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~October 1st, 2023~
Today I unfortunately didn't see her in the elementary morning line so I kept thinking whether to go to her during the break or the last session. I decided to go to her the last session but I unfortunately failed and I wanted to cry my heart out but I couldn't because I'd cause a huge scene. I tried to go to her in the reception (because she was going to pick up her daughter from there) but I didn't find her unfortunately. I seriously was in a terrible mood the whole time because of how much I missed her. I also forgot to mention that during our English session, we had alot to do so our teacher said if we didn't finish, she'd have to take us from our music or PE session but luckily we finished everything so I'd still have a guaranteed chance with her tomorrow. I still was so furious and angry because I was so excited that I barely slept. I'll try my best to get over it though.
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~October 2nd, 2023~
Today was literally the best day of the week! I unfortunately didn't see her at the morning line but I wasn't too upset because I had a session with her. I went through the rest of the day normally, until her session. When we got dismissed, I immediately went to my locker, got the letter I made for her during the weekend, and went to her classroom. When I arrived, I screamed, ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗 I told her that I missed her so much and she said the same! 🤍 I gave her the letter, which she absolutely loved, and also showed her my earrings and she loved them! 💖💖 I told her that my birthday was this weekend and she told me happy birthday 🤍 and of course, as usual, my class was really loud and noisy, when I mean the word noisy, I mean that my class took it to a whole new level, so noisy to the point that we did absolutely nothing the entire class and she called the discipline director. As soon as the discipline director arrived, everyone froze. He told her to send him the names for break detention etc etc. After he left, she even said she could tell the head of school that she can't handle teaching us and we'll have the head of music department as our teacher, including, no hugs or sidetalks with her after the class. After she finished those words, she told us that there were only 4 minutes left and everyone went back to talking. I was in complete shock and almost cried, I was so angry that I wanted to hit my entire class until they're completely covered in bruises. Once the class finished, I knew that I couldn't leave her upset so I went up to her, hugged her, and apologized to her about everything that happened. She surprisingly hugged me back and kissed me on the cheek 💗 I told her how when she finished saying what she said about our show and stuff, I wanted to cry and she told me to not cry, she seriously was so sweet and sensitive. 💗💗💗 That unfortunately didn't last for long since she reminded me that she said no one should hug her and I completely understood. After I left, the girl that plays the clarinet with us in band was outside and I saw her going up to her and hugged her. I also hugged her and told her I'll miss her so much 🤍 Afterwards, I left and told that girl everything that happened during the session, including how I wanted to hit my classmates until they're completely hurt and she was angry too. She even said that she has 15 classes including the band activity which was so much pressure, finally, someone who understood what she was dealing with everything single week! We found out that our afterschool activity teacher was absent so we walked around and thought about staying with her (Myl) in her class while she has the kids' dance class. We luckily found her in the hallway and we told her how our teacher was absent and it said the head of music department and we asked the activity manager and she said study hall etc etc. She happily let us stay with her and as we arrived, she told us she was going to the bathroom and we should stay with them. When she told the kids, most of them immediately ran up to her and hugged her 💗 They were the complete opposite of my classmates, kind and sweet to her and not wasting time. When she went to the bathroom, we sat and one of the other girls that was with us left. However, as usual, the kids were really noisy. They were playing the drums and talking but surprisingly not as loud as my classmates. The girl and I kept trying to tell them to be quiet but they wouldn't stop like kids would usually do. One of the kids asked me why I was sitting in her chair and that I wasn't the teacher. I told her that I'd get out of the seat when she came back. When she came back, I got out of her seat and then they just picked songs and started dancing. It was really fun and she even told me to join them. I agreed because I loved dancing and plus, the dances were all easy. I was having a blast and I took a quick break and I saw her smiling at me and I smiled back, she hugged me and I did the same 💗 The time passed by really quickly and it was the best 45 minutes of my life. Then, out of nowhere, Myl's daughter came in and she stayed for the rest of the class. Her hair got stuck to one of the student's buttons and they tried to help and she looked like she was gonna fall so I grabbed her from her waist (not her hands like she was doing) and it luckily worked. She (Myl) thanked me and told her daughter that I saved her which was so sweet of her 💗 However the button was still stuck to her daughter's hair so I held her again so that the student could get her hair out of the button. She eventually got her hair out of the button and then the rest of the session passed like normally. I hugged her and she told me to go and dance with them 🤍 We danced for a little bit and once the session ended, everyone left except 2 girls who were fixing something. The girl and I helped reorganize the chairs with a new layout which she absolutely loved!! 💗 Afterwards, we hugged her and she told us that she won't be there for band class because Elementary had their 6th of October show and she'll be there. I was kinda upset about it but I decided to figure out a way to go to her after the show. When everyone else got out of the classroom, she realized that her daughter's water bottle wasn't there so I tried helping her but we couldn't find it. Then, I hugged her tight and went to my bus. As I was walking to my bus, I saw her there and I waved at her and so did she! 🤍 She hugged me and then I got on my bus. I was so happy the whole ride because not only did I see her 3 times today, I also got to spend 2 sessions with her! 💗💗
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~October 3rd, 2023~
Today was a really fun day, I unfortunately didn't see her at the morning line but I didn't care since I had a session with her anyways. I went through the first 2 sessions like normally and when her session came, I immediately ran to her classroom and waited for her since she wasn't there. As the rest of the class came, she finally arrived so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗 She said that she loved my outfit which made me so happy 🤍 As usual, my class was really noisy but not as much as yesterday luckily. She taught us how to read the notes as I expected because of what she said yesterday and it was surprisingly fun but not as fun as doing the dance of course. When the class ended, I immediately went up to her and hugged her tight 💗 I complimented her outfit and she smiled which made me happy on the inside 🤍 I told her I'll miss her and she said the same 💗💗 After that, I hugged her and went to my class. Once the class ended, I decided to go to her because I wanted to know if our Winter Show was really cancelled. So, I went with one of my friends because she wanted to know as well and when we arrived, her class was luckily still entering so we still had time to ask her. I knocked and we both greeted her with a hug. I asked her about the Winter Show but she unfortunately said that she couldn't answer us (I think) However, she luckily told us if our class's behavior was the same next week, it will be completely cancelled but if it changes, (which I HIGHLY DOUBT) we will still do it. I asked her about the people that didn't do anything wrong and she said that she can't work with some students and some no etc etc. Then, we hugged her and left. We were relieved that there was still a slight chance but it was unfortunately a very low one. I unfortunately didn't see her for the rest of the day but I wasn't too upset about it. When I was on the bus, I decided to get her a gift because I wanted to do something nice for her after everything and the stress she's been going through due to us these past few days. I knew that I wouldn't have a chance with her tomorrow, so I'll give it to her in the break and also try to go to her after she finishes with elementary's event tomorrow.
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~October 4th, 2023~
Today was literally so much fun! I unfortunately didn't see her in the morning line and I tried to go to her during the break but her door was locked. I went through the entire day normally, until the 8th session. So you may be wondering, why the 8th? Well, our english teacher was absent so we had a free session. At first, I spent some of the time with my friend and I told her I was gonna give her the gift and then we can go downstairs. She luckily agreed so we went to my locker and I got her the present. It was a letter that I wrote about everything that happened during her sessions these past few days etc etc. with a pair of earrings that were the same as the earrings I was wearing. As we were walking around, she asked me to let her read the letter. I didn't want her to know how I truly felt about her but I agreed as long as she didn't read out loud. (keep in mind that when I was going to go to her during the break, I was gonna give her the present and she was gonna read the letter but I refused) Luckily, she didn't read it out loud and gave it to me right after. We went to her classroom again but then someone told us that all the music teachers were downstairs. We both went down and when we arrived, we sat down and kept looking for her. My friend saw her so we immediately went to the front row and sat there. We watched some of the shows and they were actually really good and fun! After around 10 minutes, I saw her so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗 I gave her the present and she absolutely loved it!! 💗💗 Afterwards, my friend left to go to her activity however I stayed because I knew I wouldn't have band because she was still there. She smiled at me and I did the same and I hugged her 💗 She thanked me for the gift and I was so happy that she loved it!! 💗💗 I asked her what do I do because the current period was after school activities. She told me to go the head of music department and then she remembered he was with them so she just told me to sit down. I agreed and watch all the shows, until the 5th graders. When the 5th graders were going backstage, the activity manager saw me and asked me what I was doing and I told her that I had band and that she was there etc etc. She told me to go upstairs but I luckily wasn't in trouble 😊. I went upstairs and surpisingly saw someone from Grade 6 and we just talked for a little. I asked her what activity she had and she told me basketball but she didn't have the energy to attend. I told her I had band and that the teacher was down etc etc. The 6th grader told me that she came to record her sister since she wanted that which made sense, but that unfortunately didn't last for long. The activity manager came up the stairs and told us to not come back or she'll tell the discipline director. We immediately went backstage for the 6th grader to record her sister and we went back since someone was coming and when we finished, we immediately went back upstairs before anyone saw us. I was so worried that she would tell the discipline director, but she kept trying to calm me down. Then, we heard the discipline director so we immediately ran as fast as possible and then we decided to stay in the bathroom because it was the safest place to be, we just talked some more and stayed until the end of the session. When the class ended, I tried going to her (Myl) classroom to say bye to her, but I was too scared to enter and I was worried the activity manager would find me so I went back up but I wasn't too upset about it because I already completed my main mission. Then, I went down to the field, spent some time with my friends, and went to my bus. When I was on the bus, I was worried that I'd get on trouble on Sunday but I tried not to think about it too much. I was happy that I went to the auditorium today because if I didn't, I wouldn't have seen her a single time today. Then, I decided to make her another surprise if I had time during the weekend 💗💗 When I was almost home, she texted me happy birthday and I was so happy! 🤍 We texted for a little bit and that was pretty much it but she boosted my mood so much! 💗💗
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(NOTE: the next day was off to make the celebration a long weekend)
~October 8th, 2023~
Today was so much fun! I unfortunately didn't see her in the elementary morning line but I didn't mind because I was used to not seeing her there anymore due to terrible traffic. I went through the rest of the day normally, until the last session. I asked the teacher to go to the bathroom and she luckily said yes. When I went to the bathroom, I hid the bathroom pass behind the garbage can so that nobody gets suspicious that 2 bathroom passes were found in the same bathroom. Afterwards, I washed my hands from the paint that was on my hands in art class, packed my bag, and fixed my hair. I went to my locker and got her the note I made her during the weekend. It was like a poster with words about how I loved her passed the stars moon etc etc. and twenty million, trillion times infinity which was how much I loved her. (Keep in mind, I got those words from a post on Pinterest) Obviously, I loved her even more than that but that was the best I could do. I went down the stairs at 2:55 P.M. and luckily her class was already leaving so I didn't have to wait for too long. When I went down the stairs, someone was closing the door so I told her just a second and entered. She was with a student which I kind of expected but I didn't mind. I went up to her and hugged her tight and she did that same 💗💗 She told me she expected that I made her a note and I told her I actually did which was a pure coincidence 😆💕 I gave it to her and she absolutely loved everything about it! 💕💕💕 I hugged her again and then she told me that she was talking to the student about something private and they needed a second. I said okay, blew a kiss at her, and went to my bus. The whole ride home, I was constantly thinking about what was the private thing they were talking about and started to feel jealous of that student but I tried to brush it off because it was none of my business and 2, the jealousy would fade away soon 🤍 Wish me luck 💗
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~October 9th, 2023~
Today was literally the best day of the week! I unfortunately didn't see her in the morning line but I didn't mind since I had a session with her. I went through the rest of the day normally, until her session. When I went, I knocked on the door and tried to open it but it was locked. I was so upset but the boys were happy about it for some reason. Luckily, she came a minute later so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💕 She told us that we unfortunately had map testing and I was devastated. When we went into the map testing room, I wanted to cry but she luckily was with us so I wasn't too upset about it. I sat the way she taught me and she smiled at me and I did the same 💕💕. The whole session went by like any map testing session, entering the session name and password, solving as much as we could etc etc. But of course as expected, my class was so noisy during the session and I could barely focus. She luckily yelled at them which was well deserved since no one was able to focus. I solved as fast as possible so that I wouldn't be taken in a future music session and I luckily finished 4 minutes right before the class ended (my score was 219). When we got dismissed, I immediately went up to her and hugged her tight. She did the same and kissed me which made me so happy 💗💗 She said that I looked amazing today and I did the same 💕 Then, she noticed that I was wearing the same earrings I got her on Wednesday and she said that she'll try to wear them tomorrow, she's seriously the kindest and the sweetest 💗💗 I told her that I finished the test to impress her and she was so proud! 💕💕 She told the teacher who is responsible for the testing and he said that he was so proud of me as well. I said thank you, hugged her, and went to my activity. The singing teacher was absent again luckily and it said to go to room 402 (the head of music department's classroom) so I went there and told him why I was here and how the room said to go to his classroom etc etc. Luckily, others that had singing came so we all just sat and watched them practice. They'll were surprisingly good and I saw how good of a music teacher he really was but obviously not as good as her. (Myl) When the time was up, me and the others left so I instantly went to her classroom, luckily she was just leaving so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗 She hugged me as well and I told her that she was my best friend and she said I was her favorite! 💕💕💕 I was so glad that I was still her favorite and I hope it stays that way. She asked me to call her daughter to the reception which I obviously agreed too and went upstairs. I packed my bags and then one of my friends wanted me to go with her to the IT lab to get something she forgot and I agreed since it wasn't going to take too long. When we arrived, I saw her there and she asked me if I called her. I said not yet and how one of my friends needed me to get something with her. She didn't find it so we left and I instantly went to the field. I was searching for her daughter and I luckily saw her sitting on the grass so I went up to her and told her that her mom needed her in the reception. She went immediately so I was walking to my bus and then I decided to go from the reception because 1, it was a lot quicker and 2, I could maybe see her there. I luckily saw her in the field so I immediately ran up to her, hugged her, and told her that I told her daughter. She was surprised by how fast I went and I told her I actually am slow and she said actually that I was really quick. I asked her if I could walk with her to the bus (since our buses weren't too far away from each other) and she luckily agreed. We talked for a little bit and she asked why I wasn't on her bus and I said the same about how I wished she rode mine and that she came only once. She said that it was rarely unfortunately. Then, she said that my bag was so stylish and where did I get it from. I told her thank you and I got it from Glossy Bird. She told me that she'll sign out but she wasn't leaving me, she's seriously the best 💗💗 I told her that she was the best and then she said I was the best of the best! 💕💕💕 We talked for a little bit more and as she was signing out, she asked me to tell my mom that she was saying hi 💕 When she finished, we were waiting for her daughter and she told me that I should go so that the bus doesn't leave me behind and I told her that they wait 🤍 She luckily came a minute later and as she and her (Myl) were packing her bag, her daughter showed her some headphones that she got (I don't know where she got them) and she loved them 💕 I said the same and hugged her 💗 She was trying to put them in the box so I helped her and she said thank you 🤍🤍 Then, she asked her about how her first map test went, etc etc. She said it was great but she still doesn't know the grade. Afterwards, as we were going down the stairs, she asked her if I was with them and she said no I was only going with them. She noticed that her daughter's pants unfortunately got ruined due to play dough and I told her that when I was younger, my pants got ruined the same way. When she arrived to her bus, we said bye and she said I love you and I said the same! 💗💗 Then, I went to my bus and the whole ride home, I was so happy and no longer jealous of anyone!! 💗💗
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~October 10th, 2023~
Today was so much fun! I unfortunately didn't see her in the morning line but I didn't mind since I had a session with her. However, when I went to my locker, I heard one of the boys in my class telling some people from 7A what happened last Monday and even mocking a part of the dance, I was so mad but I didn't pay too much attention to it. I went through the rest of the day normally, until her session. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran down the stairs to her class. At first, I expected them to take us for the map test so after 2 minutes, I knocked on her door and luckily found her so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗 I told her how I noticed that we had the same hairstyle and she said because we're always twins 💕💕 I asked her if we'll have map test or an actual session and she luckily said an actual session. She asked me if I wanted dance or a session (I think) and I said anything 😅. She told me if the class was quiet today (which I HIGHLY doubted), we'll go to the auditorium to practice the dance. I was telling her I hope the class is quiet today and she said the same. When the rest of my classmates entered, I told them that Myl wasn't canceling our show and if we stayed quiet, we'll go to the auditorium. When everyone sat down, she told us that she won't cancel our show and we'll go to the auditorium etc etc. Luckily, my classmates were quiet enough so we went to the auditorium, took off our shoes, and stood on the stage. Everyone at first was talking, pulling each other on the stage (for some reason), slipping etc etc. After all of that, we just went backstage, did the dance and she helped organize us in our new places. We kept practicing and she wanted us to show her the last move since it didn't look good so we showed her in groups, then she assigned some people who knew the move to help teach the ones who didn't. We did that for the next 10 minutes and of course as usual, many people were laughing and slipping on the stage. Then, we just practiced the dance again and got dismissed. As I was trying to put my shoes on, they luckily got in my feet but I had a hard time tying my shoelaces since one of them was too tight. I asked her to help me so that I wouldn't slip on the stairs while leaving. I sat on a chair and she came to me. She told me that I shouldn't pull the lace since it'll get tighter and then tried to untie the lace that was stuck, but she unfortunately couldn't. I complimented her earrings to make her feel happy, she smiled and said she'll try to wear the earrings I got her soon 💗💗Then, she tried to look for a pencil or anything to help untie it but there wasn't unfortunately. She apologized to me and I said it was okay 🤍 Then, I hugged her, told her I'll miss her, and went to my class. I went through the rest of the day normally, until the last session. (keep in mind I decided to go to her to check on her) When we got dismissed, I immediately went downstairs to her classroom. Luckily, the door was still open so I knocked, went inside, and hugged her tight 💗💗 I asked her how she was and she said great 😊💕 She asked me if I could call her daughter to the reception and asked if she was tiring me and I said it was okay and she wasn't tiring me 💗 I told her my mom was saying hi to her from yesterday (which was true) and she told me to tell her hi. Then, she said that I was the best thing in her life! 💗💗💗 I asked her if we can walk to our buses together and she happily agreed 💕 She told me to get her daughter and I can wait for her in the reception 🤍 Then, I hugged her and went to the field. When I was in the field, I Iuckily found her daughter sitting on the grass in the playground so I went up to her and told her that her mom needed her in the reception. She luckily went right away but she was kind of mad today while she was going but I understood that she mainly wanted to stay with her friends. Right after, I went to the reception and I saw Taleya sitting on the couch. I stayed with her and luckily a minute later, Myl came. All 3 of us walked together and she told her daughter that she heard how she got the highest grade in the map test in her class. I was really surprised and proud especially since this was her first map test. She kissed her on the forehead and I hugged her like she deserved and then continued walking. I told Myl that I was really proud of her and she thanked me a lot 💗💗 When she made it to her bus, we hugged and she told me I love you and I said the same! 💖💖💖 I went to my bus and the whole ride home, I was so happy that we walked to our buses together again and that Myl's daughter got the highest grade in her class. I was a little bit jealous, but I got over it quickly because I knew that she couldn't love me more than her daughter and plus, it was still her first map test and it was a huge achievement at her age. I decided going forward to try to get higher grades in the next map tests (language and math) to make her just as proud like when I finished the test quickly yesterday and come up with some moves for the dance 💗 (since she said whoever had an idea for the dance, they should tell her next class)
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~October 11th, 2023~
Today was so much fun!! I unfortunately didn't see her in the morning line but I didn't mind since I had band with her. I went through the rest of the day normally, until the activity. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran to her classroom and when I saw her, I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗 She said my hair looked amazing and I thanked her 🤍 I told her how I didn't straighten or curl it at home but she still said it's amazing, she's seriously so sweet 💗💗💗 When everyone else came, we just practiced the C major scale including 2 new things which I don't remember the names off unfortunately but they were really easy to remember. The second she told me them, I revised them immediately and played as good as I could. She smiled at me a lot throughout the session and so did I which made me feel really good on the inside 💕 We did that for the entire class and when the class ended, I reorganized the chairs in a new way and she loved it!! 💖💖 I hugged her tight and she did the same 🤍🤍 The girl packed the clarinet, she went to wash her hands and when she came back, she asked me to call her daughter to the bus gate today and I agreed. After a few minutes, I asked her if I could walk with her to the bus and she said she'll leave by car. She told me to call her daughter to the reception and she'll wait for me. I hugged her and went to the field. I found her in the playground and told her that her mom needed her in the reception. She went and I went as well. However, it was a very long wait. At 3:08 PM, I went to look for her at the bus gate but I didn't find her so I went back and decided that I'll have to leave at some point so that I don't miss my bus. As I was going down the stairs, she waved at me goodbye and so did I! 💗💗💗 When I was on the bus, I felt kind of upset about not waiting but I knew I was just making sure that I didn't mess things up. I promised myself next time to wait no matter how bored or cautious I get, except if the time is too late of course.
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~October 12th, 2023~
Today was also really fun, I unfortunately didn't see her at the elementary morning line but I didn't mind since I'd have a chance with her at the end of the day anyways. I went through the rest of the day normally, until the last session. Keep in mind that today, we had IT free so I had some time to plan what to talk and ask her about etc etc. I also checked my music grades and I noticed that I got 98 for week 5 (last week) most likely due to us not doing anything on Monday but I luckily got 100 in week 6 (this week) When the last session came, the teacher asked me why do I go to the bathroom everyday in the last 10 minutes and never come back and how she always has to clean up my things and if I even go to the bathroom. I was shocked but I kinda expected her to ask at some point because I did this for a month and a half. I told her that I do go to the bathroom (which is true) and I find out that the session has ended so there's no point in coming back. Luckily, she only told me to clean my things before leaving next time. I was kinda worried that she wouldn't let me go to the bathroom again but I brushed it off. I made sure before asking, I cleaned my stuff and asked at a different time so that things wouldn't look suspicious. At around 2:44 P.M., I asked if I could go to the bathroom and she luckily agreed but this time asked me if I cleaned my things and I said yes. When I went to the bathroom, it was 2:47 P.M. so I waited for another 2 minutes before flushing and leaving. Before leaving, I hid the bathroom pass behind the trash can so that nothing looks suspicious and then looked at myself in the mirror to make sure my hair wasn't messy or my clothes weren't straight. Then, I went to my locker, packed my bags, and went to the stairs. When I made it to the stairs, I didn't see any bags outside of her classroom so I expected them to be in the IT lab for map testing. I went to my locker, grabbed my bags, and went to the field. I checked the hallway for 1st and 2nd graders (because that was where the IT lab was for the elementary students) and unfortunately didn't see anything there either. I began losing hope, until I saw my friend from 4th grade come from the reception so I ran up to her and hugged her 🤍 She told me how she hasn't saw me in a really long time and I said the same. Then, I got straight to the point of why I went up to her and asked her if they had music. She said yes and I asked her where did they have music and she said in the auditorium. I was relieved that there was still hope so I ran down to the auditorium and luckily saw her leaving so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗 I asked her how she was and if she was going to the bus and she said no and she was going to close her classroom first. I said okay and went back upstairs. I went to her classroom again and found her and some boys going with her. I hugged her and told her surprise and she said it was the best surprise 🤍🤍 When she finished closing her classroom, I told her that she smelled amazing and she blew a kiss at me! 💖💖💖 Then, one of the girls that came was asking her about their dance and when she finished, I asked her (Myl) if she needed me to call her daughter to the reception and she said not today since the matron already picked her up, I said okay and went to the reception. When I went to reception, I surprisingly saw her again so I ran up to her and hugged her again 💗 I asked her if she was going to her bus now and she told me she'll do something quickly and then she'll go. I said okay and then I saw her talk to a baby in a teacher's hands. I didn't mind since I didn't even know him or her and plus, babies need lots of attention. When she finished, I told her that the baby was so cute and she agreed 😊💕 Right after, I hugged her and she was going to do what she had to do and I was going to my bus and she saw me and she waved goodbye and I did the same 💗💗 When I was on the bus, I felt very happy on the inside that I saw her everyday this week and most of the times I had with her were long and meaningful, I decided that from next week, I'll try my best to make her an awesome and meaningful card or letter 💕
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~October 15th, 2023~
Today was so much fun! I luckily saw her at the elementary morning line but I knew that I couldn't go up to her until the morning line was over and I luckily had PE the first session so I had a reason to stay in the field. When the morning line was over, I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗 I told her that I missed her so much and she said the same! 🤍 Then, I went to my bag, grabbed the card I made her during the weekend, and gave it to her 💖💖 She loved it and she said that she knew that I was tiring myself and I said that wasn't true. (which was true) Afterwards, I hugged her, and stayed in the field. Since she was still in the field, I sat on the bleachers and I saw her smiling, so I did a heart with my hands 😊💕 I went through the rest of the day normally, until the last session. I was worried that she was going to ask me why I didn't come back from the bathroom again and luckily, she didn't. I did my project like usual so that I wouldn't lose grades for not working during the class and at 2:48 P.M., I asked if I could go to the bathroom and she luckily agreed. Then, I took the pass and went to the bathroom. I was walking slowly because I would take a long time to make it meaning that I'd have to wait for her less. When I arrived to the bathroom, it was 2:50 P.M. so I immediately used the toilet, washed my hands, fixed my hair, and went to my locker. I packed my bags like normally, walked in the hallway for a little bit and then at 2:55 P.M., I saw some people from Grade 8 and some from 7A so I immediately went to the stairs before it was too late. Luckily, the last 3 students wee just leaving so I went down the stairs, knocked on her door, ran up to her, and hugged her tight 💗💗 This time, no one was with her luckily but instead, a girl I rarely spoke too was. I hugged her and she showed me where she was going for her field trip. The location was Fayoum for a day and I told her she was lucky 😊. She asked me where I was going and I told her they didn't tell us yet. Then, someone came in and told us that she needed to talk to her (Myl) privately so I said okay and hugged her 💗💗 I asked her right I should call her daughter to the reception and she said if I could 💖💖 Then, I hugged her and went to the field. I luckily found her daughter right away so I told her that her mom wanted her and then I went to the reception. I actually filmed an instagram reel (which took me around 3 minutes) and then I went. I unfortunately didn't find her but I didn't mind since I already saw her twice and I already did everything that I was supposed to today and plus, I didn't want to be late for the bus again like last week. When I was on the bus, I was so happy the whole time because I saw her twice and everything! 💗💗
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~October 16th, 2023~
Today was literally the best day ever! I arrived at school at 7:47 A.M. so I didn't make it to the morning line but I luckily saw her as everyone was leaving so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗 She told the head of music department (since he was with her anyways) that I was her real best friend which made me so happy! 💗💗 I told her that I was excited because we had a session together and she agreed 💕 I hugged her and went to my class. I went through the rest of the day normally, until her session. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran to her classroom but I didn't find her unfortunately. Luckily, she came a minute later so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗 She was so happy to see me and so was I but the teacher who was responsible for the map testing went up to her and told her that we had map testing unfortunately. She said that she was upset and so was I and when went into the classroom, she told us how the head of school wanted christmas songs only for the winter show and in English so everything that we were doing was canceled. I wasn't too happy that all of our hard work has gone to waste but I was happy that we got to pick a new song! Right after, the teacher said that no one was starting math today which was good since I wasn't motivated to start it yet. While everyone started their map test, Myl asked me why I didn't start my test so I told her that the teacher said that no one was starting math and how I finished the language last session. She was really proud and I felt great on the inside 💕 She told me things that I could do and one of them was to draw using paint and if I made any good drawings, I could show her. I agreed and immediately opened the app. I wanted to write her an I love you card, but I decided to draw some hearts and stars in the end. She smiled at me a lot during the session and I did the same 💕💕 I got up several times to get tissues as an excuse just to give her a hug and she was so happy 💗💗 I hugged her and she did the same 💕 When the session ended, she left to go to the Elementary for their after school activity and I did the same. I hugged her and told her that she looked great today 💕💕 She didn't respond since some kids from Elementary were arguing due to the activity manager not replying to their messages and they wanted to have their activity with her, but I didn't mind. She asked me what I had and I told her singing and she told me to go so that I wouldn't be late. I agreed and immediately went. The teacher wasn't there again because she had quit but I didn't mind and went to the head of music department. I surprisingly had a lot of fun with the high schoolers while singing, laughing and everything! At 3:00 P.M., I left and immediately went to her classroom. I luckily found her so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💖 With enthusiasm, she asked me what was my mission and I said to call her daughter to the reception and she said yes! She told me to wait for her in the reception so that we could walk to our buses together 💗 I agreed, hugged her, and went to the field. I luckily found her daughter right away so I went up to her and told her that her mom needed her in the reception, she was a bit resistant at first but went in the end. I immediately ran to the reception and waited for her. It was 3:10 PM so I decided to go to my bus to not be late and when I was on the bus, someone asked me why I was late so I just made an excuse about losing track of time and she that this was the last time this was happening. The whole ride home, I was so happy that I got to see her 3 times today but I wasn't too happy that I couldn't go to our buses with her anymore. Then, I decided that starting tomorrow, when she asks me to call her daughter to the reception and wait for her there, I'll agree and tell her if she doesn't find me, she should know that I went to my bus not to be late and if she can, she should wait for me in the field so that I don't wait for her forever including to bring my bag with me whenever possible so that I wouldn't waste time going up and down the stairs. I also promised myself to find a good song for the Winter Show to not waste the whole session picking a song and find the cutest hairstyle I could to impress her! 💗
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~October 17th, 2023~
Today was literally the best day ever! I unfortunately didn't see her at the elementary morning line but I didn't mind since I had a session with her today anyways. I went through the first 2 sessions normally, until her session. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran down the stairs to her classroom and luckily saw her walking in the hallway so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗 She was sending a voice message to someone so she didn't say anything but hugged me back 💕 We walked into her classroom and when she finished recording the voice message I hugged her again and this time, she hugged me back and said that I was her heart (I think) which made me so happy on the inside 💗💗 I told her a new song for the Winter Show called "Magic Day" since it was christmas themed and I thought it would work out really well for the show. I asked her if I could show it to her and she said I could search it until she comes back and I agreed. I searched the song up and it luckily was the first result that popped up. As the rest of my classmates came in, she came back a little later and said she was too scared to come in (which was a joke obviously) and I opened the door anyways 😅. As usual, my class was super noisy like always but she yelled at them which was well deserved. She told us that we had to pick a song for our dance today so that we could get to work next week and if we don't pick one, we'll be forced to sing or dance to a Christmas song like the rest of the school. At first, she showed us a song called "Makeba" (which I knew) and one of my classmates just started immitating the tiktok dance and of course, she told him to stop. Then, my class was acting so energetic and crazy for some reason and she simply told us she shouldn't exhaust herself with us and she could let us sing a christmas song. My classmates kept telling her no but she kept telling them that was what was gonna happen. Then, she luckily played the song that I suggested and my classmates didn't really like it (which was expected) and she even told them at least I picked a normal song. One of my classmates asked if this was a Christmas or normal song and she told her normal but it has christmas vibes. Right after, everyone kept recommending songs which were either good or didn't fit the winter show vibes at all. In the end, we picked a song (which I don't remember the name off) and a Michael Jackson song. When we got dismissed, I went up to her and hugged her tight 💗 I asked her what did she think of the song that I suggested and she said absolutely amazing and it was the best one out of all of them 💖 I asked her if she could ask the head of school if I could do a solo dance with this song and she said she'll see 😊💕 Then, she took out a body splash and one of my clasmates wanted to smell it so she sprayed it on them. It smelled just like her perfume that she used everyday so I asked her if she could spray some on me too and she luckily did. I asked her for the name of it, so she showed it to me and it was called "Sunshine" I hugged her again and went to my class. I went through the rest of the day normally, until the last session. Keep in mind that during the break, I went to the library with my phone and immediately searched up the perfume that she sprayed on me. I luckily found it right away and sent it to my mom and asked her if I could get it with my birthday money and she said we'll see when I come home. Anyways, when we got dimissed from the last session, I immediately ran down the stairs to her classroom, tried to open the door, but it was locked unfortunately. I wasn't too upset about it since I had band with her tomorrow. As I was going down the stairs. I surprisingly saw her walking with her daughter, so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💕, she did the same and asked me why I didn't go to her at the end of the day. I told her the truth that our teacher dismissed us late and when we got dismissed, I instantly went to her classroom but her door was locked. She said it wasn't problem at all and now we could go to our buses together 💗 As we were walking, I saw her go up to her daughter's french teacher and she was telling her about how her daughter passed reading and writing etc etc. She was so proud and so was I! 💗💗 She and I hugged her and her teacher kissed her on the forehead 🤍 Afterwards, for some reason, some 1st or 2nd graders were running and screaming in the hallway and Myl immediately yelled at them which was well deserved because they were even louder than any group of kids I ever heard. As we were walking, she went up to 1 of the kids and told them if they screamed again, she'll give him detention and he asked why. She told him that he couldn't scream at home as well etc etc. Then, I asked her if her daughter had passed a map test or what and she told me no, it was a french test. Then she said or a French toast while tickling me 😂💕 As we were walking, her daughter realized that she forgot her jacket so she helped her search in her bag but they didn't find it. She told her daughter to search in the garden (the field) and come back to reception quickly and her daughter immediately went. I asked her when she'll ask the head of school about the solo dance and she said tomorrow or something. As she was waiting to sign out, I hugged her and so did she 💕 Her daughter luckily came back just after she finished signing out and we walked to our buses together. When we arrived to her bus, she was talking to someone and then we hugged goodbye and then I went to my bus. The whole ride home, I was so happy that I got to see her twice today and walk to our buses 💗💗 I decided to work a little bit on my solo dance, and practicing some of the xylophone notes for tomorrow to impress her tomorrow 💖
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~October 18th, 2023~
Today was literally the best day ever!! I unfortunately didn't see her at the morning line today but I didn't mind since I had band with her anyways. I went through the rest of the day normally, until they activity. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran down the stairs and found her dismissing her class so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💕💕 She said that I smelled so good which made me so happy 💗💗 I asked her if she asked the head or school about the solo dance and she told me she hasn't seen her all day but I didn't mind. She said that she was going to the bathroom so I said okay. As the rest of the people came, I organized the chairs in a new way and when she came back from the bathroom, I showed it to her and she loved it! 💖💖 Then, she told us how she had running sessions and that she wanted to go home and some of the girls agreed. She decided to give us free time by letting us watch a movie so she asked us what we wanted to watch and we said anything. We picked a movie called Pennsylvania (I think) and she sat at the back to watch with us. I decided to sit at the back and she got a chair and let me sit next to her 💕💕 I sat next to her and she asked me if I wanted a half of her sandwich, I told her I wasn't hungry but she insisted. I took a bite and it actually tasted really good 😊. I was having a great time and she gave everyone of us Cheetos but I told her I couldn't have because I was allergic to it. Then, she asked us if we wanted to change the movie and some of us said no and yes while I said if she's happy with it then that's all that matters, she smiled and I hugged her 💖💖 In the end, we picked inside out and then switched to another movie which I don't remember the name off. Then, I saw a boy (who was in elementary but with us because he was very talented in music) going up to her and she was teaching him something. I didn't mind nor get jealous because 1, I knew I was her favorite student no matter what and 2, she was only doing it because we were having free time. She asked us if we were bored or starting to get bored so I got up and asked everyone if they were bored or not and some said yes, a little, and some said no. Everyone was geting instruments from the back, so I decided to get a xylophone and play it for a little. After playing it for a little bit, I asked her if I could show her and she agreed. When I finished, she was so proud and I hugged her 💕💕 When the session ended, everyone left and when the girl finished closing up the clarinet, she did the same. When everyone left, I finished reorganizing the chairs again and she loved it! 💗💗 I asked her if she could keep it this way because everytime I come to her class, it changes and she happily agreed 💕💕 Then, I decided to show her my walking since we were alone so I closed the door and asked her if I could show her since we were alone and she agreed. After I showed her, she said that my walking was outstanding and she realized from the beginning 💕💕 She asked me if I could call her daughter from the car gate to the reception and I agreed and asked if we could go to our buses together and she said unfortunately no since she was leaving by car. She told me I love you and I told her I love her infinity and beyond and she said the same!! 💗💗💗 Then, I blew a kiss at her and she did the same and went to the field. I luckily found Taleya right away so I told her that her mom needed her in the reception and she immediately went. When I was on the bus, I felt so happy that I got to spend time with her that wasn't related to music but still, I was super happy! 💗💗
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~October 19th, 2023~
Today was literally the best day ever!! I unfortunately didn't see her at the elementary morning line, but I didn't mind since I was going to see her at the end of the day anyways. I went through the rest of the day normally, until the 7th session. So you may be wondering, why the 7th? Well, our teacher for that subject was absent so we had that period free in the field. I knew that I needed to use this free session wisely because I knew that I wouldn't have this chance ever again so I decided to check the auditorium and see if she was having a session there. After putting my lunch bag upstairs, I immediately went to the reception, down the stairs to the auditorium. When I was walking to the auditorium, I heard some children talking and screaming including her voice so I knew that she was definitely having a session there. I went down the auditorium stairs and saw her Myl with some 3rd graders (I think) so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗 I asked her if I could watch them and she happily agreed. I sat down and for the entire time, they were practicing a dance for the sports day since it was next week. As they were going on to the stage, some of the girls asked me what was my name and what I had and I just told them I had a free class and they should go onto the stage so that she doesn't yell at them etc etc. Most of them were going on to the stage by jumping and sliding etc etc. she of course yelled at them and they kept practicing some simple hand moves and movement on the stage etc etc. It was really entertaining to watch and all but they were seriously really noisy and naughty since they kept pushing one another etc etc. However, they surprisingly did amazing despite all of the drama that had happened. When the session was over, Myl asked me if I liked it and I told her I loved it and hugged her tight 💗💗 She kissed me on my head and the kids were asking if she could take them from their next class but she told them she couldn't because she had 2 running sessions. Then, she asked me what I had now and I told her IT so she told me to hurry so that I'm not late. I hugged her, told her I'll miss her and she said the same and went to my class. We luckily had that class free also but I didn't go to her since she was having 7A's class in her classroom. I went through the rest of the day normally, until the last session. I worked on my project like usual so that I wouldn't lose marks for not working and at 2:49 P.M., I asked the teacher if I could go to the bathroom and she luckily said yes. I luckily didn't find a bathroom pass to take with me so I immediately went to the bathroom as fast as possible. I made it to the bathroom at 2:51 P.M. so I quickly used the toilet, washed my hands, fixed my hair, packed my bags, and went to stairs. I waited for around 5 minutes before she dismissed her class and when she did, I immediately went down the stairs and saw my friend from that class so I ran up to her and hugged her 🤍 She said finally she saw me because it has been a really long time since she has seen me. I said the same and one of the other girls closed the door behind her so I asked her what was she doing and she luckily told me that she was free. I knocked on the door and luckily found her when I entered so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗 I asked her how was she and she said great 😊💕💕 I told her that I got the perfume that she showed me 2 days ago and it's coming today. She asked me if I was serious and I said yes! 💖 She realized that someone from her previous class forgot their jacket so I told her I could ask my friend who it belonged too and she said okay and then asked me if I could call her daughter to the reception which I happily agreed to and then asked her if we could walk to our buses together and she said she's leaving by car today again. I hugged her, blew a kiss at her, and went to the field. I found her daughter right away and told her that her mom needed her in the reception and she luckily went right away. Then, I began searching for my friend everywhere but I couldn't find her at all so I left the jacket somewhere in the field and went to my bus. When I was on the bus, I felt so happy that I saw her twice today and that I got to spend time with her. I promised myself this weekend to work on my solo dance and make a letter or card for her 💕
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~October 22nd, 2023~
Today was so much fun! I unfortunately didn't see her at the elementary morning line but I didn't mind since I was going to see her during the last session anyways. I also tried to go to the auditorium and see if she was having a session during my break time, but she wasn't there unfortunately. I went through the rest of the day normally, until the last session. I worked on my project so that I wouldn't lose marks for not working and at 2:48 P.M., I asked the teacher if I could go to the bathroom and she luckily said yes. I arrived at 2:50 P.M. but I noticed that the door was closed so I went to the other bathroom and washed my hands to get rid of the marker that was on my fingers. When I finished, I went to my locker, packed my bags, grabbed the letter I made her during the weekend, and went to the stairs. Today, she took a lot longer to dismiss the students because she was dismissing them one by one for some reason which I'm guessing was due to their behavior. I decided to go down the stairs and I asked one of the students that I knew from the class where was she and they told me inside. I said okay and then immediately knocked on the door and entered. She still had 3 boys with her but I didn't care so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗 I apologized if I was interrupting and she said no it's okay 🤍🤍 I gave her the letter and she loved it!! 💖 She asked me if I could call her daughter to the reception but then she changed her mind and said no she'll get her. I asked her if we could go to our buses together and she said she was leaving by car. I said okay and hugged her 💕💕 She told me she'll read the letter on her way home and I said okay and went to my bus. The whole ride home, I was so happy that I got to see her smile and talk to her for a little bit, but I promised myself that tomorrow and the rest of this week will be the best week ever!
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~October 23rd, 2023~
Today was so much fun!! I unfortunately didn't see her at the morning line but I didn't mind since I had a session with her anyways. I went through the whole day normally, until her session. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran to her classroom but I didn't find her and later got informed that we were having map testing again. I didn't care since I was already finished so when I went inside, I saw her so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗 She thanked me for sending her a message yesterday and that he daughter was saying hi 😊💕 I got told that I had to go to the discipline director's office (because I'd finished all 3 map tests) and before I did, I hugged her 💗 She smiled and hugged me back 💖💖 I felt upset that I couldn't stay with her but I didn't mind since I was going to have a session with her tomorrow and this was the last time they were gonna take us for map testing anyways. I spent the rest of the time there with some people who also finished and some 9th graders and it was surprisingly fun, but something just wasn't right..
After we got dismissed, I immediately went down the stairs waiting for her so that I could talk to her and I luckily found her with another teacher so I ran up to her and hugged her 💕 I told her that her outfit was amazing and she said that I was better 💗💗 I asked her if she asked the head of school about my solo dance and she said not yet but she'll try to ask her now. I said okay and immediately went to my activity. The teacher was absent, so we were assigned to study hall and the whole time, I was so bored since I didn't know what to do and just didn't feel as accomplished or happy anymore. I knew that this was due to the lack of time I spent with her but I decided to go to her at the end of the day to make myself feel better 🥰 When we got dismissed, I immediately ran to her classroom and saw her yelling at some elementary kids and telling them to leave the hallway, so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗💗 She kissed me and she asked me if I could call her daughter to the reception and we could go to our buses together 🤍 I agreed and immediately went. I found her daughter right away so I told her and went to the reception. I luckily found her (Myl) and her daughter a few minutes later so I hugged her 💗 I told Myl that I sprayed some of the perfume ( it was the same one she sprayed on me last week and I bought my own) today and she was happy to hear that 💕💕 When we arrived at her bus, we hugged and she told me love you and I said the same and to infinity and beyond 💗💗 She said the same, kissed me a lot, and then I went to my bus. The whole ride home, I was so happy that I saw her 3 times today and that I got to spend time with her but I still didn't feel as happy as last week probably because of it being a short amount of time. I promised myself that tomorrow and the rest of this week will be amazing and that I wouldn't feel this way.
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~October 24th, 2023~
Today was literally the best day ever!! 💗💗 I unfortunately didn't see her at the elementary morning line but I didn't mind since I had a session with her anyways. I went through the first 2 sessions normally and when her session came, I immediately ran to her classroom and when I arrived, I knocked and entered. When I saw her, I quickly ran up to her and hugged her tight 💕💕 She told me that she loved my hairstyle and that I was a grown up girl now and I said just like her 💖💖 I realized that I had forgotten the note that I made her last night in my bag but I decided to give it to her during my break time if I was dismissed early and if I wasn't, I'll give it to her at the end of the day. When some of my classmates started to come, she was telling them to say hi or anything and then hugged one of the girls. After she said that, I went up to her and hugged her 💕 She said thank you and that I was the only who was nice in this garbage class 😂🤍 When the rest of the class came, they just started talking like usual and she yelled and told us that if we didn't pick a dance today, she'll pick one for us. She told us that it was going to be a Christmas dance from the options she'll show us. Most of the class was mad about it but I didn't mind as long as she liked the dance 😊💖 She showed us a few options but of course as expected, none of us liked them, even I didn't like them that much but they were better than the ones my class suggested. In the end, we picked the song "Smooth Criminal" by Michael Jackson and a dance as well. She told us that she wants us to atleast practice the first minute of the dance since there was no time. Some of the class took turns doing the first move and it was actually absolutely hilarious! 😂😂 Everyone was laughing and even she was everytime someone messed up or did a move in a weird way. When we got dismissed, I went up to her and hugged her tight 💕 She told me love you so I said the same and I blew a kiss at her and she did the same! 💖💖 After I left, I went through the next 2 sessions normally and after we got dismissed, I immediately ran to my locker, grabbed the note from my bag, and went to the stairs. I waited for about 2 minutes before finding her walking in the hallway so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💕💕 I gave her the note and told her that I wanted to give it to her during our session, but I forgot and she said she loved it!! 💗💗 She told me she'll read it soon and I hugged her again and went to the field. I went through the rest of the day normally, until the last session. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran to my locker, packed my bags, and went to the stairs. I went down the stairs but her door wasn't open unfortunately.. Then, surprisingly, I saw her coming from the elevator (I think) so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight💗 I told her that I was looking for her and she told me that she came for me as well 🤍🤍 She told me that she didn't read the letter yet since she had a session and she wanted me to read it out loud to her 💖💖 I was a little bit nervous since I never read my letters out loud, but I didn't mind because I knew she'd be touched by what I wrote 💕💕 I read the first half of it with as much enthusiasm as possible and she adored it! 💕💕 I told her to read the second half as a surprise and she happily did and when she got to the part that was about how I'll never forget her, she asked me when I do grow up, will I not forget about her and of course I said yes 💕 She continued the last part and when she was struggling on a certain part, I finished the sentence for her and then, she asked me if I'd memorized that line and I told her no and she said she feels that I do and then I asked her if we could go to our buses together and she told me she was leaving by car. Then, I asked why we were on different buses and she just told me she doesn't know and that we should complain to the school as a joke 😂💕 She told me that she was going to the bathroom and then was going to leave so I hugged her one last time and went to my bus. The whole ride home, I felt so much better that I got to see her 3 times today and spend a long time with her including feeling way more accomplished!! 💗💗 I promised myself that I would work on my solo dance and practice the dance that we chose to impress her next week! 💕💕
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~October 25th, 2023~
Today was so much fun!! 💕💕 I unfortunately didn't see her at the morning line today, but I didn't mind since I had band with her anyways. I went through the whole day normally, until the after school activity. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran down the stairs to her classroom as fast as possible and I luckily found her dismissing her previous class so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗 She hugged me back and told me to quickly get inside and I agreed. As everyone else was entering, she came as well and some of the girls just started talking and playing the instruments etc etc. Then, she told us she didn't know why the activity was the last session and she felt like she was going to pass out. I told her get well soon and she thanked me 🤍 She taught us a new note and I luckily learned it very quickly. However, when I was calling someone to give me a stick, he wasn't replying so I kept trying and trying, but he still wasn't saying anything. In the end, she told him that I was talking to him and he just said that he didn't hear me. I finally got the stick from him and started practicing. Then, she told me if I called someone and they weren't replying, I shouldn't keep calling them. I agreed and the rest of the session went by normally. When the class ended, I reorganized the chairs and she thanked me a lot 💖💖 Then, I went up to her and hugged her 💗 She went to check something quickly and when she came back, I went up to her, hugged her, and talked to her about how I was mad that the boy wasn't replying to me. She told me he didn't do it on purpose and when someone wasn't replying to me on purpose, she wanted me to go up to them face to face and ask them why weren't they replying etc etc. Afterwards, a boy from Grade 5 (I think) went up to her and hugged her. She told him he was her favorite son and suddenly, I felt like I wanted to cry. I knew that I was her favorite no matter what but that just broke my heart. I tried so hard to brush it off, but it was hard so I decided to think about it in the bus. Then, I hugged her and went to pack my bags. After I finished, I remembered to ask her if I should call her daughter to the reception so I quickly went to her and asked. She told me she'll get her today and then I asked if we could go to our buses together. She told me that she was leaving by car today and when she leaves by bus, she'll let me come with her. Then, I hugged her and went to my bus. The whole ride home, I was so jealous of that little boy but I knew that 1, he was still a kid and her perspective of me was that I was a lady (cause she was calling me a grown up yesterday), not a little girl anymore and 2, she knew me for a much longer time than him. I'll try my best to get over it and try to impress her as much as possible tomorrow and every single day!! 💗💗
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~October 26th, 2023~
Today was seriously the best day ever!! 💖💖 I unfortunately didn't see her at the elementary morning line but I didn't mind since I was going to see her at the end of the day anyways. I went through the whole day normally, until the break
So you may be wondering, why the break? Well, today we got told that art (the session that I go to the bathroom in to see her) will be the 8th period instead of the 9th and I immediately knew that I'd lose my chance of seeing her if I didn't take action. Luckily, we had IT the 8th session so I guessed it would've been free but just in case it wasn't, I decided to go to her during the break, and that's exactly what I did. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran down stairs to her classroom feeling a little bit nervous but I knew she'd told me that she was free on thursdays and I saw her assistant once leaving her classroom before and there weren't any kids inside. After gathering all my courage, I knocked on her door and entered. She was with the activity manager which I guessed was for the after school activities or organizing the Winter Show, but I didn't mind so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗 She hugged me back and told me thank you for visiting her 💕💕 I told her you're welcome and left since I knew she was busy. I went through the rest of the day normally, until the last session. We luckily had IT free so I knew that I was going to use this free session wisely since I knew I wouldn't have this chance again until we'd have map testing in spring. I spent some of the time with my friends and later went upstairs to pack my bags and took them down to the field so that I wouldn't waste time if I was going to walk with her to our buses. After around 20 minutes, I went to the auditorium to make sure she was having her class there. However, the auditorium door was closed but I didn't bother knocking since I knew she might be having her class in her classroom so I quickly ran up the stairs, through the field, up the stairs to our hallway, and down the stairs to her classroom. I luckily saw bags next to her classroom so I knew where to wait now. I quickly ran up the stairs to the bathroom since I needed to go to the toilet and in the mean time, I washed my hands, brushed my hair, and walked in the hallway for a little bit. At 2:54 P.M., I went down the stairs and waited for about 6 minutes before she dismissed her class. As everyone was grabbing their bags, I went down the stairs and hugged my friend from that class 💗💗 I asked her how she was and she said good 😊🤍 She told me that Myl was inside if I wanted to talk to her, perfect timing as well 💕🤞🏻 I said thanks, knocked on her door, ran up to her and hugged her tight 💖💖 I asked her how she was and she said great 💕💕 She told me love you and I said the same, blew a kiss at her, and left. I knew I didn't want to leave her right away so I went back to her classroom and asked her if she needed help closing up her classroom and she asked me to remove the piano's cable. I kept trying and trying but it wasn't getting out so she did it instead. Then, she asked me to turn off the projector while she goes to the bathroom and I happily agreed 🤍 As I was constantly trying and trying, I couldn't turn it off so when she came back, I told her that I couldn't turn it off so she did that as well. When we finished, I hugged her and told her to tell her daughter I was saying hi and she happily agreed 💗💗 After she locked the door, I hugged her and told her love you and she said the same!! 💕💕 She asked me if I wanted to ride the elevator with her and I obviously agreed. I asked her how her class was and she told me tiring and that they were really noisy. I told her my friend (originally I said her name but all names are gonna be kept private) wasn't one of them and she said she was good and so were the rest of the girls of 4D, but the boys half and half. Then, I asked her which class she loved the most and she said my class because I was in it! 💗💗😘😘 When the elevator opened, we said bye and then I grabbed my bags from the field and went to my bus. The whole ride home, I was so happy that I got to spend a lot of time with her and it made up for what happened yesterday. I decided this weekend to make her a meaningful and special card or letters for her and practice the dance that we chose on Tuesday 💗💗💗
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~October 29th, 2023~
Today was so much fun!! 💗💗 I unfortunately didn't see her at the elementary morning line but I didn't mind since I was going to see her at the end of the day anyway. I went through the whole day normally, until the last session. I worked on my project so that I wouldn't lose grades while laughing with my friends and at 2:48 P.M., I asked the teacher if I could go to the bathroom and she luckily agreed with saying that I should put my stuff away since I was leaving and not coming back. I told her I did (which was true) and then immediately left. I made it to the bathroom at 2:50 P.M. however, the door was locked so I went to the other bathroom but it was also locked. I started freaking out so I tried to open the door and it was completely locked so I went to the other one and it was luckily open so I quickly used the toilet, packed my bags, grabbed the note I made her during the weekend, and went to the stairs. I waited for about 5 minutes before she dismissed her class and when she did, I quickly ran down the stairs and entered. I hugged her tight like usual and she hugged me tighter 💕💕 She asked me if I made her a note and I said yes and gave it to her 💕 She also asked me if my markers were running out of ink and I told her most of them 😂😅. She told me she loved it and thanked me 💗💗 I hugged her again, then she asked me to turn off the projector so I tried but I couldn't, so she called me short (as a joke so don't worry 😊). Then, one of the girls asked if she could do it and she told her that she was even shorter 😂 We kept talking most of the time and also while reorganizing the class etc etc. As well were leaving, I hugged her and went to get my bag. I saw the other 2 girls following her to the elevator but I didn't mind since I knew I'd left for a reason. While I was going down the reception's stairs, I saw her going down as well and I kept going down like normally until she called me and I blew a kiss at her and she did the same!! 💗💗😘 When I was on the bus, I felt so happy that I spent some time with her and everything!! However, I promised myself whenever I see her at the end of the day, I'll bring my bag with me so that I wouldn't have to keep going up and down the stairs just to bring my bag. I also decided to practice the dance so that I could impress her during class tomorrow 💕
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~October 30th, 2023~
Today was seriously the best day ever!! 💕💕 I unfortunately didn't see her at the morning line but I didn't mind since I had a session with her anyways. Surprisingly, during the first session, we got told that music (the 8th session) was swapped with the 4th session and I was really happy since I was missing her so much already. I went through the rest of the day normally, until her session. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran down the stairs and tried to open the door, but it was locked. I got told that we were having our session in the auditorium so I quickly ran down the stairs as fast as I could to the auditorium and I surprisingly found her with 6B practicing their dance. I waved at her and she did the same since she was busy with them. After about 2 minutes, she asked me if I could open the door to the classroom since she still hasn't downloaded the song we chose and gave me the keys. I agreed and immediately ran to her classroom and tried to open it but it wasn't opening. I asked one of my friends if they could do it and she luckily agreed and did it. We stayed in the class for around 3 minutes before she came. I hugged her and she was smiling and did the same 💕💕 As the rest of my classmates came, she told us what we'll do and taught us a few moves for the first part. They were really easy and surprisingly fun to learn 😊🤍 Some of my classmates were complaining about them being embarrassing but I didn't care, they were way easier than the moves in the video and WAY more appropriate. When the session ended, I immediately went up to her and hugged her tight 💕💕 She told me I did an amazing job today and I smiled 💕 I asked her if she could tie my shoes and she happily agreed 💕💕 When she finished, I hugged her and said bye so she did the same 💕💕💕 After I left, I decided to go to her during the break since I remembered that she told me she was free on Mondays during break. When we got dismissed, I immediately ran as fast as possible to her classroom as 6A was going up the stairs. I saw her going towards the elevator so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗💗 I apologized about what happened during the session and she said it wasn't my fault 💕 Then, I asked her where she was going and she told me to get fries from the cafeteria. When we got in the elevator, I asked her if she had a session and she said yes. After the elevator made it, we talked for a little bit and when she got her fries, I hugged her goodbye and she did the same 💕💕 I went through the rest of the day normally, until the last session. I had a lot of fun with the people in choir, but we unfortunately got dismissed at 3:02 P.M.. I ran as fast as light when we got dismissed but her door was locked.. I decided to look for her in the reception so I ran to my locker, grabbed my bags, and went to the reception.I didn't find her in the reception unfortunately but luckily, when I was walking to my bus, I saw her in her bus and she waved and asked me where I was and she was waiting for me. I told her the truth, about how we got dismissed and I immediately ran to her classroom when we got dismissed etc etc. She told me to come and give her a hug, so I immediately went up to her and hugged her tight 💕💕💕 I apologized again and she luckily understood so I went down the steps and went to my bus. The whole ride home, I was so happy that I got to see her 3 times today and everything, but I promised myself (on mondays) if the time is 2:55 P.M. or later, I'll ask the teacher if I could go to the bathroom so that I could find her everytime just like art sessions 🤍
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~October 31st, 2023~
Today was so much fun!! 💗💗 I unfortunately didn't see her at the elementary morning line but I didn't mind since I had a session with her anyways. I went through the first 2 sessions normally and when her session came, I immediately ran down the stairs to her classroom but it was locked unfortunately. I got informed that our session was in the auditorium so I quickly ran down the stairs to the auditorium and luckily saw her coming so I ran up to her and hugged her tight 💕💕 She asked me how I knew that our session was in the auditorium and I told her that someone from upstairs told me etc etc. When the rest of my classmates came, we got on the stage and as expected, the boys were pulling and pushing each other, some of them started talking etc etc. When everyone settled down, we just practiced the dance and adjusted some parts including our positions etc etc. Surprisingly, my classmates made her laugh alot and when I mean alot, I mean alot. I felt a little bit jealous but I knew that she didn't have time to show her love towards me due to stress and everything that was going on in the class. When the class ended as I was trying to tie my shoes, I was having a hard time tying them so I asked her if she could tie them for me and she happily agreed 🤍 She asked me if I had fixed the other lace and I told her I forgot to ask my parents about it and I don't remember what she said after that. After she tied the first lace, I tried to untie the other lace with the comb that was in my pocket and some of the girls asked her about the dance and stuff and they asked her for a note. She said she doesn't have a paper and pen to write it so we asked her if we could go with her in the elevator. She luckily agreed but told us that if she got caught, all of us would get a 0. When we went inside the elevator, some other people came with us and when we made it to our floor, I hugged her and ran with my friends. Then, I decided to go to her during the break so when we got dismissed, I immediately ran down the stairs as fast as I could and luckily, her classroom door was open so I immediately ran up to her and hugged her tight 💗 I asked her how she was and she said great😊🤍 She asked me what I had now and I told her break. She told me to have fun and play, so I said okay and hugged her tight before leaving. I unfortunately didn't see her for the rest of the day and I even tried going to her at the end of the day, but I didn't find her unfortunately.. The whole ride home, I felt jealous due to me not getting the same treatment as yesterday, but I brushed it off 💗
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The Love That Saved Me 💗
Non-FictionTrue Story DISCLAIMERS: - All characters are anonymous for privacy reasons - This story took place in Egypt so week days are from Sunday to Thursday! - Egyptians are extremely affectionate, even ones you aren't very close with so don't take this as...
