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Barron P.O.V

I got my cute little outfit on. My outfit consisted of an oversized jersey with my name on the back with 24 for my day of birth and a cute little black pleated skirt that you can barely see. I matched my outfit with my mare Jane's, tights, and some cute white ruffled socks. I stood there with no expression on my face. I faced the crowd in the wings, waiting for my signal to go out.

I had no clue what I was doing here. Somehow, I keep getting this thought over and over again. Sometimes, I keep thinking I'm not good enough to the point that it's hurting me not only mentally but also physically too. I keep missing my cues, and I find myself dazing off. I was not the only one noticing it. Nick has found about my new habits, and I made him swear he would not tell Joe. I know Joe would make a big fit about it. He would not let me perform, and he would help me realize that I'm quote "insanely good at singing."

However, it was bound to happen. The time Joe found about this. Like I said, I was standing in the wing waiting for my cue when I started drifting. I was thinking about how I could mess up. All of a sudden, I was being jerked around by Joe.

"Hey, you good, your cue has been said about four times. We had to send jinjoo out there to say that it's going to be a minute. She's playing the guitar at the moment." He sighed

"Uh, sorry, I'm just not in it right now. Uhm, can you find Nick quickly? He can help me." I stated

"Come on, let me help. Look at me. Please let me in. I love you, and I just want you safe. Please, I'm begging."

I gave him sympathy eyes and responded with, " Alright, fine, but you can't get mad. I have been getting some thoughts." His eyes widedden in horror.

"Oh, nothing like that, it's just me thinking that I'm not good enough and I can't sing very well." I remarked.

"Good, but really, I am proud of you, and you are doing great. Plus, trust me, I always get these thoughts. But you wanna know who I get rid of them. I think of the most prettiest thing ever. Something that catches my eyes and makes me wanna work for it." He said with a wink and a smirk.

"Wow, such a flirt. But really, thanks. I think I'm ready. Also, don't think you can say that without getting away with it." I said as my lips hovered over his. A smirk on my lips as I pulled away happy as I made him all flustered.

"See you after the show. And I don't mean me." I gave him a wink and blew a kiss at him as I sauntered off to get ready for the stage.

I go onto the stage with my hands in the air.

"Howdy New York, sorry about that. I got some pre-show nerves, but now I'm ready to rock n roll with the connect three. Now let's see if anyone has listened to my new album, yeah?"

(Song by olivia Rodrigo.)

Well, good for you, I guess you moved on really easily
You found a new girl, and it only took a couple weeks
Remember when you said that you wanted to give me the world? (World)
And good for you, I guess that you've been working on yourself
I guess that therapist I found for you, she really helped
Now you can be a better man for your brand-new girl
Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy
Not me, if you ever cared to ask
Good for you, you're doing great out there without me, baby
God, I wish that I could do that
I've lost my mind, I've spent the night
Crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
But I guess good for you
Well, good for you, I guess you're gettin' everything you want (ah)
You bought a new car and your career's really takin' off (ah)
It's like we never even happened, baby, what the fuck is up with that? (Ha)
And good for you, it's like you never even met me
Remember when you swore to God I was the only
Person who ever got you? Well, screw that and screw you
You will never have to hurt the way you know that I do
Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy
Not me, if you ever cared to ask
Good for you, you're doing great out there without me, baby
God, I wish that I could do that
I've lost my mind, I've spent the night
Crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
But I guess good for you
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah
Maybe I'm too emotional
But your apathy is like a wound in salt
Maybe I'm too emotional
Or maybe you never cared at all
Maybe I'm too emotional
Your apathy is like a wound in salt
Maybe I'm too emotional
Or maybe you never cared at all
Well, good for you, you look happy and healthy
Not me, if you ever cared to ask
Good for you, you're doing great out there without me, baby
Like a damn sociopath
I've lost my mind, I've spent the night
Crying on the floor of my bathroom
But you're so unaffected, I really don't get it
But I guess good for you
Well, good for you, I guess you moved on really easily

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