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Confrontation (JJ/Fem!Reader) Part 2

*Continuation from the previous imagine*

Summary: It's been a few months since JJ rejected you, and because of this, you've been avoiding her invites to hang out, even without Emily. JJ has had enough and decides to confront you about it. 

Warning(s): A little drama, profanity

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Invite #1: "Hey Y/n, Emily and I are going to see a movie this weekend. Wanna come?"

Answer #1: "I'd rather not third wheel."

Invite #2: "Hey Y/n, Emily, Garcia, Spencer and I are going to the downtown Festival this weekend. You should join us."

Answer #2: "No thanks."  

Invite #3: "Hey Y/n, Emily's going to a conference in LA for the week. I'm down to hang out if you want to go somewhere with me."

Answer #3: "Sorry, I'm busy all week, with work and whatnot." 

Invite #4: "Hey it's been a while since we last hung out. Want to go see a movie with me? Emily is taking Sergio to the vet." 

Answer #4: "I've got plans already. Sorry."

When you told JJ no for the 4th time, JJ was getting annoyed. You two were close since the beginning, but ever since JJ rejected you, you had been acting distant towards her and she wanted to know why. She hated how things were between you two. She wanted it to stop. "Hey Y/n, can you come to my office so we can talk?" JJ asks you when she passed by your desk. You were about to tell her no but she gave you a dirty look, "Please." 

You sigh, knowing you had no choice. You stood up and followed her into her office. She closed the door. "What is going on with you? Why don't you want to hang out with me anymore? Did I do something?" She asks you, folding her arms, standing in front of you. You shrugged, "I'm just a busy person." 

"That is bullshit and you know it." JJ snapped, and you were a little taken aback from her tone. "Does this have anything to do with Emily and I dating? You never acted so distant from me before and when I told you about me and Emily, it's like you became a whole other person." She says, and you shake your head, denying it. "Maybe I've always been this person."

"No you haven't. I miss you, and I miss us. If me dating Emily was such a bad thing, you should've came to me so we could discuss it." 

"It wouldn't have changed anything. I asked you out, you said you were with Emily, and okay fine, I was hurt, because JJ, I haven't told this to anyone except for Morgan and Reid because they can literally see through my BS apparently, that I fucking love you. I am so completely in love with you and I really thought it would've clicked right then and there for you to figure out when you told me you were dating Emily. But it didn't. You just went on like nothing happened, so I decided that I didn't want to be around that...or you, for that matter. I tried to move on from it, and honestly, I shouldn't even be speaking to you because that only makes it that much harder." Tears welled up in your eyes as you admitted your love to the woman of your dreams, and she was in shock. 

"I-I didn't know, Y/n. You-you should have came to me. I-"

"What could I have said to you, JJ? You're so happy with Emily that I decided my happiness no longer mattered. If I ruined what you two had, then that would've made me the worst person on the planet, so no, JJ, I couldn't have came to you. I couldn't face you. I decided to ruin my own happiness by letting you and Emily continue your love for each other. That's how much affect on you have on me." You sat down as more tears poured from your eyes, and JJ just stood there, not knowing what to say. You couldn't exactly read her either. After a few moments, you calmed down, and stood back up. "I'm sorry for putting all this on you, JJ, but you needed to know. You don't have to do anything with this information. You and Emily clearly belong together, so um, I really do wish you the best." You say, about to walk out.

"This sounds like a goodbye." JJ finally spoke out, and you chuckled. "I'm not leaving the team."

"Thank goodness because I wouldn't be the same if you left. You have an affect on me too, Y/n." JJ told you as she stepped closer to you. You sigh, "I'm sure I do. I'm, uh, gonna go home for the night. I'll see you Monday." You say before walking out, leaving JJ alone in her thoughts.

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Later that night, you turned off the TV and got up to go to bed until you heard a knock on your door. You looked at the time. It was almost midnight. Who could it possibly be at this hour? You looked in the peephole and saw a familiar person on the other side of the door. You unlocked your door and opened it, revealing a distraught JJ. 

"JJ?" You had to admit, you were a little surprised to see her at your door. 

"I love you too." She spoke out, and you stood there in shock at her words. "I know, I know you're probably thinking 'Why didn't you say something months ago' or 'Why didn't you say anything tonight?' Well, Y/n, while it's true I love Emily, I'm in love with you. She and I had a fight tonight and uh, she gave me an ultimatum. You or her, and I thought about it and I decided that if someone like her had to give me ultimatums like that, then she doesn't deserve me. I think I was only with her because almost everyone on the team believed it was meant to be, and then I met you and well, I thought you were straight. You and Derek were always flirting, and I thought I didn't stand a chance, so when Emily asked me out, I told her yes and I did fall for her but while I was with her, I kept thinking about you, and then I found out you liked girls and I felt like the biggest idiot on the planet. You began to act like you had a crush on someone and I 100% believed you were in love with someone outside of the team so I had to push my feelings for you away. It's...it's a long story, but the point is, I've always been in love with you, Y/n, and I want you if you still want me." 

You couldn't believe what you were hearing. JJ was always in love with you? She never showed any signs. She never looked your way once. Was this really real?

You finally exhale from the breath you had been holding in, taking in her words. "I-I don't know what to say. You-you never showed any signs-"

"I couldn't. Emily can read me better than you think. That's why I pushed my feelings for you away." She replied, and you motioned for her to come in and you closed the door behind her. You removed a strand of hair and put it behind her ear and you leaned in, pressing your lips on hers. She placed her hands on your cheeks as you two deepened the kiss, moving it to the couch. 

The rest of the night is self-explanatory. 

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Yay a happy ending :D and no, I have absolutely nothing against Emily. Trust me, I ship Jemily lol but this was fem!reader so I needed the jemily storyline to end somewhere :) next imagine will be coming soon!