Charles Pov."What?" I said barely above a whisper.
He looked away."That's part of why I wanted to try and find you. I just didn't expect to.. not like this. I didn't know so many feelings would rise. . But it's my duty to with uphold the law in the castle. I'm next in line for the throne, my dad is on his death bed. I have no choice... "
"Bullshit ! You have a choice, just don't marry. Don't take the crown, have someone else take it!" I said coming up next to him, frantically.
"You know that's not how it works.." he said lowly.I stared at him, my hand on his bicep.
He looked down at my hand,
"Please don't.. " I said , so pathetically. I couldn't think of anything else but to beg him not to.He cleared his throat as he turned to me.
"I have no choice. .I can't see you anymore after this." He said, cupping my cheek.I felt tears well up and over as he gently wiped them with his thumb off my cheek, leaning in to kiss my forehead.
Staying there for a moment.
"I love you so much. I always have... Charles, I always will"
I sniffled nodding, hopelessly.
I threw my arms around his shoulders hugging onto him in the same way we did as we were kids. He sighed, leaning into my shoulder as he hugged me back, slowly and gently rubbing my back.
"I'll make sure you're taken care of. You don't have to work the brothel anymore. I'll make sure you live a happy life, even if it's without me."
He said.
I cried, unable to stop it.
"I don't want any of that.. I don't care , I don't need it. " I croaked weakly
"I just want you..I'm sorry I broke our promise, I'm sorry" I whimpered hugging him tightly. My tears soaking his shoulder.I heard him sniffle, trying to hold himself together.
"I love you too" I croaked.
My last attempt.He pulled away wiping my face, his flushed, as he leaned in, kissing me softly and slowly.
Leaning his forehead against mine, our eyes closed as he pulled back, his hands on my hips, and mine on his jaw.
"What if I said wanted to be yours, what if I-" I said
He shook his head no.
"It doesn't matter.. even if we were together, it still .wouldn't . matter. And I don't want to put you through that, you deserve so much better" he sighed." please" I whispered
"I'm sorry" he breathed.
I felt my eyes tear up, my heart breaking and yearning at the same time.
I kissed him , slowly , moving my head from side to side as I kissed him more, my hands wrapping around his neck. He pulled me up against him, his around my lower back, leaning me backwards.
"Make love to me.. please.. all night, over and over as much as we physically can. Burn your love into my mind" I whispered against his lips, my tears rolling.
He didn't hesitate as he leaned down and placed his hands under my thighs, lifting me and carrying me to his bed.Making a mess of me repeatedly through the night. Lost in loving eachother , making up for all the time lost with what little was left.
Tomorrow he becomes king, and I can't do anything about it.
That morning, he put a necklace over my neck, as we stood naked, the sunlight shining down through the windows.
"I'll always think of you, I promise. " he said.
I changed back into my clothing.I kissed him hard one last time, as I turned and left through the window, restraining myself not to look back at his window as I walked into the forest. Alone , all over again.
Already desperately missing him.As I reached town, I slowly headed into the market to buy things.
Nicholas had said he would set me up with a comfortable home so I didn't have to live or work in the brothel anymore , and I cold just work as blacksmith comfortably. But it didn't comfort me in the way it was suppose to.
It just made me wanna cry more.
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✨(Mature):Nick n Charlie's One Shot Stories✨
FanfictionWARNING: Mature readers only. Read at own risk. Stories contain even amounts of fluff and graphic smut. The Farther you read into the collection the more descriptive it gets. COVER ART WORK IS MADE BY ME, ITS MY TAKE ON NICK AND CHARLIE. PLEASE DO...