The Moon Will Sing [SMG34 AU]

Hopes [Moon]

UNIVERSE: Moon AU (Four is the human, Three is the monster)

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No- no, no no, no no, this couldn't be happening...

What the FUCK was wrong with you, SMG4? Get a grip. It is a Lapisblood... he was someone you cared about.

There was no way this quiet, lonely creature was the same as Four's rival.

There was no way this unrecognizable shell of a former human was... the same person that told SMG4 he loved him. 

It matched up too well. Way too well.

This was a fucking nightmare. Meme gods...

There was no way SMG4 was sleeping tonight.

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Three laid down in his 'nest' of blankets. Yeah. There was nothing wrong with this!

Nothing wrong at all with... having to question if the person you see in your memories is really you.

He- Three was a Lapisblood, right? But... he knew he had to have some connection to humans. It wasn't rocket science, considering human-Lapisbloods existed. But then why did all of his memories show him the way he was?

Surely he was remembering this right...

But then why were his clothes always inconsistent? Why did his wings drag on the ground uselessly?

What was wrong with him? Why couldn't he just remember?!

No. No, this was all wrong. He wasn't always like this. Why did he see himself this way when he looked back to before he turned into a Lapisblood?

God, this was terrifying.

The Lapisblood thought back to his earliest memory that didn't feel "artificial" or "edited," from when he knew he first became this way. 

He was in a dark pit, his heart was racing, and everything around him was staring. 

There were so many eyes.

His wings were sensitive and he was clumsy with them, the new sharp parts of him felt too dangerous, and he felt like he had died and come back to life.

Ironic, now knowing how exactly one becomes a Lapisblood.

The pit was dark and Three couldn't see well, but he spent a week trying to get his wings to work. He came close, but in the end, he had to resort to using his claws to climb out.

And the surface... was in ruins.

It was quiet where Three was. But in the distance, there was destruction, and a lot of it. The Lapisbloods around him were muttering amongst each other and giving commands, but even though Three understood some of what they were saying, it wasn't clear enough.

"What's... going on?" Three asked quietly.

They stopped talking.

Is that...?

The first one? I think so.

It was easier to understand them now.

Disappointing.

Can he even fly?

What about his tail? He needs balance!

This is useless!

I expected more.

What? What were they saying- why were they saying these things-

Human!

He's not the same as us.

Still speaking the wrong language?

Human!

He seems so nervous.

Human.

He looks weak!

Human.

Feeling strange with the other Lapisbloods judging him, Three left, walking away into the forest. 

What had even happened?.. He'd just spent who-knows-how-long in that damn pit, and as soon as he escapes, everyone says he should be so much more than he is. He doesn't even know these people. These animals.

Three was definitely not the same as them. But... that was good. That was a good thing. He didn't need any allies if they were these creatures. These... deformed deer and wolves and birds...

Despite being changed physically in a similar way, Three still felt disgusted when he saw them. 

He walked further and further away, into the trees. He didn't know where to go from here.

What now?

What now...

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A/N: you should watch rjcmpreg   you should watch rjcmpreg   this is a sign.....................