White Carnations

348 12 1
                                        

White Carnations- Undying devotion, innocence, and pure love

What's love without a little devotion?

That was three years ago and I had at first visited him every thirty days, then every twenty, then fifteen, then, seven until I was visiting him every other day for about a year and a half whilst still on berk. Until I decided berk wasn't for me whilst my brother and his friends did their own things finding talents and jobs i helped out of course. I packed my bags and left traveling researching for more dragons never really staying in one place but I visited and told Dagur of my travels and sent terror mails when too far to go in person like for the past three months where i've only been sending and receiving terror mails. I decided to visit him. Only to find outcast prison ransacked and my fucking husband gone. So now I was racing back to Berk.

I landed Starlight announcing I was back by letting out a tremendously loud roar. As I popped out of the water taking off my ventilation mask by pressing the side buttons it folded as I stuffed it into my pocket. Bloodborne landed next to me as the two little eggs I had found had hatched two months ago and a baby Razorwhip Wren climbed on my back. And a baby Triple Stryke with a rather large tail climbed wrapping his tail around my torso clapping his pincers onto the little holding pieces I made as an adjustment on my right thigh. I stomped through the town center to the arena. "Hiccup!" I shouted, his head whipped around towards me. "Y/N!" I saw Johann in the arena along with everyone else who came to greet me. "Dagur hes-!" I began but Hiccup cut me off. "I know he's escaped Outcast prison. We were just leaving." I nodded whistling Tidlas whistle.

Whilst out in the wild I made five different whistles and a little holder right on my chest hooked onto my shoulder that all my dragons learned their pitches. And how the length corresponds with what to do. Blowing Tidals and then Starlights they both came roaring as I placed my ventilation mask on following them to Johans stash of valuables. When Tidal suddenly stopped shooting out of the water growling. Eels. I traded her for Bloodborne. "Guys keep on your dragons they might fly off, the waters are infested with giant Eels!" I shouted to them warning as Tidal chose to fly.

"You still feel up to this? Last time you saw Dagur you said he tried to grab you through the cell." Hiccup asked me, still looking worried. I groaned Hiccup would never change. In 3 years, despite all of his training, searching for different dragons and obvious maturing he'd done, he was still worried about me. Hiccup would always be a protective brother. "I'm fine, Hiccup! Promise! And he only tried to grab me because he didn't want me to leave." I replied, with an eye roll, looking down slightly. "I mean, you told me, in your letters that you told him...that you love him? Is that uh...still, y'know the case?" Hiccup never was the best person to talk about love, especially when it came to the thought of me and Dagur, who had tried to kill him multiple times.

"Wha- uh- I mean??" I leaned away from Hiccup, trying to look anywhere else but him, only to find Astrid giving me a curious look as well as Snotlout even, the twins seemed curious. There was no escape. "You know how I am with him, so... yes. I suppose so." I groaned nodding for Tidal and Starlight to interrupt them and they came to the rescue coming in on either side of me. "You suppose? It's been 3 years for Thor's sake-" Astrid urged i couldn't tell if from surprise or anger. "But I've visited him at least 100 times during that!"

"Yes, 3 of which you actually got to talk without something between you two." Hiccup said nonchalantly oh yeah i remember those, "The least I can do is still-"

I realized my mistake instantly as Hiccup's eyebrows rose and his eyes widened. He didn't exactly look angry, just in shock at the fact I almost out loud let myself admit I still had feelings for Dagur. Astrid looked slightly less so, considering I did spend the last 3 years talking to her every so often about how I felt. But my thoughts were thankfully dragged away from the past as the twins, or more specifically Tuffnut with Ruffnut copying him, started making smooching noises at you.

Obsessive Craze Dagur x ReaderWhere stories live. Discover now