare at the scan photos of my lifeless child.
My mascara is running down my face as I think of all the good memories we could have had together.

I could just imagine them running into my arms after their first day of school screaming at the amazing day they had.I could just imagine laughing till our stomachs hurt.I could just imagine dressing them up for the first day of nursery.
But now I can just think of kneeling next to the gravestone wishing things had went differently.
Everything hurts.
I feel so empty and numb to the point where I couldn't breathe.Great a panic attack.Perfect timing.With no one around to help me.
This has happened one to many times.
The thought of me never being able to give my child the love I never received when I was kid.
It hurt me even more knowing they couldn't even experience life.

I dig through the box of belongings and look for one specific thing.
I fight back my tears as I pick up a blue and pink teddy bear.
There was a tiny heart sewn into the middle.
I pressed on it and held it to my heart.
Hearing my baby's heartbeat was comforting,but hearing their voice would have been more settling.
I wiped my tears away and hid the box back under the bed.
I wanted it out of sight.
I don't think I can handle looking at the contents any longer.

I eventually decide to go down the stairs to find something to eat.
It has been around a week since my last meal.I have a very unhealthy coping mechanism.
The house feels so empty and lifeless.

This house should've have been filled with crying and laughing.but instead it is filled with emptiness and silence.
I decide that's the final straw.
I can't take it anymore.
I grab my car keys and set off.

Charlottes POV:
It's been a couple of hours since the last time I've heard from Mia.
I'm worried sick for her.
I got to Mia's house to check on her but the house feels colder than usual.
My guts telling me something is wrong but I decide to ignore it and make my way up the stairs to her room.
When I get there,I notice her bedroom door is open.
I sigh in relief as I go in but my smile immediately drops when there was no sign of her.
I start calling out Mia's name getting silence in return.
I start to panic spamming her phone but I get no response.
I leave her a bunch of voice mails and missed calls before ringing Marjorie.
"Marjorie I need your help,gather everyone and I'll meet you in 5"

A FEW HOURS LATER

I drive around the whole city examining my surroundings for one last time.
Everything's so overwhelming at this point.
I can't handle it anymore.

I start to drive into the motorway and start going over the speed limit.
Before I know it ,I'm beginning to lose control over the wheel.
*BANG*