"Why do I hope she doesn't remember? Why do I wish she wouldn't uncover those memories that could make her despise me even more? I want a fresh start with her; I want to be the man I should have been during our marriage, and I would do anything to make things right," I murmured, my gaze fixed on her.
"I wouldn't recommend that; you can't deceive her like that..." he cautioned, and I shot him a look that silenced him immediately.
"Enough!!, do you know how long i felt pain because of what i did, do you know why i would cut my self each night when i remember the pains i caused her, and now you tell me to give her a chance to hate me again, when i can rewrite everything from the beginning " i responded and he looked at me in horror.
I knew it was selfish of me, i knew wrong wrong, but i had to, i couldn't imagine it if she hates me again, what if she couldn't look into my eyes because of what i do to her, i couldn't live with that and i would do all i can to bury the past, even when i knew it was selfish of me.
Before Aiden could say a word the door busted open, and one of my men came in.
"What is it" i snapped rudely at him pissied off, that i was interrupted by him.
"It's the Russians Don, they have declared war" he informed me as i furrowed my brows in anger.
I knew Ivan would strike back seeing as he survived the shooting, something told me he was the answers to my questions that were flowing through my mind.
"What happened to Clarissa"
"And how did she come to lose all memories of me?"
"and how did she end up almost married to him"
These questions ran through my mind, and i knew i had to get them.
"Good, i would do everything to take away Eve, prepare the men and secure our goods, we have a dire situation in our hands" i ordered Aiden, as he nobbed and let the room
Leaving me with her.
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Chasing His Betrayed Ex-wife
RomanceFollowing her divorce from Dominic, Clarissa was involved in an accident that erased all her memories. A year later, during her wedding, a stranger interrupts the ceremony and claims to be her husband. However, she has fallen for her ex-husband's...
