Allure of Darkness!

11. His Death!

Mikhail's POV

Love? I chuckled to myself. I have never encountered this thing and if I haven't experienced it then it's not in existence. Love doesn't exist for me, it's a myth. People have named their selfish desires love.

I am not a man of love, my life holds darkness. I can't be the prince on white horse. I am darkness with black cloak of my evilness. Since childhood I have seen only violence and blood, now everything is tainted and I am covered in mud of this evilness. There is no chance for any lotus of love to bloom.

I am cursed with evilness, the way my mind works is evidence of that. There is nothing good in me. I like when people fear me, I like when I hear screams, I like when I turn my enemies into dust. That's me!
How can I be a good person when Leonardo's dirty blood is running in my veins. Of course I have his evilness in me.

The scream died down when I finally ended the misery of the men who tried to kill Marona.

I must say that I was impressed when I saw how she tried to protect herself. Her presence of mind is amazing. She was too quick to understand that her car is going to burn down. The way she calculated attacks and tackled them was impressive.
Smart little bird!

Everything is good about her except for two things. She gives too much importance to love and she chose Laurence.
She thinks every feeling has love hidden behind it but I feel that every feeling has selfishness hidden behind it.
We are in contrast.

Except for these two things, everything in her is captivating.
I didn't know her until I woke up beside her naked in the dorm. It was a fun night and I drank too much.
I wasn't aware of what I was doing until I opened my eyes and saw her beside me.
Her soft face is still printed in my mind.
She was equally drunk as me and was not going to wake up soon. Our naked bodies were tangled together and I swear, I hadn't seen a spellbound body like her.

I saw a blood spot on her thighs and realised that it was her first time. No matter how much I wanted to wake her up and see her reaction, I had to clean her and take back to her dorm.
After writing my signature message on the note, I pasted it on her mirror and didn't turn around to look back. Because I shouldn't have been with her in the first place. It was dangerous for her.

The hangover died down but the memories of that night became clear. She felt euphoric. It wasn't my first time to be with a girl but she was hard to forget. She stole something from me and I am still wondering what.

I decided to stay away from her because I knew that I was not the right one for her. There was no future because I knew that if I would show interest in her then I would have got engulfed in her completely. It would have become difficult to control myself.
I wasn't ready to take that risk because Leonardo was always behind me, trying to control me with my weaknesses and he didn't find any because there was no weakness which could control me. Leonardo had started seeing his doom in Rafael and Damon and I are his backbones, that's why he always targeted both of us.
If I had gotten involved with Marona then Leonardo would have targeted her for sure and I wasn't that powerful at that time to protect her from danger. She didn't even try to find out about me, maybe it was just a one night stand for her and I was okay with that. I am not a saint, I have had my fair share with girls.

I was okay watching her from afar, seeing her smile and enjoying her studies, doing her things with happiness on her lips, she was trying to enjoy everything and I felt that I was right about my decision. She didn't deserve my darkness, it would have dimmed her light.
Until she decided to fall for Laurence. I still don't understand how she fell for him and why? Laurence fakes his good side in front of people but Marona is smart enough to understand it. I still wonder why didn't she?
Laurence is a mini version of Leonardo, he wasn't psycho like his father but he was dumb. He was always insecure of Rafael because he knew that Rafael could be a threat to his throne.
He also knew that Leonardo won't be there for a lifetime to support his obedient son so Laurence started gathering powers. Trying to win people for his side and what not.
I don't know how much it would have helped him but I am sure that it was not enough to fight against Rafael.