There were several things going through my mind that night. Why do I feel so empty? How will I survive, knowing that the one person I loved so dearly is gone forever now? Why doesn't any of this feel...real? I was scared. Scared of what's to come, scared of being here withouth her. It seemed almost impossible in a way. Even though we didn't see each other every day I missed her even more greatly now. What if the last thing she remembered before her...dissapearance was an unnecissary fight I started with her? Did she even think of me? The thoughts were driving me crazy, so crazy that I couldn't physically stay in bed anymore. I stood up and went to my balcony.
The air was cool and crisp, since autumn was already beginning to crawl over the large cityscape I lived in. I watched the cars and people go by, all the blinking and flickering lights and noises like shouts, cars and the soft wind that whistled through the tall buildings. I wondered about all the small looking people and what their lives looked like right now. There were so many different people, so many different lives, each with different and personal problems and inner conflicts. Each with different preferences, dislikings and abilities. Individual. Never the same. This thought kind of helped me calm my mind a bit. I wasn't entirely alone. Everyone had problems. But yet...
I fell asleep sometime early when the sun had already started to rise. I slept through until early afternoon and woke up feeling unrested and still internally upset. God, how long will this feeling last? I'm already so sick of it...
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Town of memories
Genel KurguAfter losing her mother, the only part of family she had left, Sonya felt as lonely as never. The town she's living in didn't help her with moving on, as everything reminded her of her mother. The memories were overwhelming, can she ever move on? T...
