Allure of Darkness!

70. Distracted!

Marona's POV

The life is peaceful now, I have got everything which I always wanted. 
Mikhail was difficult in the beginning but later I realized that he is a softy. 
I had lost hope that I'll ever find a home which will belong to me but I did. Mikhail is my home now. 

He is struggling to express his love towards Sabrina but I can see that he has accepted her. Hopefully with time their relationship gets stronger. 

The girl somehow knows how to melt his heart. She doesn't go to anyone if Mikhail is near. She is so cute. 
Andres is a calm one, there is no doubt that he will be like his father. 

I came back home and checked on kids. They were sleeping so I went back to my room. Mikhail was not home, god knows where he goes. He is staying distracted nowadays. 

I tried to talk to him to understand the reason behind his stress but looks like he doesn't want to share it. 

I was about to prepare for a shower but Mikhail entered the room. As usual he looked lost. His face held some mixed feelings. Something like anger, frustration, sadness and guilt. 

What's wrong with him? 

He looked at me and gave me a small incomplete smile while taking off his shirt. 
I followed his movements as he went straight to the washroom. 

I heard the shower running and entered behind him. He was standing under the shower like a rock. His back was stiff and tension was running through his veins. 

I couldn't resist myself from approaching him. My arms wrapped around his body as I hugged him from behind. He never fails to remind me how big he is. 

"Why the water is so cold?"
I gasped when my body started freezing under it. 

He turned on the warm shower and looked at me while turning around in my hold. His eyes were intense as he looked down towards me. 
Why is this man so beautiful? My heart starts pumping blood faster than it should whenever he is close to me.
"Why are you so lost?"
I asked running my hands on his bulky arms. 

The feeling of pride swells in my chest whenever I think that this man belongs to me. 
He is mine, mine to love, mine to take care of and mine to cherish. 

His thumb caressed my chin as his eyes didn't lose the intensity. 
"Will you find me if I ever get lost?"
His deep voice travelled through my body along with the water. 

"I will, even if I have to sell my soul for it."
I admired his beautiful face. 

His strong arms pulled me in a hug with a strong sigh and rested in my embrace. 
"I can never measure the depth of love I have for you... Why am I so addicted to you?"

"Is it a bad thing?"
I asked while letting his touch allure me. 

"Yes, it's dangerous..."
His hands caressed my curves. 
"You have caged my soul and there is no escape."
He sounds so passionate about it. 

I touched his cheeks.
"You are no different... You started this game and I ended it. We both are caged now."

I leaned closer and our lips met. He was warm and passionate. His hand fisted my hair and deepened the kiss.
He is the place I always searched for. My struggles didn't go in vain.

I broke the kiss when I got out of breath.
"Mikhail"
I tried to pull him closer but he stopped me.

I looked at him confused when he stepped back from me.
"I have a severe headache, I am sorry"
He looked like he was in pain.

I felt the pang in my chest by his words but it's normal. He is not well, it's okay.
"It's fine... Come out I'll give you medicines."

He looked at my face like he was judging something but kissed my head.
"I love you"