18 don't know what to do

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                        Pov
                      Rose

I don't know what to do or how to feel I've always  wanted to know who my father was  but now that I  know he is in the mafia  I don't know how to feel  but I know  I still have to go to work so here I am I my way  to work trying  not to have a panic attack again  I already had  one last night when we got back to lias Noone knows I been having them again  I need to go back to  my Dr and get more of the medication for them I had got better but after  hearing one of my best friends And father is in the fucking mafia  it just  brings back  bad memories 
And I don't know why  I'm upset  that  Lia lied to me  I have lied to her about  what he did for  work  she thought  he work for a business  but he was a gang leader, I was pulled from my own thoughts  when  I see a new girl behind the  corner hi you must be rose right? The girl  asked,  me  yeah I am  who are you?" I asked, I'm new here. My name  is Sophia, but everyone  calls me  shop or hia she said,  alright  hia how old are you? I asked  im 15 almost 16 how old are you she said, nice  im 19 I said,  nice  are you from here or what  she asked, I'm from America  but I moved here to live with one of my best friends  because  my uncle died  and  I didn't  know  where else to go  I said,  I didn't really trust her yet so I didn't tell her everything,  nice  I'm Originally from  Russia  but me and my brother  moved to  America  for a little bit  for his work and then I just  moved here  last week  and my brother will be  moving here in a few weeks  because of  work  she said,  ohh what does he do for work since  it like  yall move around a lot  I asked  he works for a business Company that  is starting to  go all around the world she said,  that's nice how old is he? I asked, he is 24 he actually  just turned 24 about two weeks ago  hia said, that's  nice  are you really close to him are what ? I asked,  some what he works  a lot  so I don't really see him but enough about me, you said  you lived  with one of your friends  where  do your other friends  live  she asked,we still had about
thirty minutes  before  the  cafe actually opened  they are here for now and I don't know if they will stay here or go back to America  I told, her that's  cool I don't really have friends  she said,  and looked  sad maybe  we yall can hang out  sometime  if you want to  I said, yea sure why not here take my phone number and we can  text and setup a  time and place to meet  hia said,alright  sounds like a plan I said,  so that what we  did  and then it was time to open up the cafe 
After about  three hours  it was still  really  busy, hey welcome to  Fincas Cafe what can I get for you today I heard hia said a large black coffee and a lunch sandwich I heard the Familiar voice that I hated hearing,  alright well that be for here or to go  hia asked him, to for here he said,  I don't think he knew I was here because  when he seen me he changed  what he was going to say, alright whats the name for the order hia asked him she knows  just  have her bring it  I heard the  fucker say, uhh ok it will be done in a little bit  hia said even tho Leonardo  had already  walked away to go sit down at a table,  rose that- hia went to say but I cut her off yeah I heard what he said  make his order and I will take it to him I said, as I rolled my eyes  alright  but who is he? Is he your boyfriend?   Hia asked, no he is not my boyfriend  he is one if my friends  cousin  I  said, and took his order from hia oh ok so is he single? She asked, "I don't know, and I don't care i said 

                                                                 
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Well then.....

This is what I think Sophia looks like

This is what I think Sophia looks like

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