Midnight love {Nika Muhl}

Part 18

                                  Nika muhl

I looked myself over in the mirror once more before I decided to leave. Azzi invited us all to a party tonight. After the hell of the week I've had. All the missed shots and constant thoughts about Violet. I need something to relax.

Most of the girls left about 30 minutes ago. I told them I would catch up as I needed to take shower to ease my aching muscles. After I showered I curled my hair and just threw on some slightly baggy jeans and a cropped black top.

As I sat in the back of the Uber I decided to a check my phone.

@violetm

@violetm me and @kayleev and @avyyy are evil master minds! 😛✌️

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Is this girl trying to kill me? Like genuinely how does one look so hot.

As I arrived to the address I thanked the driver before hopping out of the car. As I walked into the house it reeked of sweat and alcohol. I quickly made my way to the kitchen pouring myself a hefty glass of vodka to ease my mind.

I found the rest of the team on a couch in the living room. I took my seat next to Azzi and before I could comprehend what was happening next I began to search around the room. Scanning every possible place for Violet.

I already knew what she was wearing thanks to her Instagram post. But you see girls in sequins skirts are not a rarity at a frat party.

Once I found her I watched as she drunkly stumbled around the dance floor. She quickly held her hand out pulling a random girl closer to her. The girl looked to be about 5'6. She had dark brown hair and olive skin. And I hated the way she looked at my violet.

The way her eyes raked up and down her body. I felt myself tense up as the girl rested her hands on violets waist. The way I did. She held her tight against her body as Violet swayed her hips to the music.

I don't like this at all. My Violet. Out there dancing with some random bitch.

I looked away for a moment zoning in on the conversations from the girls around me. And when I looked back I watched as Violet kissed the girl. The kiss quickly turned into a make out and I quickly looked away as I felt the knot it my stomach tightening.

I quickly threw back the rest of the liquid in my cup before taking kks cup from her hand. "Uh girl boo. Excuse you?" But instead of responding I simply chugged hers back to.

"Damn nik what's got you all fired up?" Paige said clapping a hand against my back. "Who wants to play beer pong" I simply responded.

We were on our third game of beer pong and I had a clear view of Violet the entire time. Azzi went and joined her on the dance floor a while ago. I watched as Azzi introduced her to yet another girl. Violets already kissed 4 tonight.

The last time I almost stormed right up to them and ripped them apart but I'm not quite drunk enough for that yet. But I'm almost there.

"Nik it's your turn!" Aubrey said waving a hand at me. I just nodded back and took my shot. Which I missed horribly. I've lost both games before this and I'm one cup away from losing this one.

Aubrey quickly shoots her shot making it into my last cup.

Her and kk celebrate as I down the final cup and look back over to Violet. I watched as she kissed yet another girl. But not just any girl. A girl from the lacrosse team. Hannah.

You think I'm bad for what I did. Obviously you have never heard anything about Hannah Moore. It's rumored that she's fucked every girl on the lacrosse and soccer team. She's the biggest player ever. She fucks dips and then comes back when she wants more.

I watched the way Hannah kissed her the way her hands touched her body and I simply couldn't take it any longer. I had watched Violet all night constantly reminding myself. She is not mine. She is not mine.

But god do I miss the way we would cuddle. The way her sleepy voice said good morning to me after we would have sleep overs. The way she looked at me. The way she laughs. The way she smiles. The way she kisses. The way she touches me. And most overall the way she makes me feel. God does it scare me but I could honestly care less.

I felt my feet begin to move as I walked quickly over to the pair of them. I watched as Violet pulled away from the kiss and took this was my shot.

I quickly and abruptly pushed Hannah back. "Yo what the fuck dude?" But instead of saying anything back I instead swung. And before I could even process it my fist landed a hard right hook to her face.

I looked over to Violet who looked absolutely horrified. But not for long as she grabbed my by my wrist and lead me threw the house.

We were soon met with the cold November night air.

I thought she was going to say something to me but as she continued to lead me somewhere. But when she didn't I knew that I would have to say something first.

"Where are we going?" I said confused.

It took her a moment to respond but when she finally did she said. , "to my dorm. I need to clean this up." She said referring to my bloodied knuckles.

Before I knew it I sat on violets bathroom sink as she stood between my legs working expertly to clean my torn open knuckles. I was about to say something when she randomly started speaking.

"Sometimes I wonder how people never noticed. I would have a black eye and Austin would have busted up knuckles worse than these and no one ever put two and two together. No one ever helped me. Except for you. When you asked me those questions that day. The question that everyone wanted the answer to but never had the guts to ask. You made me realize I needed to help myself. I thought you were better than a quick fuck nika." She said so calmly it kind of scared me.

I didn't know what to say. I hate opening up to people so much. Being vulnerable means people can have control over me that's not how it's supposed to be.

"I'm scared." I said simply.

"Scared of what?" She said almost angry.

"Scared of getting hurt."

"Nik you know I would never hurt you."