inreal's ramblings about ADFB

(08.20.24) Yearning an Ending

Hi! How are yall, first of all?

I'm really scared of writing ADFB 29 because it's a bit of a turning point, and my confidence in my storyline is beginning to tremble

You see, the last chapter was like 15 votes short of how many votes I usually recieve, and I think the sheer density of the story is starting to make some people feel lost as to what's really happening in the grand scheme of things

Maybe it's just silly thoughts of mine, but it also feels like a sign this book should end before I anticipate...

How does closing it in ADFB 40 sound? Or even earlier? To me, honestly, not so bad...

But considering the sheer amount of contestants there are left, it'd be really weird to end it there, you know?

I've been writing far too long, you've been reading far too long, and really, it's far too much. I'll be honest, I wasn't super proud of ADFB 28, and the reception feeling a bit underwhelming, and seeing so many people not really remember storylines and stuff, it kinda really demotivated me

So yeah, that's where I'm at, just worrying about the future, I've been yearning to write an ending, but I know I have to remain confident, I have plans, I have a story, I have ideas... I just need to stop being a wimp!

Anyways, that's it, just wanted to scream into the void before sleeping : )