Cruel love

Chapter 23 Barbara

Warning : 18 plus, smut content ahead

Enzo just left the house. He just left it. Just like that. Did he decide to leave me alone, was it so easy. I was going crazy for the last 6 months, thinking about what I would do if Enzo found me.
I literally travelled to a different corner of the world changed my name, dyed my hair and cut them just to disguise myself.
All of it just to be safe, just to not get caught.
And when I was caught I was able to convince him to leave me alone.

My lips curled in a small smile in victory. My shoulder relaxed a little bit, brushing away tension. I got over the biggest fear of my life. I was going crazy all those times thinking about the day Enzo would come and destroy my life all over again. But I managed to push him away and now that he is gone for good I don't feel as happy as I should. I should be going crazy with joy and I am happy but this happiness feels empty.
Do I love, no no no NO Barbara don't go there you can't love him after all he has done. He killed your father you can't fall for him.

I was about to go to the kitchen and grab a glass of water to calm myself. To get a hold on what just happened. Suddenly the main door opened once again and there he was, you guessed it right Enzo Russo. Again, I just can't anymore. I sat on the sofa to relax my emotions. Enzo walks so calmly, his steps are so calculated just like a predator who is about to attack his prey. He sat right in front of me and kept his leg open and laid back on the backrest like he is the king of this place. His stupid broad shoulders rest on the sofa, God I hate them so much.

I glared at him and he glared back at me in response. I didn't break our little stair competition and calmly this time I said "what part of I don't want you, you don't get Enzo". He raised an eyebrow at my calm tone or my attitude or what I said, I don't know. Then tilting his chin down he said calmly "why? you wanted me very much before. You cried when you thought I was gone. What happened all of a sudden that you decided to pull off this stunt of escaping me?"

Is he serious, does he think I am a fool, does he think I am so dumb or he thinks he would kill my dad I would still love him like crazy. Anger boiled in my veins and I replied to him this time in a not so calm tone "I didn't want you it was just a case of stalk home syndrome, I didn't have anyone, I was alone and vulnerable." I sighed just to calm my boiling anger. "But now I have a perspective, I know I don't want you, I never actually in the very first place."

He smirked "I call a bullsh*t on that". He stared at him in anger. How dare he. "But you know you are bound to be with me according to the deal I had with your father Robert, you just can't break it like that. I take my business and deal very seriously." My anger boomed on another level. How dare he take the name of my father with his filthy mouth. He killed him.

I stood up from the sofa and slapped him "you monster, you killed my father, now you want to make me your sex slave". He got up too and stared in anger at me. I flinched and closed my eyes shut and waited for his slap, a couple of moments passed but it didn't come. I opened my eyes "where is Robert Barbara?" he asked almost concerned. "Stop the show Enzo, I know the truth" I said irritated. How could he act like that.

"I am not putting in any show Barbara, I didn't even know Robert was dead."
"Seriously Enzo stop with your lies you are now disrespecting my dead father".
"I am not lying Barbara, I don't lie, I am a man of honour, I will own it if I kill somebody. I didn't like your father he betrayed me, but I gave him word that I will spare his life in exchange for you and that's what I did. I am a man of my words Barbara." I stared back at him in confusion. He looked so convensing. God he is such a good actor.

Tears started falling down my eyes "Enzo I know your men killed my dad, I didn't even get to see him one last time. You didn't even think about Lily and Liam once." More tears started falling down my eyes. Enzo held my face in his palms and wiped my tears "I didn't kill your father Barbara, I would never do anything that would hurt you." I leaned into his palm a little his touch is so gentle. I want to believe in the honesty in his eyes.

I closed my eyes and took one step away from his hold. "Don't touch me with the hands that have the blood of my dad".

He asked in annoyance "who told you, I killed your father Barbara". "I saw the video of my father when you kidnapped him he asked me to run away from you and one of your men showed me a video. Now stop lying for the love of God Enzo."
"I am not lying, Barbara which of my men showed you the video."
"So you can kill him too".
"For the last time Barbara, I am not a liar,
I take an oath in my honor, in the New York mafia, I have not killed or ordered my men to kill your father."
I don't want to believe him but he wouldn't just take an oath on his work and honour, it's everything for him.

With a little hesitation. I told him everything about his man James approached me in the grocery store and showed me the video and helped me escape.
He listened and held me by shoulder "I promise you I will find the man who killed your father and bring him in front of you to confess the truth."

"You will ?" I asked in shock he nodded in confidence and I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him he hugged me back and rub soothing palms "I missed you so much sweetheart". I missed him too, his touch, his care, his voice, but I just couldn't say it.
We stayed like it for a long time. Enzo started kissing my neck and shoulder. Then he captured my lips in an intense and desperate kiss. He was devouring me like he was afraid that I would disappear.

He held my butt and I jumped and wrapped my legs around his hips. He dropped me gently over the bed. I was so lost in our kiss I don't even know when he took us to bed. I stood over the bed and looked down on me, his eyes darkened with desire. He didn't make a move for quite some time. I move my hands over my top to remove it. "No" he said. I stared at him in confusion. "I will do it" he said.

He took my hands in his palms and kissed them slowly. Then he moved his kisses over my arms, shoulder and neck, at a slow and gentle pace. Then he raised my top inch by inch over my belly kissing my stomach softly. I squirmed in pleasure when he started kissing one of my breasts over my bra and cupped another one in his hand. Then he moved to my other breast. This slow burn of pleasure is like a drug. He removed my top and moved his hand under my back and unclasped my bra and removed it. Then he kissed each of my breasts one by one giving them ample time.

He trailed down his kisses from my breasts to my stomach and then he removed my jeans slowly. He kissed my feet and moved his soft kisses from my legs to my thighs. My underwear is clung to my pu*sy because of my arousal and he stared at it for a moment. Embarrassment filled me and turned my cheeks red. He started kissing my sex over my underwear and I was a goner. I moaned and came, he was not even inside me.

He slowly removed my underwear and I lifted my legs for him.

He removed his clothes and I ogled at his perfect body. His muscular toned body, his broad shoulders. His beautiful tattoos. Then he removed his underwear and his d*ck sprang in my direction. I smiled at him "he missed me too". He smiled back at me "yes he did".

He raised my legs over his shoulder and dived into my pu*sy and I moaned and whimpered under his skillful licks and sucked. He groaned over my wet pu*sy. Then he moved his tongue inside me and fu*ked me with his tongue and I shattered with my release but he didn't stop licking my juices.

He moved his fingers inside me and circled around my swollen clit and started sucking it. I cried and moaned with pleasure. He pumped his fingers at a slow pace "faster" I said breathlessly. He smirked and met my gaze and lifted his head a little to say "did you let anyone touch what's mine?" "No" I replied and he fastened his pace. I came with a loud moan.

He pressed a longing kiss on my lips and his hard c*ck rubbed against my wet folds and he groaned in my mouth in response. He entered inside me completely in one go and I gasped in sudden intrusion and pain. "You are so tight sweetheart" he said and started brushing soft kisses on my forehead. "You are so big Enzo" he said brushing his lips across my forehead "you are doing an amazing job sweetheart, taking me so beautifully."

He started moving slowly and I wrapped my arm around his back digging my nails around his back. He started moving faster and harder hitting a sweet spot over and over again and I came with a loud moan. He didn't stop and moved harder with grunts and then he came with a loud grunt. And fell on me for a brief second and then he moved to my side.

I snuggled beside him. I kept my head on his chest and planted my one leg over his leg. He wrapped one arm around my waist and wrapped the fingers of his other hand over my hair strands. "I liked your black hair better" he said. "Me too" I admitted and yawned he snorted a laugh "you should sleep". I didn't want to, I wanted to be present at the moment but my lids grew heavy and I placed my head over his shoulder and sleep.