Hello Beautiful 《 Joe Jonas》

Doctors? Needles?

Barron P.O.V 

I left Indiana with Pri and Dani as Joe and I set off to the doctors. I begged Joe to go to Dunkin first so I could get coffee before I entered the battle field called the doctors office. When we got there I filled out paperwork. I was bouncing my knee up and down from my anxiety. Joe must have understood what was happening because he grabbed my hand to comfort me and held it until the doctor or nurse came out. Once the doctor came to call me I had to part from Joe because only spouses and/or parents are allowed with patient.

 So I slowly walk back to the room where my examination will be held. They took my height and weight and sat me in this room until a doctor came. The doctor came in and explained that I will have to have some scans done  so they can see what is really going on in my lungs. They take me to a room where some scans are held and they start the procedures and soon the tests are done. 

I walk back to the waiting room to find Joe and tell him we have to come back in thirty minutes because we have to wait for the scans to download. 

"So everything went alright? Nothing weird happened to you?"

"No, just did my height and weight and told me i had to do scans. I don't like scans now.  They are really scary."

"Oh its alright! Promise. Now how about we go sit in the car and wait. We can put the back seats down and cuddle if it will make you feel better."

"Ok, but I am still scared of them. Thanks to you."

"You are welcome silly."

"I love you honey."

Did I really just say that? Oh no does he thing I'm weird because I said that right in front of him? Oh no he's going to hate me forever. What if he hates me and doesn't love me back and hes just not saying anything.

"I love you too silly."

Oh thank god. With that we walk out hand in hand and we head to the car. We put down the back seats as we lay down. I snuggle into his chest and just listen to his heartbeat finding peace in his rhythm. Its weird to think this is where I am right now. Months ago I was singing on a street corner just to get my rent. Now I'm sitting in a rental car with my boyfriend, Joe, and on tour with my boyfriend for five months before taking a month break then going international for two months. As I was starting to drift asleep my phone started ringing crazy and Joe picked it up and soon ended the call. 

"That was the clinic, the scans are back. you head in and I'll fix the seats. Hurry up though we have rehearsals soon." he said with a kiss to my temple. 

I quickly rush to the clinic entrance and enter. I walk to the front desk to check in again and waited for the doctor to retrieve me for the second time. While I was waiting Joe walked in and sat right next to me. This time when the doctor came to get me I was allowed to have Joe in the room with me. We walk back to the little room I once was in. Joe holding my hand the whole time. 

"So, when we got the results back it looks like you had taken damage from the past incident you had. Which is causing your coughs. We also did blood work too. We saw that your heart rate was always up more than usual." 

Me and Joe looked at each other. Our eyes were filled with concern and we both knew what each other was thinking. 

"Am I still good to perform?"

"I think its fine as long as you have a support animal to make sure you always have a steady heart rate you will be fine."

"ok, I have a dog that is really good at that kind of stuff. Where can I get her approved for  her to be my support animal." I asked.

"Really any support center near you. It is quite a long process to get something like this done. It will take a couple months to a couple years. And some dogs might not even be approved. Some might get turned down so then you have to find a new animal for the support you need. This is a long process but it is worth it in the end when the animal really helps you with your support." The Doctor states.

I nod my head and look at Joe to see what he thinks. I thanked the doctor and we left the clinic.I head was hung low as i was still trying to think over everything that was just told to me. I also thought what if Joe doesn't love me any more after this? Knowing i have a bad and serious issue wrong with my lungs. Will he look at me the same. As if he was reading my mind he spoke,

"Hey, I know this is scary but i will be with you every step of the way of your journey. I am here for the long run and I still love you so much." He squeezed  my hand and we got into the car. We had a silent drive back to the bus and the hotel. I held Joe's hand the whole time while I'm pretty sure I was definitely falling asleep on his arm. When we got to the hotel I walked back to my room, not really wanting to talk to anyone,  and laid down on the bed and took a little snooze.  Like 1 hour later I woke up and decided to get ready for mic checks and rehearsal for tonight. I got a pleated tennis skirt on and a cute sweater vest to go with it. I head downstairs to the bus where it will be picking us up and taking us to the venue.

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              Hey! Thank you so much for 300 reads! this has gone so much and I cant wait for it too!

                                                                      ~Josie